[Three Kingdoms] I am the queen of the Great Wei Dynasty

The wind was very cold, piercingly cold, and it blew across his face like a sharp knife edge.

She closed her eyes, swung her feet outside, stretched out her hands, and spread out her palms to feel the sub-zero temperature of the wind.

I really want to yell to the sky completely, to vent out all the pain that is smoldering in my heart, and I can use this to let my tears flow clean.

—I want to go home.

As soon as this thought floated through my mind, it immediately stopped moving, and it was firmly fixed in my heart like a shadow floating on the moon, unable to get rid of it.

But when she thought about it, she couldn't help laughing out loud—where did she come from?

Without a father or a mother, the hometown and thatched huts of his childhood have probably been razed to the ground. Today, Bian Sheng seems to have nothing.

She sat on the city wall in a daze, with her arms raised high, trying to stretch her tired body.

Suddenly, Xun Yu's eager dissuasion sounded from below, and he sounded extremely excited from a long distance, shouting at her in the wind: "Don't!"

Opening her eyes suddenly, she couldn't help but look down, and saw him wearing a cloak as white as the moon, with long hair pouring down his shoulders that would not be tied up in the future, and he was trying to catch her with his arms open.

Next to the bright red maple, it looks like white snow falling into a pool of blood, blurring the viewer's vision and turning into a messy transparent liquid at the corners of the eyes.

He couldn't help but curled up his lips and smiled, he really thought he was going to jump into the city and commit suicide.

"Lingjun!" Comparing her hands into the shape of trumpets, she shouted back to him, "Don't worry! I'm fine!"

He must be sober, Hua Tuo's medicine has probably taken effect, looking at the anxiety and worry in his eyes that can't be concealed, the original gentleness has been hardened.

That's good, he is the former Xun Lingjun who cared about the world and was as beautiful as jade.

But that inexplicable loss always fell on my heart like a misty cloud, hovering around with an indescribable heaviness, as if foreseeing the distant future.

It's just that the future may not be far away.

"If there is anything that makes you sad, you can tell me, I will do my best to help you, but you must not hurt yourself! I beg you, you go back first, don't sit in such a dangerous place Can you?"

His voice still resounded clearly in the wind, but he lost his composure and seemed a little out of control.

"I said I'm fine! Go back, Lingjun, I'll just sit here and meditate, think about the past and the present, and never do anything stupid." She couldn't bear to see his thin body swaying in the wind She raised her voice to answer him, and raised her hand to urge him to leave quickly.

"Sheng'er, have you forgotten what you promised me once?"

Unmoved, he still stood stubbornly below, raised his head and asked her loudly.

A Sheng remembered it instantly, and immediately said: "I said before, you saved my life several times, and I will never forget your kindness to me in my next life. I will definitely do my best to repay you!"

"Then you should live well and repay me! You have to count what you say, and I'll wait for you to fulfill your promise!" He paused every word very seriously, so that his voice, which was as clear as jade in the rough, could be clearly conveyed. To her ears, it is like a breeze passing through the whirling willow leaves, sweet and sloppy.

"Don't worry, no matter how dangerous you are, I will save you even if I die, and I will never let you fall into danger. This is my reward." Although Knowing that he was deliberately joking to force herself to come down, she also answered him seriously, looking down at him seriously with a serious face, and shouted.

As soon as the last word was pronounced, before Ah Sheng had time to look at his expression, his waist suddenly lightened, and he seemed to be picked up in the air, and he fell straight back defenselessly.

Then she fell steadily into a pair of arms, into a broad and strong embrace, and the familiar breath got into her nose, making her heart itch.

"Are you crazy?" The restrained and gloomy male voice, accompanied by a soft blow, actually carried her straight down.

"Let me down! Cao Mengde!" She immediately struggled angrily, kicking her feet and pushing her elbows against him desperately.

"Let you down, I'm not sure if you will jump off."

She couldn't help staring at him fiercely, seeing that he didn't care at all, so she changed her expression, squinted provocatively, and met his emotionally difficult eyes: "If I really want to die, can you stop me?"

At this moment, before they knew it, the two had already reached a temporary camp outside the city. Cao Cao ignored her, lifted the curtain and walked in, put her on the couch gently, and then picked up an amphora in his hand .

It looked like it contained a jug of hot wine.

He took two small bottles, first poured her a full glass, and handed it to her.

She frowned: "I can't drink alcohol."

He raised his eyebrows slightly: "This is chrysanthemum tea."

"Tea?"

"Yes. I will drive you away from the cold. Even if you want to die, you can't be frozen to death."

"You really think too much." She took a big sip of a bottle of tea, and the cool and slightly sweet mixture lingered on the tip of her tongue, which made her throat a little itchy. She stuck out her tongue, and then sneered a few times, "I How could you be so stupid as to seek death?"

He was silent for a moment, then looked up at her: "I hope so."

"Ah Cao is thinking too much to hide from you. I just think that seeking death is such a worthless thing. If I just die like this, I won't be at a big loss. Besides, it would be too ridiculous to die for a scum like you, at least If you die, you have to be buried with him." She wiped the water-stained corners of her mouth and pulled a forced smile.

He glanced at her unclearly: "You hate me so much?"

