Psycho
Chapter 30 Killing Intent
The rabbit didn't completely give Ye Zi freedom.Ye Zi could indeed wander around the room at will, but he couldn't go out - he was restrained by ankle chains.The shackles bound the legs, making it impossible to take long strides when walking, and there was a loud noise. There was a rather long chain directly tied to the birdcage in the middle of the iron chains, which meant that if this chain was not removed, Ye Zi Can't escape.
One month after being released from the birdcage, Ye Zi gradually learned some information that would help him escape——
Rabbit said that when he was ten years old, he rescued him in a storm and brought him to this room.In fact, I don't have a deep impression of this incident, I just remember running a long, long distance on the muddy road.If I remember correctly, this place is deep in the mountains, and it only takes about two hours to run to the bottom of the mountain.
The first priority now is the phone call.In fact, this is not a particularly deserted place, maybe you can meet other people within a short distance.The evidence for this is that the rabbits go out every two days and come back in two or three hours with ingredients in their hands.This shows that there are shops not far away, and it may be a small town.
As for the keys, it's not difficult.The key to the birdcage is in the rabbit's trouser pocket.He hung the shackles and the key to the door around his neck.Rabbits usually sleep lightly, so I'm afraid they won't succeed.But once he has experienced an intense affair, he will sleep deeply, which is the most suitable opportunity to escape.
The day Ye Zi decided to escape was already early autumn.
It was early morning.He successfully removed the shackles and opened the door.
When he felt the oncoming cold wind, his whole body trembled with excitement.He ran forward desperately, but was a little surprised to find that he couldn't run anymore: his whole body was quite heavy, and he was panting after running a few steps.He looked at his hands with some doubts, and looked at himself on the pool.
He hadn't looked in the mirror for too long.
So when he saw himself like that, he was taken aback.
His skin was extremely pale, and his eyes were black and bloodshot.He no longer had the figure and muscles he once had. His legs had been bound for a long time, and he had been lying in bed for a long time, which caused his legs to degenerate, extremely weak, and there were bruises and red marks on his ankles.
What made him unbearable the most was the stuff that overflowed from his body...
He felt that he was not a man at all, but a monster!
Dirty, dirty! !
Disgusting! ! !
He took off his clothes, jumped into the water, and washed himself.Of course, no matter how you clean it, it's useless.In fact, even if he was locked in a small room, he often took a bath.He knew that what was really dirty was not his appearance, but his corrupt heart.So no matter how much you wash it, those dirty parts are still there...
Afterwards, he rationally told him that the most important thing now is not to take a shower, but to escape, and to ask someone to borrow the phone!
He put on his clothes and continued to run.
Went through the woods, climbed over brambles, slipped and fell on mossy rocks several times.
I don't know how long it took before he finally saw someone.
It was an old man chopping wood, followed by a dog.
Ye Zi only hesitated for a moment, then walked towards him.
The process went smoothly. After hearing what Ye Zi said, the old man hurriedly took Ye Zi home.
It was a stone house, and the old man's wife enthusiastically brought Ye Zi a bowl of hot soup. After hearing what Ye Zi had experienced, she quickly took out an old-fashioned mobile phone from the room and asked him to call his relatives.
Ye Zi dialed his mother's phone number.
beep...beep...beep...
Ye Zi's heart was pounding, and finally, finally, after hearing his mother's "Hello", tears welled up in his eyes.
"Mom! It's me!"
He growled, but found that his voice was hoarse beyond recognition.
The mother immediately asked loudly, obviously very anxious and pleasantly surprised: "Azi? Is it you? Ah, my child, where are you?? Oh my god...it's been two months...they all say you...all say you……"
The mother over there began to cry, her voice broken.
"I'm fine! I'm in...the mountains, probably on the northern suburbs..."
Before Ye Zi could speak, he heard a violent noise, followed by dogs barking one after another.
Then, the phone was disconnected and the signal was gone.
The old man frowned: "What's going on outside?"
Old aunt: "Go out and take a look (go out and take a look)."
"do not!"
Ye Zi suddenly thought of something and looked out the window.
really!He saw it.
At this moment, that Satan-like person was already standing in the yard.Those dogs surrounded him, prostrate on the ground, all of them barked but did not dare to go forward.But he just looked at the door calmly and walked slowly.
How did he know he was here?Could it be that there was something on his body?
But now I can't think about it anymore.
The two old people who heard Ye Zi's story just now guessed who the people outside were, and they all looked angry: "The baby you asked (say) is him! It's too shameful, let's go out and talk to him So (say)."
Ye Zi hurriedly stopped them: "Don't go! He's scary...I don't know what he will do..."
"What can you do to us (what can you do to us)!"
After saying this, the old man opened the door and went out.The old lady also followed out, and asked loudly: "Your claws? (What are you going to do?)"
