Playing tricks is the appearance of loving you

Yan Anzhen had never talked about Songze with Jiang Youshu, but she even knew her house number.Although Yan Anzhen's past was not described in the original book, in a chat between Ah Zhen and Chen Xiaoshi, she mentioned her hometown address. As a loyal fan of Ah Zhen, Jiang Youshu naturally would not miss this detail.

In fact, less than an hour after Yan Anzhen left, Jiang Youshu decided to drive to Songze alone.

She told herself that the conflict that could cause Ah Zhen's psychological shadow for many years must not be a trivial matter. Although Ah Zhen wanted to solve it by herself, she didn't make it clear that she was not allowed to follow.She promised not to disturb Ah Zhen, so she rented a hotel near the community for two nights. If Ah Zhen needed her, she would immediately appear in front of her and hug her.

Now is when Ah Zhen needs her.

The phone was turned off, and there was no audio at all, and the more I thought about it, the more something was wrong.

Jiang Youshu frowned tightly, lost control and slapped the steering wheel for a moment, and her often smiling face was covered with clouds.

She should have realized it sooner!

Jiang Youshu drove to the neighborhood mentioned in the original book, prayed that the address was correct, rushed downstairs, found that there was no elevator card, and immediately turned to the next stairway, running up three steps at a time.

When she reached the 15th floor, she was already panting and sweating profusely.

Jiang Youshu supported her knees in front of the door to breathe calmly, thinking about various scenarios that might happen next in her mind, and making preparations in advance, and calling the police if it didn't work, so that Ah Zhen couldn't be put in danger.

After sorting out her thoughts, Jiang Youshu took a deep breath, rang the doorbell, and adjusted her expression to look as polite as possible.

No one came to the door until the doorbell rang.

Is no one home?

Jiang Youshu was suspicious, and continued to ring the doorbell, while sending a message to Yan Anzhen, asking where she was going.

If there is no one at home, where did Ah Zhen go?

After nearly 2 minutes, the sound of slippers stepping on the stone brick floor came from inside the door, and the door was opened, revealing a gloomy face.

Jiang Youshu was shocked by the sombre temperament that almost turned into a thick substance. He never thought that a person who was not mentioned in the novel would be like this - impressive.

This man was tall, lowered his eyes and looked down at her, without any intention of speaking first.

Jiang Youshu smiled slightly, pinched her palm with her fingernails, and said calmly, "Hi, I'm Yan Anzhen's friend. I'm in a hurry to find her now. Is she in there?"

"No."

The man answered her quickly, looked her up and down from top to bottom, turned around and wanted to close the door unceremoniously.

Jiang Youshu didn't care too much, she grabbed the door quickly with her eyes and hands, pushed it open with all her strength, and asked earnestly before the man opened his mouth: "She told me that she had something to do with you before. Did she come to you? May I ask if you know where she is going?" Where is it? I need to find her in a hurry. "

The man held the door frame with one hand, took a step forward, and blocked her from the outside. His face was gloomy, and his tone began to become unkind, like a snake spitting out its core: "Again, she's not here. I haven't seen her, nor have I seen her." Know where she went."

No, he is lying.

Ah Zhen clearly said that he arrived home safely, even if there was any accident later, he should have seen her, but he tried his best to deny it, because he didn't want people to know that he and Ah Zhen had met. What is something that cannot be known to outsiders?

Jiang Youshu saw that the hostility between his brows was getting more and more serious, and she knew that if she said one more word, the other party might be about to strike - judging by his appearance, he didn't have the idea of ​​"not hitting women", so she took a step back , opened the distance from him, smiled and said: "Since you don't know, then I will look for it myself. If she comes to you later, please ask her to let me know so that I don't worry."

The ending sound of the word "heart" is still floating in the air, and the door in front of him has been closed.

Jiang Youshu touched her nose, always feeling that all the squeezed dust had landed on her nose.

She can now understand why Ah Zhen avoided talking about her father.

With such a father, any kind of psychological shadow may exist.

Jiang Youshu stared at the door for a while, then made a decision in her heart.

Instead of going downstairs, she walked into the stairway, walked up a few steps, and sat down at an angle that would not be seen by people on the 15th floor. She leaned her back against the wall and began to close her eyes and meditate.

Such an environment is destined to not sleep well.

Jiang Youshu sat all night, staggering, constantly adjusting her posture to prevent her limbs from becoming numb and stiff from being still for a long time. However, in the second half of the night, her brain protested, her eyelids drooped heavily, and every nerve in her body was soaked in In the drowsiness, the winter cold forced her to shrink herself into a ball to resist the cold. Under this double torment, she had several dreams intermittently.

This is the second time she has dreamed about the original owner, Jiang Jiang.

Using Jiang Jiang's body, she got used to seeing this charming face. When she first saw the same face in her dream, she was a little surprised at first, but she soon realized that it was Jiang Jiang.

Surrounded by a piece of pure white, just like the white of the strange space that appears in many movies.

Jiang Jiang stood face to face with her, hands behind his back, leaned forward, looked at her with a smile, and asked, "How do you feel?"

It wasn't the first time Jiang Youshu saw her in a dream. Knowing what she was referring to, she rubbed her temples and said, "It hurts more and more."

When she came to this world, from the time when she took over the original owner's body at the beginning, she became weaker and exhausted after climbing a mountain, and now she suffers from headaches from time to time. She already vaguely understands the reason for this situation, especially after going there a few times After the hospital was told that there was no problem, she knew that this abnormality was related to her experience of wearing a book.

After all, such fantastic things as transmigrating books have happened, and this kind of undetectable headache has become pediatric.