A Sheng blinked innocently: "I didn't say I want you to be buried with me! I didn't say I hate you, I don't hate you. I said I only hate myself. This cowardly and incompetent man is so cowardly that even my husband can't do it for other women." I lost the life of my son's cronies and didn't even have the courage to get rid of myself."

She took another sip of tea, but her eyes were gradually covered with white mist, her head was also getting heavy, as if she drank wine, she heard his voice in a daze: "How do you want to get rid of it, leave me?"

"Otherwise?" She was not afraid of him at all, and regardless of her true inner thoughts, she simply admitted, "I dare not die, so why not go? I don't love you anymore, Cao Aman, do I have to pay for it all my life? for you?"

He suddenly became angry, frowned, and impulsively grabbed her shoulders, his tone was no longer as calm as it was a few seconds ago, and he almost asked: "Don't lie to me, and don't lie to yourself! Bian Sheng, you Don't tell me those useless lies to deceive yourself, you know that I won't believe it."

She shook her body twice, trying to break free from the grip of his big hands, and took a few breaths, trying to get rid of the discomfort and dizziness in her head, but shaking her neck still didn't help.

She stared at him and said, "Don't deceive yourself! I just don't love you anymore. You ask yourself, do you dare to ask me to forgive you for what you have done? I can forgive you according to your will, but can Zixiu, who is still in his bones? ?”

"Zixiu is Zixiu, you are you! Bian Sheng, I, Cao Mengde, hereby order you, you will never leave me, and don't even try to leave me again!" He looked really angry, and his pupils burst into anger. Flame, the tone is forceful and unquestionable.

A Sheng couldn't help laughing: "Then if I say—I'm destined to die much earlier than you, even if I don't want to die, God will take me away, can you stop it?"

"How dare you speak nonsense and strange words!" He raised his eyes gloomyly, like a thunderbolt passing through the gap in the clouds.

"But I remember that our Lord Sikong has always respected ghosts and gods and believed in the destiny in recent years. Why is he going back on his word now and starting to blame strange powers?"

She intentionally provoked Cao Cao, so she deliberately raised the corners of her lips, showing a malicious smile, even touched her chin, stared at his angry eyes with interest, and continued: "And, ah, Even if God destined me to keep this life for the time being, it is not impossible for me to leave."

"where do you want to go?"

She turned a blind eye to Cao Cao's gritted teeth, tilted her head and said with a smile: "My coming is my going, and I will go back to where I came from, and you have nothing to do with it. But... as long as there is no place without you, I won't leave." Mind staying the first half of your life and spending the rest of your life."

"Are you delusional about going to a place that Gu doesn't know with Xun Wenruo! After talking about it for a long time, do you really think that Gu still doesn't understand?"

He directly interrupted Ah Sheng's words, and suddenly climbed his hands on her thin neck, the flames in his eyes were scarlet, as if he wanted to burn her body to ashes.

"What did you say?"

"Don't you understand? Then Gu might as well repeat it for you again." His eyes turned stern, and he said every word, "You really think Gu doesn't know—you have never forgotten Xun Wenruo in your heart, and you still want to go far away with him, Stay away from Gu and betray Gu! How can you let Gu bear it, how can you bear it!"

"Are you crazy?! Do you know what you're talking about!" Immediately, Ah Sheng opened his eyes wide in disbelief, his lips widened in astonishment, and the muscles on his cheeks trembled in shock.

Now she finally couldn't bear it anymore, and the impulse ignited from her body, she stretched out her palm and waved it towards his face, but he quickly and forcefully restrained her wrist, and instantly pressed it to his side.

Losing his center of gravity all of a sudden, Ah Sheng couldn't help but staggered and fell onto him.

However, in the next half a second, his whole body was pushed out mercilessly, and she screamed, and she subconsciously protected her lower abdomen in a panic.

The moment before he was about to fall to the ground, his forearm was tightly held in his hand, and his body was lifted back abruptly by this force. Panting, he managed to regain his footing.

Seeing her in such a mess, he narrowed his slender eyes to himself, and said with a sneer: "I was guessed by Gu, so I became angry from embarrassment? But it doesn't have to be like this. Instead of trying to cover it up, it's better to admit your existence openly." If you have thoughts that you shouldn't have, Gu will not kill you."

"You kill me, just kill me! Go to prison and hang me with poisoned wine or sink into the river. No matter what you want to do with me, I, Bian Sheng, will not cry and beg for your mercy. But there is only one thing - the more you threaten, I will only The more I regret it."

"Regret what?"

"I regret why I was so obsessed with ghosts and chased from Luoyang to Qiaocheng overnight, just because I believed someone's hypocrisy. I should have seen through it. I should have known that you are the most narrow-minded and suspicious hypocrite! If I had known this earlier, And why did you have to deceive yourself and others all the time, and finally ended up with this result!"

A Sheng was so angry that his voice was trembling when he spoke, his legs were unsteady, his knees gave way, and he almost fell to the ground again.

This toss touched the flesh of the wound on her left chest, she couldn't help squatting down to cover the pain, gritted her teeth to hold back the piercing pain, and kept silent, but her forehead and the tip of her nose had already betrayed the pain she was suffering at the moment, oozing out Dense sweat.