[Three Kingdoms] I am the queen of the Great Wei Dynasty

He seemed to glance at A Sheng's face, but saw that she didn't seem to respond, she was even unbelievably calm, and her picturesque eyebrows were as calm as usual.

This made him surprised - he thought she would be like a thunderbolt, breaking down on the spot and going crazy.

But he never expected that her reaction would be like this, it really made him mistaken.

Pursing his lips, Ah Sheng seemed to speak with difficulty, his voice a little dry: "Is that so..."

Gathering her mind, she even raised her head to look directly at Jia Xu's face, and reluctantly said to him: "I guessed it a long time ago."

It's just that the end of her voice was trembling, and disappeared in an instant.

Jia Xu didn't say a word, just stood there and stared at her.

She is really an abnormal woman, very different from anyone else he has ever seen.

He couldn't help raising his thin lips, and the corners of his stern eyebrows were slightly frowned: "I really admire Madam's calmness, I remember the first time I ran into you outside the gate of Xun Lingjun's mansion, I thought you were definitely not an ordinary woman. Sure enough, I read it right."

"You don't need to guess what I am, but I am very curious-you have calculated this half of your life, what are you trying to figure out? Have you ever gotten what you really want?" She wanted to get the answer to this question for a long time, and finally asked today mouthed.

Hearing this, his eyes could not help dimming slightly, his pupils shrank slightly, and his tone was indistinguishable: "Thank you Madam for your concern, but what I really desire will never be available, and I have no right to ask for it. It was more than ten years ago. I have given up all my thoughts, and now Jia is only planning for his own life. It's just that there are so many living beings in this chaotic world, how many people can save their lives?"

A Sheng was stunned suddenly, not knowing how to answer.

There is nothing wrong with calculating for survival, but she still feels sad.

However, in the end, I am still the most pitiful, how can I have the leisure to sympathize with others.

Jia Xu seemed to want to say more, but suddenly she seemed to see someone who was afraid, she immediately closed her mouth, her purple-black eyes fell into gloom, and disappeared in the night under the parasol tree in an instant.

"Bian! What are you doing running out in the middle of the night? You haven't healed completely from your injuries, why don't you pay attention to your body at all."

A bright and sullen voice separated the silence, and suddenly entered her ears, and then patted her shoulder lightly.

She immediately reacted from the words just now, opened her mouth and wanted to call him "Ling Jun", but before the word "Ling" came out, she suddenly choked up and couldn't speak, her throat trembled but she couldn't make a sound, and then it turned into a heavy cough, stopped Can't stop.

She wanted to cry on the spot, but was interrupted by the sudden dizziness, so she could only squat on the spot and calmly breathe in embarrassment.

Xun Yu didn't know what was going on with her, so he could only stand quietly beside her and look at her, stroking her back with his palm.

Ah Sheng recalled that he hadn't recovered his sanity yet, although he prescribed the medicine according to Hua Tuo's prescription, he didn't know when he would wake up.

"Lord Lingjun, ma'am, it's not good! It's not good!" At this moment, a soldier who was in a state of distress stumbled in and rushed in. Because of his impatience, he almost fell on the threshold. Shouted at them, "Zhang Xiu suddenly rebelled, Sikong was ambushed outside the city, and the barracks were caught off guard, most of them were killed or injured! When the eldest son led the troops to rescue him, he died together with General Dian and Mr. Anmin in order to protect Sikong from his own unfortunate death!"

Even though she had expected it, her heart was still as if a piece had been gouged out out of nowhere, empty and painful, as if something was stirring her guts.

"I'm going to see Zixiu." Before Xun Yu could stop her, Ah Sheng had already run out, said a few words, and rode his horse and galloped out of the city.

The flames of war here have subsided, and the wounded and corpses are lying here and there, and the few fireworks are still burning feebly.

She got off the horse, and every step she took seemed to be walking on cotton, vain and unable to find substance, her whole body was top-heavy, and she almost fell down with every step.

In front, two people dressed as Cao Jun were carrying a wounded soldier, and they were leaning against each other, muttering something, with regretful expressions on their faces.

"I heard, Sikong...it was destroyed by a woman this time." The scar-faced soldier covered his mouth and whispered to another person beside him.

The man sighed and shook his head, and wiped the sweat from his forehead: "That's not true, I don't know how beautiful the legendary Aunt Zhang Xiu is who is so beautiful that she has bewitched Sikong like this, and even compensated the eldest son and General Dian." Yes, the price is too heavy."

"It's a pity for the Eldest Young Master and General Dian. The two of them have always been sympathetic to us. Last time during the festival, the Eldest Young Master gave each of us money to go back and honor our parents. I still remember this kindness. It's on."

"Hey, it's so sad that Hero Sikong has fallen into the hands of a powerless woman for half his life."

"Shut up, be careful not to be heard by others, but neither of us lost our heads."

She held back her silence, and heard the sad song of a crying woman from a distance. She walked to the huge white tent. Cao Ang's coffin was placed in the center of the mourning hall, lying side by side with Dianwei and Cao Anmin. Beside the candlelight.

A bone-piercing cold air crawled up his body, and Ah Sheng couldn't help shivering.

——Will he be very cold, and no one will cover him with a quilt, let alone add a cold coat to him.

The color of the nanmu was heavy and yellowish, and she didn't know how she walked over, but slowly, she stood beside the spiritual seat.

Staring blankly at the dark coffin in front of her, she really wanted to uncover it and take a last look at Cao Ang's face.

As soon as she stretched out her hand, she immediately retracted it as if touching a hot hand——she didn't dare to look at his appearance.

