Tie up to the social fear movie emperor

Fan Xiaoyu and Luo Xiao walked into the beautiful supermarket side by side.

It had been a long time since he had been to such a "lifelike" place.

"You know, one of my favorite activities in the past was going to the supermarket with my little mother." Luo Xiao said.

"why?"

"When I was young, I didn't like to go out. I just stayed at home and read books except to go to school. Later, I needed to have a lot of life experience to act, but I didn't have it. What should I do? My mother often took me for a walk on the street between filming. Not the kind of shops he likes to visit, but the most down-to-earth places, supermarkets, and even vegetable markets.”

"Is that so..."

"So in Greenland, didn't he take us to the only supermarket in the town several times? In his understanding, supermarkets and vegetable markets are the closest places to life. Buying things for yourself is equivalent to planning your life for yourself, even if you don't When shopping, you can also see many people and observe many life styles, which is also very interesting.”

Luo Xiao said that his fate had a turning point after meeting his little mother, but Fan Xiaoyu knew that things were far more than that simple.

"Actually, at the very beginning, I couldn't get close to people." What Luo Xiao said to him in front of the piano was still in my ears.

"how come?--"

"I... how should I put it, my natural emotional concentration is different from ordinary people. Although I didn't know this until later, when I was a child, before my personality and mind were sound enough to control my emotions, I really ate suffered a lot."

Fan Xiaoyu walked slowly between rows of shelves.Many foods he has never seen, many flavors he has never smelled.

Vegetable area, fresh fruit area, aquatic product area... It turns out that fresh fish smells like this, and it turns out that freshly made bread is so fragrant...

Fan Xiaoyu greedily felt the smells of life, although a mask blocked most of his sense of smell...

Luo Xiao carefully selected those round radishes beside him, and Fan Xiaoyu held his hand tightly, as if unwilling to part with him for a moment.

"What is emotional concentration..." Fan Xiaoyu asked curiously.

"Just to put it this way, I am the kind of person who, no matter what kind of emotions I experience, loves to magnify the emotions in my heart many times through introspection, chewing, and digestion. Therefore, I will think that I have done something wrong when outsiders treat me like that. Because I am usually very calm when I am alone, but when there is strong negative feedback from the outside world, it will be reflected in my heart, and it will be much, much stronger than the real situation."

"how so……"

"I can give another popular example. For example, when watching a movie, some people laugh a lot, and some people cry a lot. I belong to that kind. It is easy to enter the heart of the characters, and then the emotions overflow with the characters in the story— ——Especially when encountering a movie with a well-rendered atmosphere, I won’t even be able to get out of it for a long time, I can fully invest my emotions in every other person’s story.”

Fan Xiaoyu blinked: "That's...too emotional?"

"Not exactly," Luo Xiao pursed his lips, and said, "Emotional or rational should refer to whether people use more or less emotional color when dealing with their own behavior. When I deal with things, especially my own , In fact, I have never been emotional, on the contrary, I am very rational and objective, and sometimes I am a little too calm..."

That's why I came up with the routine of "I can't bear a daughter-in-law and can't play a hooligan"...

Fan Xiaoyu said with a black line: "Well, I can see it... But that is to say, you are good at amplifying some emotions that don't belong to you to a very real level, so real that you seem to have experienced it yourself, right? So When your uncle and the others are cold and violent to you, you will think that you have really done something wrong. Even if you know intellectually that you have done nothing wrong, you can’t control the flood of emotions emotionally, right? "

"So smart." Luo Xiao kissed him on the forehead.

"But... isn't this a sign of too strong empathy? Isn't it very beneficial for you to film! No wonder you can quickly and thoroughly bring into the character, you are simply a natural actor!"

"Well, I also discovered later that my strong emotional concentration and empathy ability are still targeted. But... have you ever thought about what kind of person I would be if I hadn't become an actor?"

Fan Xiaoyu shook his head, he didn't dare to think about it, and he couldn't think about it either.

"I might be tortured to death by my emotions," Luo Xiao smiled bitterly, "At least the first ten years of my life were spent in that kind of struggle."

"!"

Fan Xiaoyu held onto Luo Xiao tightly, and Luo Xiao picked out the radish and prepared to go to the side to look at the Chinese cabbage.