With a clear look, Jiang Jiang blew on his shiny nails and said, "Treasure it, your time here is running out. Although I had a good time in your world, after all, I am so Lovers are here, and Ning Hao, my sister, parents, it seems that it is not good for me to leave them here to live alone. "

Jiang Youshu didn't speak.

Jiang Jiangdao: "At this last moment, you remember to deal with all the troublesome things. I don't want to find out that you have left me a mess when I come back. Of course, I have also dealt with it for you, and I didn't provoke you. What kind of peach blossom debt is that there may be some minor problems at work, but I will try my best to help you minimize the impact."

Jiang Youshu's mind isn't on her work right now. Compared to this, she's more worried about what will happen to Ah Zhen if she goes back like this.

"Why are you out of your mind?" Jiang Jiang grinned, with a look of understanding, "Can't bear to go here? Or - can't bear to bear with someone?"

As expected of a woman who hangs around in various nightclubs, she has a vicious vision.

Jiang Youshu didn't want to talk to her about this, so she changed the subject and said, "By the way, I accidentally got out of the closet here. Your father already knew about it. He also found out that your sister is also gay. Your family relationship should be tense now."

Unexpectedly, Jiang Jiang didn't care much, and said: "Sooner or later, I have to thank you for helping me get through this period of time. The person you come out with is the person you don't want to part with, so what should we do? Let's go back to our places." Afterwards, your little girlfriend probably won't be able to accept me with a new core."

Jiang Youshu bit her lip, but had no answer.

There seemed to be a cold wind blowing in from all around, sticking to her skin, moving around her body, and soaking into her chest again, turning into cold air and wrapping around her heart.

"click".

Jiang Youshu woke up from a dream, subconsciously hugged her arms and trembled, slowly got up and moved her hands and feet, and heard someone going out on the 15th floor, who was waiting at the elevator entrance.

Is it Ah Zhen's father?

She moved down little by little, trying not to make any noise, and slowly exposed her head from the corner, looking towards the elevator entrance.

It's him.

Jiang Youshu looked at the time on the phone again, it was seven fifty.

When the man got into the elevator, she came out from the stairway, watched the number on the display screen jump from 15 to 1, and then waited silently for more than ten minutes. After confirming that he would not turn back halfway, she immediately took out her mobile phone to call The person who picks the lock put on a very distressed look, telling him that he was in a hurry to go out and left the key at home.

The other party said that it will come in about four or ten minutes.

Jiang Youshu thanked her and started calling Yan Anzhen again.

One night passed, and the phone was still turned off.

Either the phone was broken, or it wasn't with me.

Jiang Youshu hoped that it was the first type, as long as Ah Zhen was safe and sound, but the man said he was suspicious if he had never seen her before.If she was overly suspicious, she would go and apologize to Ah Zhen's father, and it doesn't matter if the other party speaks loudly, she accepts punishment, if not...

She shuddered suddenly.

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Yan Anzhen still remembered that the darkest and longest night in her life had passed. She curled up in a corner, and there was nothing left to vomit in her stomach. What she finally vomited out was puddles of yellow water, with an unpleasant stench on her body. She was unable to clean herself up, and her brain played the video uncontrollably in a loop, and the feeling of nausea never dissipated for a moment.

Little Yan Anzhen didn't dare to think about Ah Shu anymore.

As long as she thinks of A Shu, the screen will immediately switch to what she saw in the video, and she feels that she has defiled A Shu.

She didn't even know what it was when she was young, but I'm afraid it will be hard to let go of it in this life.

Staying in the dark for a long time will lose the sense of time. Yan Yujing said that she should reflect on this night, but she feels that a century has passed.

Finally, there was a sound other than her crying, vomiting and screaming in the deathly silence.

The door was opened.

There is light in the darkness.

It's just that there is a black figure standing in the middle of the light, the figure slowly walks towards her, turns on the flashlight of the mobile phone as usual, and shines directly on her eyes, she squints instinctively, trying to avoid the dazzling light, But the man pinched her chin, fixed her posture, and forced her to ask: "Have you thought it through?"

She said hoarsely: "Think clearly..."

She is still so young, how could she understand why her father would be furious when she was playing with A Shu, and she also didn't understand what the "homosexual" in his father's mouth meant. Yes, that is wrong.

Then, for a long time, she fell into deep self-condemnation and doubt.

Little Yan Anzhen became sensitive, fearful, and irritable. Whenever anyone touched her, whether it was a joke between friends or a stranger, she would be like a young beast that exploded its spikes, biting everyone who approached her. people.The classmates gradually alienated her, and the teacher kept talking to her, but the person who caused all this told her at home that she must be a good child and grow up healthy and normal.

If, if someone appeared at that time, gently calling her name, approaching her slowly, comforting her frightened and fragile state, and staying with her all the time, maybe...she would grow up well, instead of Become a Yan Anzhen who has a sense of distance from everyone and is full of holes in her heart.

If only someone could call her name, maybe she would stop walking towards the quagmire.

"Azhen!"

"Ah Zhen! Are you at home?"

"Azhen!"

Someone is calling her.

Yan Anzhen woke up from the dream in a daze, and found that she was still in the darkness. For a moment, she couldn't tell whether she was still in the dream.

But the voice called her name over and over again, and the panic and apprehension in it were so obvious that she couldn't help crying.

She heard it, it wasn't a dream, it was her Yuanyuan who came looking for her.

The author has something to say: Regarding Jiang Jiang’s dream, I have actually mentioned it before. Guilu Chapter 41 [Dream], you can remember what you said when you meet in a dream, but you will forget it after waking up. It's got to be clean.

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