She will always remember that when he left for the last time, he was dressed in a dark blue embroidered gold jacket, with a black jade crown with beaded patterns on his hair, and his back was slender and straight when he stepped out of the threshold, and his every move exuded the unique vigor and chic of youth .

She was afraid that once she lifted the lid of the coffin, she would see a lifeless face with closed eyes, not a bit of what he used to be, and she would not recognize him.

"Sister, the red medicine flowers in your yard are so beautiful." Ten years ago, the child with long hair suddenly ran to the door of her room, squatting small, admiring those peonies that were dripping with water.

The big eyes stared blankly at her, with a surprised expression of seeing a beautiful girl, and blinked their eyelashes: "Sister, you are more beautiful than your flowers."

"On weekdays, my mother never gives me these snacks. She only asks me to copy some poems and books as punishment. I'm so tired that my bones will fall apart all day long. It's better for Aunt Bian to treat me better." He held his hands like a treasure. The sweet-scented osmanthus glutinous rice cake on the table was full of crumbs at the corners of his mouth, and he gorged himself.

"Mother, it's me." He walked out of the sea of ​​flames, a clean young man with a body as long as a cypress, with a modest and noble smile on his face.

"Mother, have you forgotten? You once told me that because I am my father's son, I can't do things as I like. Since my father wants to seek the whole world, my son can't shame my father."

"Azhang, I'll wait for the day when you surpass Big Brother. At that time, the two of us brothers will go out to conquer and fight together, kill the rebellious officials and thieves all over the world, and fight for a great victory like General Huo Qubing, okay?"

The young man in armor smiled warmly, patted his younger brother's not-so-thick back tolerantly, lowered his head close to his ear, and said softly.

The scabbard at the waist reflects the bright sunlight, dazzling people's eyes.

Then they went away, and the man and the horse disappeared into the distant wilderness together, and there was no more shadow in sight.

Once you go, you will be far away from now on.

Ah Sheng bit the back of his hand tightly, trying not to let himself cry out loud, until two rows of red and swollen teeth marks appeared.

Tears flowed down alone, wet the cold skin.

Holding on to the wall beside him, he heard a soft human voice coming from behind, and his footsteps were extremely light.

She didn't have to turn her head to guess who was coming, so she was even more reluctant to look at him.

"I'm sorry." Repressed and secretly guilty.

"Cao Aman, you didn't do anything wrong to me." She took a deep breath and said, "The only ones you are sorry for are your son and your most trusted General Dian."

"I didn't expect you to forgive me."

After a long time, he sighed.

Ah Sheng finally couldn't bear it any longer, turned around abruptly, raised his wrist to give him two slaps, hesitated for two seconds before letting it go, and screamed almost out of composure, "Of course I won't forgive you! He won't either. Forgive you! You don't deserve it!"

"Do you know how your son died? He was killed by the rebels with knives and guns, and his body was run over by cold horseshoes. He didn't even have a complete body! He lived for a total of 18 years, and every day of these 18 years Every night, he tirelessly studied and practiced martial arts, and he never had a good day, but now he has ended up in the current situation with no body! He is trying to save you... save your so-called father!" Pause for a while , She cried and yelled, almost becoming a mad woman, her face was drenched with tears.

Cao Cao walked forward slowly, caressing his son's coffin and coffin with both hands, touching the intricate and fine texture with his fingertips, his eyelids drooping slightly.

A Sheng cried for a while, thinking of Cao Ang who was already sound asleep, afraid of disturbing him, so he held back his sobs, suppressed the shouting in his throat, and wept softly.

"Bian Sheng." He said silently by the ear, handed over a handkerchief, and tried to stuff it into her hand, "All of these are from me, you have to blame——put all the anger and responsibility on me Cao Mengde One person, I was conspired against by others because of my obsessive and absurd behavior. Now that things have happened, I will naturally not have half an excuse or evasion. But I beg you, don't torture yourself like this, okay? Think about our child in your womb, If you don't care about your body so much, you're still torturing me in the end."

Without even looking at him, she pushed away the handkerchief he stretched out, and opened her red and swollen eyes weakly, her voice hoarse: "Do you still know that you are obsessed with ghosts?"

Her throat suddenly felt itchy, she couldn't help covering her mouth and coughed a few times, then turned her head and said: "I, Bian Sheng, misread Cao Mengde before, but it's okay, from now on, I can see you clearly—— It turns out that I was completely deceived by you from the beginning to the end, and what you said in the past were all vain nonsense! I knew it too late, so I really regret it now, regret why I was so naive and ridiculous at the beginning!"

Seeing that Cao Cao was about to speak, she covered her ears to express that she didn't want to hear it, and interrupted him without explanation, and continued: "I don't want to hear a word about Zou, I don't blame her at all, and I don't hate You, you only make me sick, and I only hate myself. You'd better stay away from me now, I'm afraid I will kill you if I can't control it. "

After saying that, she rushed out of the door as if fleeing, swallowing all the tears that were about to burst into her stomach, not wanting him to see, and ran straight to the west wall.

In the astonished eyes of passers-by, he climbed to the top floor in one breath, and then stood on it, holding on to the battlements and looking down.

This is the tallest city wall in Wancheng, built on the hillside, with a misty blue sky overhead, accompanied by the light lingering breath of mountains and mist.

She didn't carefully estimate how many meters there were, but she only knew that the place she was in was very high, and looking down from here, the tall sycamore trees were no more than that.

Clinging to the gap in the wall, he stepped over and sat on the city wall.

She closed her eyes, and heard the whistling wind circling wantonly in her ears, bringing with it a burst of birds chirping.