The rabbit looked at the two old people and smiled slightly. The smile was so gentle, giving people a feeling of spring breeze.In fact, the whole rabbit is out of place here.He was wearing a light camel thin windbreaker, a white thin sweater, and spotless black leather shoes. His light brown hair was blown by the wind. He had an extremely handsome face.
"I'm here to bring Ah Zi home, please return him to me." He said so.
The words are correct, the accent is round, and the voice is clear, with a faint magnetic sound.A person with such a voice should be quite gentle.
The old man was quite puzzled.After all, such a person is very different from the devil Ye Zi just described to them.They asked again: "You...what is your relationship with him?"
"He's my brother."
"Then why did he want to run away?"
"Yes, why?" The rabbit showed doubts, "I let him sleep on the softest bed, bought him fresh flowers every day; every day, boiled milk for him, made coconut bread, chocolate snacks, I spent all my money. I think about cooking for him; I know he likes to take a bath, so every night, I put water for him and add some spices he likes in it; I prepare wine for him, and give it to him when he has nightmares at night. He hugged... So, I don't understand, he was still moaning passionately in my arms last night, but he is going to run away today, why? Brother, brother."
His last two words were spoken slowly and loudly, with some sarcasm in them.And his eyes had drifted to Ye Zi behind the two old men.
Ye Zi's blood was flowing backwards, and he felt quite ashamed.
The faces of the two old people gradually turned red, and the old lady asked again: "Are you... a relationship..."
Ye Zi strode forward and said coldly, "You go, I won't go back with you."
"why?"
"Why??" Ye Zi no longer knew what expression to put on, "Ye Chengxi, everyone needs dignity and freedom. You can't just take away everything from someone just because you like him, and let him He loses everything. You can’t just kill the people around him, lock his legs, take away his future, raise him like a beast, vent his desire on him, and gradually turn him into a Become a cripple that belongs to you...Ye Chengxi, you can't do this, your feelings are not love at all! It's not love! And I...I'm really fed up...I'm fed up...If this goes on, What’s the difference between being dead? Let me go back with you, it’s better to let me die!!!”
Ye Zi suddenly roared out, this roar scared the surrounding dogs.Large swathes of bright red autumn leaves danced all over the sky, as if they were all shaken down by Ye Zi's roar.
After at least half a minute, the rabbit's soft voice sounded again: "What is the most beautiful ending to a story? Ah, probably, it is death. As Poe said, the most beautiful ending in the world There is nothing more beautiful than the death of a beauty. For me, perhaps dying with the one I love the most is the most romantic thing."
After Ye Zi heard this, cold sweat broke out down his spine: "...What are you talking about?"
The rabbit still smiled gently, and said softly, as if singing a poem: "Azi, I will let you die without pain. Even if you die, you are still the most beautiful. After you die, I will let you die." I will bathe you with the cleanest water, smear you with fragrant lotion, and comb every inch of your hair. I will put on your favorite suit and let you lie among ten thousand red roses..."
The temperature of Ye Zi's whole body was getting colder and colder, and then his head was tense and his breathing was short of breath, as if he was thrown into the water, he was about to suffocate.
Because he discovered that the rabbit had a gun in his hand.
As Rabbit spoke, he raised the pure black pistol, pointing the muzzle at Ye Zi's forehead.
The two old men behind were obviously also frightened, and now they are silent.
Ye Zi pretended to be calm: "What are you doing...I..."
Rabbit tilted his head slightly, and smiled: "Because Azi doesn't want to go back with me, since that's the case..."
"I'll go back with you!!" Ye Zi cried out anxiously.
The rabbit's expression gradually became gloomy, and there was sarcasm in his eyes: "But, how do you want me to believe you? Brother? Follow me back, pretend to stay by my side happily, and then run away again? Next time you Who are you going to ask for help?"
Ye Zi was so anxious that her eyes were red, as if she was about to cry: "Don't be like this..."
The haze on the rabbit's face suddenly disappeared, and his voice became cautious, like an adult who was afraid of making a child cry: "ah, why do you show such an expression? I don't want to bully you, but, if I don't do this, you I'm leaving...you know, I can't live without you..."
"Put down the gun, put it down... we... I... don't want to die... ah..."
bang -- bang --
Two consecutive gunshots startled hundreds of birds, and scared a group of dogs out of their wits.
Ye Zi's mouth opened and his whole body twitched.
However, there was no pain at all, but something splashed on his back.
Then, he heard the sound of two bodies falling down.
Ye Zi turned around.
The two good-looking old men just now fell to the ground with their eyes wide open, their heads bleeding.The walls are full of blood splatters, like exaggerated patterns splashed with dye.
Ye Zi wanted to call out, but couldn't.
He wanted to vomit, but couldn't vomit.
He fell to the ground, his body was wet, and he was so scared that he lost control, but he no longer felt ashamed.
He felt that his world had completely collapsed, and even his last hope was gone.
After a long time, he asked, "Why did you kill them? It's just two innocent old people. What's the point?"