"Huh?" He looked at his aching hand from being grasped, "What's wrong? Are you scared?"

Fan Xiaoyu fiddled with the scarf and covered her face more tightly: "It's okay, it's not because I'm afraid."

"If you're really scared, why don't you go back to the car and wait for me? I still have to pick out vegetables, at least half a month's worth."

"It's okay, you can choose, I'll be with you~"

Luo Xiao was a little strange.After talking about his childhood, Fan Xiaoyu became weird.For a while, he wanted to live broadcast like chicken blood, and then excitedly said that he wanted to go to the supermarket with him.Now that he came to the supermarket, although he was always sneaking in fear of being recognized by others, but most of the time he was holding on to himself.

As if afraid of losing him.

"Baby, if you have something on your mind, just say it," Luo Xiao picked out the peas and said softly, "I didn't tell you about me before, not because I wanted to hide it from you, but... I really don't Take that to heart, really."

Fan Xiaoyu rolled her eyes, but said nothing.

"Even if Tan Zhengming knew about me, he didn't get the point at all," Luo Xiao said, "He thought it would be bad for me to be exposed by the rumors that I was a minor murderer, but what I care about is not at all. Those—or, I don’t care about anything anymore. It’s been more than ten years. I found the crux of the problem with the help of others and my own learning, and I have already healed it. So don’t worry too much , okay?"

Fan Xiaoyu covered the mask and scarf and said:

"I'm fine too... I'm not too worried, I know you're amazing, um, I know."

"It's not as powerful as you imagined," Luo Xiao smiled, "I will be a little irrational when you are involved. To be reasonable, the day I sent you to Tan Zhengming's room, if it wasn't for Xiao Mom proposed to take Jiang Hanze over to watch the fun, and I might be the one who beat him up at that time—and I would be a hundred times harder than Jiang Hanze."

"..."

Fan Xiaoyu was sweating: That's why I said you are "great", big brother...

Luo Xiao shook his hand again, and said, "And I've already told Mr. Ning all my stories, and he will write a novel based on me - when the time comes, I'll include you in it too, okay?" good?"

"Of course!" Fan Xiaoyu raised her head, "Of course I must be included, I am the one who wants to marry you!"

"Well, yes." Luo Xiao touched the ring he hid in his glove with a happy face, "Let's take the meeting between us as the end of that book, after all, before meeting you, half of my life was bitter."

"Well……"

Fan Xiaoyu's eyes were sore, and she rubbed against his arm: "I will love you well, little carrot, I promise..."

"Okay," Luo Xiao suddenly smirked, "Then let me try 'that' pose tonight?"

"Huh?! Don't bring someone who takes advantage of the fire like this!"

Luo Xiao's "crux", as he said, has been solved.

Half of it comes from the full and warm love of my mother, and the other half is because he met Teacher Ning.

When Ning Chi saw this child for the first time, he felt that he was a little different from ordinary children.Luo Xiao, who was only 13 years old at the time, had a restrained and deep look on his brows that was not common among his peers, which surprised Ning Chi.

Although the boy in his story also bears an unusually heavy past, what is needed is Luo Xiao's calm and mysterious unique temperament.But he didn't want any child in reality to have experienced a particularly bad past and couldn't get out of it, so he went to inquire about Luo Xiao's background, and while guiding Luo Xiao to understand the role, he tried to make him treat himself slowly. open up.

"Actually, this kid is very easy to communicate with," Luo Xiao's young "father" at the time, Jian Nuan, quietly said to Ning Chi, "He doesn't have a lot of twists and turns, and he's not like other teenage brats. The kid is so rebellious. He is very mature and willing to listen to adults, but his problem is...not easy to trust people."

"Huh? Is there a crisis of confidence?"

"That's right," Jian Ai said, "Because all the people I've met in the past were people who treated him badly, so once I've confirmed that the other party is really good to him, it's easy to rely on... like an introverted puppy. Same, really cute!"

Ning Chi understood.He has seen many such children, and there are many ways to solve problems.

But he didn't choose to interfere with Luo Xiao's attitude towards the outside world, and he never encouraged him to "go out", "make more friends" and so on.He tried to chat with Luo Xiao to the most hidden place in his heart, trying to dig out his true understanding of the world.

