Psycho

The cool sea breeze roared, and the waves crashed against the coast one after another.

A rabbit's kiss is like an ocean wave.Dense, fierce, possessive and suffocating.

His fingers slid from Ye Zi's jaw to the back of his head.He firmly grasped the back of Ye Zi's head, and kissed him sideways, as if he wanted to deprive him of all the breath in his mouth, as if he wanted to leave a hot mark inside him.

Ye Zi should have punched the rabbit.

However, he didn't.

He shouldn't have feelings, shouldn't have.

But in fact, the moment he was kissed by the rabbit, the irritability and anger in his chest disappeared in an instant, and another impulse was clamoring in his body, he had never felt that way before.It was strange, somewhat frightening to him, but also inexplicably familiar.

He was horrified to find that he actually had a deep-seated nostalgia for the rabbit's kiss.

This kind of nostalgia made him unable to resist and escape, or in other words, his instinct did not allow him to escape.

The rabbit pushed him to the hard rock and kissed him again and again.

Occasionally, reason would pull Ye Zi back, and he would avoid it, but the rabbit's lips would definitely chase after him, and soon, the lips and tongue were entangled with his again.

Ye Zi's occasional unconscious response obviously comforted the rabbit.Gradually, the rabbit's movements changed from wild at first to gentle, extremely gentle, like kissing fragile ceramics.

The moonlight poured down, and the rabbit's light-colored hair slid down from behind the ears, almost white.And his eyelashes, which were close at hand, trembled slightly, like cicada wings trembling slightly.

Before he knew it, Ye Zi, who was already exhausted, had already slid along the rocks on the ground, and the rabbit was squatting in front of him, holding his face, kissing him tirelessly.

……

In the end, Ye Zi didn't ask anything.

After returning to the hotel, it was already 12:[-] in the middle of the night. He was very tired and fell asleep quickly.

He had a dream.

It was dusk, and he dreamed that he came to the beach alone.

Rabbit stood barefoot in front of him, looking at the red sun sinking into the sea.Thousands of seabirds fly high, and the boundless orange-red ripples are rippling.This kind of scenery is like a huge oil painting painted with big brushstrokes.

"Azi, can you hear it?" came the rabbit's voice, "The voice of the sea calling us, come, come, come."

"..."

The rabbit turned around, looked at Ye Zi tenderly, and stretched out his palm towards him.His outline was completely dyed red by the setting sun: "Come on, Ah Zi. Let us hold hands like this and walk towards the depths of the sea, step by step, as if we were summoned by something."

"Azi, do you know? Human beings will always decay in just a few decades, but nature has a long, almost eternal life. Let us become part of nature, okay? In this way, we together forever."

"The moment everything is over, we can gain eternal life."

……

…………

After Ye Zi woke up, she no longer remembered the content of the dream.

In less than half a minute, he remembered the kiss last night again, and his whole body turned red all of a sudden.

God, I can't believe it.what happened?Rabbit is a man four or five years younger than him!He didn't refuse, didn't resist, didn't hit anyone...Last night, they...kissed for at least half an hour? !

Ye Zi forced himself to forget what happened last night, but when he washed his face and looked in the mirror, his slightly swollen lips reminded him again; when he was in a daze, he would touch his lips unconsciously, and then immediately withdraw his finger as if he had been electrocuted ;Others are absent-minded when they talk, and if they are not careful, they will recall everything from last night.

Ye Zi avoids the rabbit intentionally or unintentionally, once he sees the figure of the rabbit, he immediately leaves.

He felt that something was wrong with him, and his rationality told him that as long as he stayed away from the rabbit for a few days, he could return to normal.He thought about using his relationship with Taozi to distract his attention, but Ye Zi immediately remembered what the rabbit said, and it was a headache!For the safety of others, it's better for him not to get too close to others.

He had successfully avoided it for a long time, but at night, Ye Zi saw the rabbit again.

There's no way, everyone is playing games together, it's not good if Ye Zi doesn't participate.

Girls like this game, and the loser must confess to someone in the "most romantic way".Regarding this "most romantic", the rules are actually very loose, and it is not difficult to implement.Some boys picked up a conch and gave it to the other party, and added "I like you", and it was done.

Of course, the game became more and more chaotic later on, the squad leader (female) threw Taozi down, kissed her on the cheek, and confessed.The photo of the two of them was uploaded to the Xiaonei website in an instant, and it was probably another hot post.

Soon, the happy thing happened, the rabbit lost.

Even the girls who were playing ball around gathered around, and everyone looked forward with anticipation, wondering who he would confess to.

Well, even if it's just a game, it would definitely be a blessing to be confessed by such a handsome guy. If it was recorded, it would definitely be possible to lick it for a week with such a voice.In terms of video, I'm afraid I can lick it for a month.

Ye Zi really wanted to leave.

He subconsciously felt that the rabbit would confess to him.

He's afraid of rabbits like that!

He'd feel rather awkward, ashamed...in fact, he hated himself for expecting something like this!

Rabbit smiled and asked everyone: "What kind of confession do you want to see?"

The girls quickly quarreled: "Well...it's different from the one just now, it needs to be... very, very romantic, elegant..." "Hey, don't make things difficult for him." It's..." "You have so many demands. If you want me to say something, it must be touching." "It's the hardest thing for me to go to you..."

