Psycho

"What was our relationship before?"

"We have known each other since childhood. You are five years older than me, and you are a reliable brother. I have always wanted to play with you."

"Why do you always cry in my impression?"

"Ha, because you don't want to play with me."

"I treat you badly?"

"No, you were very kind to me. When I was six years old, I lost my way in the mountains, and then there was a violent storm. I thought I was going to die. It was you who saved me, Ah Zi."

"I seem to have a little impression... Then, when did you say you liked me?"

"I have liked you since I was a child, but I am so sad that you have forgotten me."

"Who remembers clearly when I was a child..."

"It's okay, you'll remember it one day, I believe."

"Is it……"

……

Intermittent conversations, like a dream.

Ye Zi felt like he had a long dream.

Sometimes beautiful and slow, sometimes shattered and fast, like a terrifying lens that slides in front of your eyes.After the cold and thick walls melted, the darkness was taken over by light.Two figures, one large and one small, ran among the mottled tree shadows.There is the sound of gurgling water, the chirping of cicadas, dancing butterflies, and gorgeous flowers... The sun is so warm, it seems that a single dewdrop carries the whole world.

As soon as he opened his eyes, Ye Zi saw a face so close.

The rabbit was sleeping on his side, with long eyelashes, and the left eyelash lightly touched the white pillow.Pale sunlight streamed through the cracks in the shutters, shining on his hair and cheeks.His slender and soft hair has a light golden color, his skin is quite fair, there is a slight black cyan under his eyes, and his lips are slightly parted.

Just seeing the rabbit's lips, Ye Zi felt hot all over again.The touch of the kiss seemed to be still on the lips, and he couldn't help pursing his lips.

As if sensing Ye Zi's movement, the rabbit moved slightly.

Ye Zi was startled, and stood up all of a sudden, his movement completely awakened the rabbit.Rabbit opened his eyes and looked at Ye Zi in a daze.Such eyes are too pure and lazy, like a kitten just waking up.

Ye Zi's mouth moved, but she was still too embarrassed to know what to say.

But the rabbit smiled. He stretched out his hand and gently stroked Ye Zi's ear, then exerted a little force on his palm, and at the moment Ye Zi lowered his head, he left a kiss on his forehead:

"Azi, good morning."

"……morning."

Ye Zi broke free immediately after saying this.

Last night, he didn't even take off his pants and clothes, and he lay down with the rabbit.Although nothing happened, he still felt uncomfortable all over.Even if he had breakfast with other friends, even if he had already boarded the train home, even if the rabbit didn't sit in the same car as him at all, he still felt uncomfortable——

He still remembered how the rabbit took control of the back of his head and kissed him sideways last night;

He still remembers how he himself pressed the rabbit on the pillow, bent down and kissed each other;

He still remembers the panting of the two people one after another, the hoarse laughter of the rabbit between the kisses, and the palm of the rabbit caressing his back.

He had never felt like that.

"Don't think about it!" he told himself.

Finally, I focused on the conversation between my buddies, but after a while, my mind would be distracted, and I couldn't help but look up to see where the rabbit was.When playing cards, it was hard to stop thinking wildly, but what the monitor said completely disturbed Ye Zi's mind.

The squad leader pointed at the back of Ye Zi's neck in surprise: "Yezi! Have you been planted with strawberries?"

"strawberry?"

A group of men immediately laughed wickedly, and even the girls sitting on the other side were excited, and they all said over there: "What? Who planted strawberries on the leaves? We want to see!"

Ye Zi immediately covered the back of his neck, he remembered.

Last night, the rabbit hugged him tightly from behind and fell asleep.

From the side of Ye Zi's ear, the rabbit kissed back along his hair, staying on the back of his neck all the time.His lips were hot and humid, and he licked that piece of skin repeatedly, the feeling was really trembling...

"It was just bitten by a mosquito!" Ye Zi explained.

"Isn't it... I think it's obviously a strawberry? Who did it? Be honest, Tao Zi?"

"Ah, isn't that Jason... Didn't he confess yesterday?"

"That's a joke... Ye Zizi, don't entice us!"

At this moment, Ye Zi's cell phone rang suddenly.

Ye Zi didn't even look at it, so she picked it up and said "Hello".

A gentle, familiar voice sounded: "Azi, what do you want for lunch, I'll buy it for you."

Ye Zi froze for a moment, then said dryly, "No need."

The rabbit was a little worried, "Why? No appetite? Bad mood?"

"No."

The person next to him was still yelling, so loud that the rabbit could hear it.Ye Zi was so embarrassed that she wanted to hang up, but she heard Tu softly said, "Ah, are they discussing the hickey on the back of your neck?"

"..."

The rabbit's voice gradually became lower, such a voice is extremely sexy.It was as if his lips were pressed against Ye Zi's ear, and his hot breath scratched his cheek: "Just tell them that I kissed you, wouldn't it be fine?"