In the end, he understood that the reason why Luo Xiao didn't like everything in the world was that he didn't like himself enough.

"So, Teacher Ning, let me start by liking myself," Luo Xiao said to Fan Xiaoyu standing in front of the hot sauce stand, "Everything in this world begins with loving yourself first. If you don't have enough recognition for yourself and treasure, then it is impossible for me to be interested in external things.”

"So you, slowly... okay?"

"That's right. I don't doubt myself so much anymore, and my little mother... is really a qualified father, or 'mother'. He fills all my psychological needs for family affection, and because I have The age gap is not that big, and by the way, even the friendship part is satisfied."

"So you don't like making friends very much?"

"It's not because of this. Many times I just don't think it's necessary. Of course, if someone comes along..."

He looked at Fan Xiaoyu, and a question mark appeared above Fan Xiaoyu's head.

"When I was in college, I actually had a few classmates who were not bad friends. I don't know if they are friends. After graduation, I went back to China to film and rarely contacted..."

"Then if you have time, please contact me~"

"Well. They should be very happy."

"You took the initiative to know them?"

"Of course not. A few years ago, I didn't like to talk to people even more than I do now. They, like you, approached me actively, and even pestered me with a bit of shamelessness—"

"Huh? Where am I so shameless?"

"Listen to me first, baby—"

"Can you tell me who is sloppy?"

Luo Xiao laughed, and immediately bowed his head to admit his mistake: "Okay, I was wrong. You didn't make a fool of yourself, you were chasing, chasing, beating, poor—"

"Stop dragging the idioms!" Fan Xiaoyu whispered, "In the future, we must speak the same caliber to the outside world, and no matter who asks, they must say that you chased me, so that I can reflect my uniqueness in your social fear, understand? ?”

"Understand."

"Good."

"That's what I've always said."

"Well, you go on."

"Well... where did I just say?"

The two looked at each other and laughed at the same time.

The two walked casually between the shelves with their arms shaking, like two naive elementary school students.

"However, in some respects, Teacher Ning, the 'psychiatrist', has been quite successful." Fan Xiaoyu said.

"Well," Luo Xiao nodded and said, "If it's an orthodox psychiatrist, I'm afraid it will only prescribe the right medicine, let me learn to go out, learn to make friends... But Teacher Ning knows that I don't need those. He knows that I need first Establish a firm enough self-cognition in my heart, and only with the foundation can I have everything later. And social things...as long as I don’t hinder others, it doesn’t really matter whether I make friends or not.”

"When I first met you, I didn't believe that you hated socializing." Fan Xiaoyu raised her face and said, "How can there be social fear in this circle? I thought you were just trying to be handsome and pretending to be aggressive... Later After finding out that you don't have those thoughts, I regret that you don't like to make friends."

"I'm sorry I misunderstood you."

"No," Fan Xiaoyu said, "It's really fun to play with friends. At least I used to like to meet a lot of people, and then I would fight all day long... But now I feel that I don't seem to have more friends. The better, right? Especially when you're not even sure if the other person considers you a friend..."

Luo Xiao knew what he was talking about, and squeezed his hand tightly: "Xiao Yu, don't just because of one or two—"

"I know," Fan Xiaoyu nodded, "I just think that we should be more cautious in making friends in the future. And as long as you can stay with the person you like, whether it's alone or in a group, the effect will be the same, right?"

"Ah."

"As long as you can feel 'love', that's enough~"

"Xiao Yu has really grown up."

"I was originally an adult!"

"Hey—how about we have a beef-flavored old godmother?"

"Okay, I also like the chicken oil flavor."

"Then let's have a bottle of each..."

After picking out the hot sauce, the two walked to the refrigerated shelf.

"Let's buy some more yogurt and milk, I've run out of what we have at home," Fan Xiaoyu said.

"it is good."

The two were looking around in front of the refrigerated shelf, but they didn't notice a figure approaching them from far and near.While picking yogurt, suddenly there was a gasp from beside him, which startled both of them:

I saw a girl wearing a thick down jacket and a hood standing in front of the refrigerator a few meters away.She wore a mask on her face, only showing a pair of eyes, but she stared at them in horror.

Fan Xiaoyu's expression was truly frightened.

She won't be, recognize them...