Rabbit thought for a while, and said, "Mine is relatively simple, it's just a poem."

"Poetry? Okay, okay, which country? English or Chinese?"

"French."

"You can speak French...can you speak French again and Chinese again?"

"it is good."

Finally, the noise died down and the rabbits started.

Rabbit lowered its eyelashes, moved its lips slightly, and read softly:

"Surtoutes les pages lues

Surtoutes les pages blanches

Pierres ang papierouncendre

J'écriston nom

......"

Although he can't understand French at all, his voice is really, really nice.It is very clear, soft, and comes slowly.After the French was over, a group of people cheered excitedly even though they didn't understand it. However, when they heard Chinese, they all became quiet.

"On all pages read,

on all the blank pages,

On stone, blood, white paper, or ashes,

I write your name;

In the dark night,

on the pale earth,

In the unchanging seasons,

I write your name;

In my ruined shelter,

On my fallen lighthouse,

on the tired walls,

I write your name;

on my heart,

In my past, present and future,

in my soul,

at the footsteps of death,

I write your name;"

While reading this, the rabbit slowly raised his head, staring at Ye Zi quietly.The light-colored eyes sparkled, and Ye Zi's heart was pounding.He wanted to run away immediately, but he couldn't move at all, in fact, he wanted to listen, he wanted to be like this forever, to listen...

The rabbit continued, the voice raised slightly, becoming slower and quieter:

"By the power of a name,

I'm born again,

I was born to know you,

Say your name.

Ah, Azusa. "

After the poem was over, there was at least ten seconds of silence before everyone cheered "Wowwow", and many girls screamed excitedly.Ye Zi didn't know what they were cheering for, and couldn't think about what effect those last two words would have, so he stood up suddenly and left.

It was already night, but he seemed to be walking under the scorching sun.

He was hot all over, and his mind went blank.

He was trying to suppress certain emotions.But those emotions are uncontrollable, inexplicable.He is ashamed but happy, afraid but expecting.The blood in his body was churning, the cells seemed to swell, and the nerves finally stretched—it seemed that he had been waiting for such a feeling for a long time.

When he entered the room and sat on the bed, he inadvertently wiped his cheek with his hand.

Then he was surprised to find that he was already in tears.

Simply inexplicable!

He turned on the TV, flipped through a few channels at random, and then turned it off again.

As soon as I turned on the phone, the inbox kept ringing, all of which were text messages from rabbits.fully.And it's still being sent, one every two or three minutes.

Throwing the phone aside casually, Ye Zi told himself to calm down, and kept telling himself that the rabbit is a man, and he is also a dangerous lunatic, he must not have too much involvement with him, he must not put down his defenses, and he must not be accepted. You shouldn't have those weird emotions.

Suddenly, the door was opened.

He casually said, "Xiao Zheng, you are back."

The buddy who lives with him in a hotel is surnamed Zheng.

However, the other party didn't say anything, just walked over step by step, the footsteps were very light.

As if sensing something, Ye Zi suddenly raised his head, his eyes widened suddenly: "You...how do you..."

"I changed rooms with Brother Zheng."

"Change back!"

The rabbit didn't speak, but still approached him: "Didn't you read the text message I sent you?"

"..."

"I called you 15 times and sent you 60 text messages. Why didn't you read it? Why did you leave? Because you don't like my confession? Don't like my kiss? Do you feel sick? Are you uncomfortable? Sure enough, Are you still thinking, is Taozi better?" The rabbit's voice was always very soft, and his question was so sharp and aggressive, his eyes were even more obscured in the haze, and he couldn't see clearly.After a while, he continued, "Hey, Ah Zi, what do you have to do to stay by my side? To choose me? Huh?"

"Don't come here!" Ye Zi frowned.

"Don't come here?" The rabbit suddenly laughed.

The next moment, the rabbit had already pushed Ye Zi down on the bed.The gauze curtain dances, and outside the window is the murmur of sea water and the sound of cicadas.

The rabbit's eyes were dark, and he asked, "Do you know where you have been looking since I came in just now?"

"where?"

Rabbit gently tapped his own lips with his index finger, and said, "Here."

Ye Zi's face immediately turned red, and he looked away: "Stop joking."

"It's very comfortable, kiss me."

"How is it possible!" Ye Zi rolled over and wanted to sit up, but because the rabbit pulled his arm, in the next moment, he was on top of the rabbit.

Rabbit's light-colored hair spilled on the pure white sheets, revealing a smooth forehead.

The distance between the two of them was so close, at this moment, Ye Zi's sanity disappeared again.

His eyes came to the other's lips almost unconsciously.

Rabbit's lips are very thin, light-colored, and the lip line is quite beautiful.

But no matter how good-looking he is, he is still a man!

Just as Ye Zi wanted to prop himself up, the corners of the rabbit's mouth curled up.

The next moment, his neckline has been pulled down...

This time, Ye Zi didn't struggle, didn't avoid, and even kissed for 5 minutes before he took the initiative.

Because the rabbit gently called his name between kisses.

Therefore, when the lips and panting intertwine, amidst the cicadas singing, the poem seemed to be ringing in his ears, over and over again, all the anxiety and irritability in his heart were smoothed away.

"By the power of a name,

I'm born again,

I was born to know you,

Say your name. "

The author has something to say: ① Adapted from Paul Eluard's Liberté (Freedom)