"Stop talking nonsense."

"Why are you so cold all of a sudden? Obviously..." The rabbit's voice suddenly turned into pure air, but every word and tone was so clear, "Yesterday, night, then, what, initiative, move."

Ye Zi suddenly took the phone away and threw it to his side.

When others asked him what was wrong, he just shook his head, but his whole face was completely red, especially his ears, which were so red that they were about to bleed.

Just at that moment, he actually had hallucinations.

It seemed that everything around him had disappeared, the rabbit was hugging him from behind, kissing the back of his neck sideways, just like last night, licking gently at first, and then sucking him up...

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Ever since the first kiss, Ye Zi felt that she was possessed.

Every time he was in a daze, he couldn't help but think of that kiss; when he saw the kissing scene, he would immediately think of the rabbit; even in his dreams, the rabbit would appear, almost every dream contained more or less a rabbit shadow.

In some dreams, when he woke up, his face was flushed.

In the dream, he was so active, to the point of shame.In the dream, they touched each other in unimaginable ways. Those were things that he had never thought of before and felt extremely dirty.

In fact, many mornings, when he woke up and found that the bed sheet was stained by himself, and the object of his dream turned out to be the man five years younger than him, he felt that he had gone crazy—you know, he used to be Look down on gays.He has always thought that homosexuality is a strange creature. Women are clean and soft, while men are thick and stiff. It is only natural for a big man to fall in love with a woman, but falling in love with another man is like a male dog to a male dog. Heat is just as weird.

However, God knows that he is getting weirder and weirder now, it's all the rabbit's fault!

He has ignored the text messages that the rabbit sent him every day, refused to answer the calls from the rabbit, tried to block the number of the rabbit, and stayed away from the rabbit on purpose.

In fact, ever since Ye Zi ignored Rabbit's text messages and calls for a week, and Rabbit went downstairs to wait for Ye Zi for an afternoon, and Ye Zi still ignored him, Rabbit didn't show up again for the rest of the summer vacation. Of course, this also means that Ye Zi's psychology has undergone a big change——

Guilt first, then gratitude, then relief, disappointment, regret, disappointment, depression, anxiety, guilt... the endless cycle.

After school started, Ye Zi became a senior student.

He started to welcome new students, organize activities, attend classes, make resumes, and look for jobs.

His life has become full, and gradually he has become a little more optimistic.If you think about it, you will know that the rabbit is already in the third year of high school.The third year of high school must be very busy, so busy, of course, there is not so much time to pay attention to his affairs.In addition, now that the two of them have kissed, the rabbit probably feels that his game has been successful, so he doesn't come anymore... Ah, or, he made a new girlfriend?How could I forget it myself?Some time ago, some students were spreading rumors that Rabbit was dating Xiaoqin again...

Ye Zi once again felt lucky that she didn't fall in love with him!Fortunately, he didn't accept him... On the other hand, Ye Zi is quite tired of this kind of self, just like a woman, sentimental, doubting this and doubting that... How cheap, it is obvious that she wants to alienate the other party, once the rabbit I stopped contacting myself, and I am like this again...

It looks like the school has started for more than a week, and Ye Zi is doing the general cleaning at the school.

Ye Zi, who was in a daze while mopping the floor, suddenly saw a familiar figure standing at the door of the teaching building.

It's a rabbit.

I saw him wearing a straight dark western-style school uniform and carrying a pure black shoulder bag, and his rate of turning heads was surprisingly high.

Ye Zi could clearly feel his heart sinking suddenly, and then began to beat violently, this kind of beating, as if it was about to jump out of his chest... so fast, so violent.

No matter how stupid he was, he knew what was going on with him.

Yes, he likes rabbits.

But he didn't go over.

He handed the mop to the student next to him, turned around and left.

He could feel the rabbit following.

So he walked faster and faster, more and more irritable.

"Azi!"

The rabbit called him from behind.

Ye Zi didn't look back, just kept going upstairs, and then walked quickly in the aisle.

The rabbit grabbed his wrist: "Azi, why are you ignoring me?"

Ye Zi threw him away, and said in a low voice, "What's the matter, kid? You're too bored and come to play with me again? But it's a pity, I don't have that much free time."

The rabbit immediately explained: "It's not that I didn't come to see you... A Zi, school just started and I'm very busy, and you seem to be angry with me, so I think..."

"Does it mean that the game between us is over after the kiss?" Ye Zi turned his head and asked suddenly.

The rabbit looked puzzled: "What?"

"Is this what you call liking? If I ignore you, you won't come? Obviously you came to harass me, you made me weird!"

"...Azi?"

"You bastard!"

Ye Zi let out a low growl, pulled the rabbit into an empty classroom, and slammed the door shut.

Before the rabbit could react, Ye Zi had already pushed him against the door of the room, pulled down his lapel with both hands stiffly, and slammed his head violently against it.