"You let them die."
Ye Zi froze for a few seconds, lowered his head, and murmured, "Yes, I killed them. I don't want to kill anyone else, so kill me."
The rabbit walked towards him, took off his coat, put it on for him, and hugged him by the waist: "How can I not bear it."
After the rabbit finished speaking, he even left a butterfly-like kiss on Ye Zi's forehead as usual.
Everything after that was blurred.
Ye Zi seemed to have fainted, or fell asleep, in short, everything was vague, he couldn't remember clearly, and it didn't make any sense.
He had some dreams about how they looked when they were still in love.
I dreamed that the rabbit carried him behind him, bumping forward.Ye Zi would always act unceremoniously like a frog, putting all her weight on his back, wrapping her arms around his neck, chattering non-stop behind him, and when the rabbit ignored people, she would Deliberately pinching him with his legs, or tickling him, several times, the rabbit directly pushed him against the seat by the street, lowered his head and kissed him vigorously;
To dream of them holding hands, sitting by the moonlight, and sleeping next to each other;
I dreamed that the rabbit smiled at him in the sun, and dreamed that he stretched out his hand to rub the soft hair of the rabbit;
I dreamed that he beat the rabbit crazily, until the rabbit's nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and then he hugged him even more crazily, crying and kissing him;
Dreaming of asking him over and over again: "Why did we become like this? Why did we become like this? Why is it always like this, always like this, always like this???"
Then I heard him whispering in my ear: "Don't cry, don't cry, I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."
Ye Zi fell asleep for three whole days after returning home like this.
After waking up, he didn't speak or eat much for a whole month.
He knew that the rabbit was very anxious, and often even cried for him, but at this moment, their relationship has been distorted.In fact, to Ye Zi, bringing pain to the rabbit is a happy thing.
He knew that his physical condition was deteriorating, his tinnitus and hallucinations were severe, he had many dreams, and his sleep quality was extremely poor.He often doesn't know where he is, and sometimes he even believes that the real him lives in a dream world, where there are green plants and pure white curtains.He has been waiting for someone to save him, and he has always believed that the call to his mother will save him.But in fact, no one came to him.Maybe they found the wrong place, Ye Zi thought so.
In extreme despair, I contemplated suicide.But he didn't, he couldn't just give up everything like this.
He began to secretly write a diary, and when he was done, he put it in a box and buried it in the soil.Every few days, he will write once.He sometimes jokes about himself, thinking that this kind of behavior is really similar to Robinson Crusoe's behavior of writing down the date on the rock, at least it can give him some hope.
His diary is not long, usually just a few sentences.
April 11
I saw a dead sparrow today, probably died of freezing.How silly, why not fly to a warmer place?
April 11
We went for a walk yesterday.When I was walking, I suddenly had an urge, I wanted to take advantage of him not paying attention, suddenly run up, run up, jump off the cliff and fall into the lake.But I didn't do that because the water was too cold and I was afraid of the cold.
April 11
I need to save myself.
April 11
Failed.What the hell is wrong with me, why does such a simple thing fail.How cowardly have I become?
April 11
Failed again.
April 12
I found that I dare not.I took the knife and sat behind his back.He was sleeping with his back to me, and I knew he was asleep.One stab and he's dead, and I'm free.It should be such a simple thing... But, I don't have any strength at all, I don't even dare!And I always feel that he knows everything, he has been watching me!He is looking at me!
(There are a lot of sentences written down and crossed out, which looks very messy)
April 12
really!He can see... can see!
Before the knife touched him, he had already made a sound.He turned his back to me and asked 'what are you doing' in a horrible voice.
He was clearly asleep...why...why...has he been pretending to be asleep? !
I have begun to wonder if he is a man or a ghost, or is he really a demon?In fact, I really haven't seen his shadow recently, and his face is as pale as a vampire!By the way, I found that there are some strange little creatures in this house. They are always looking at me in the dark, and occasionally talking to me.They are my friends.
They told me I had to get his gun and I was supposed to kill him outside.After all, he knows this house better than me, he has more weapons here, and outside, I have a higher chance of being rescued, yes, I should give it a try...
April 12
The time has finally come.He promised to take it out hunting tomorrow and I'll have a chance to get the gun.
Ye Chengxi, just wait, tomorrow, I will kill you.
The author has something to say: ① Poe refers to Edgar Allan Poe, an American writer, novelist, poet and critic during the Romantic period.Famous for detective novels and horror novels.Representative works "The Fall of the House of Usher" and "The Raven".Almost all of his works are related to death. He believes that the most beautiful thing in the world is the death of a beautiful woman (Nothing was more beautiful than the death of a beautiful woman.)
One month after being released from the birdcage, Ye Zi gradually learned some information that would help him escape——
Rabbit said that when he was ten years old, he rescued him in a storm and brought him to this room.In fact, I don't have a deep impression of this incident, I just remember running a long, long distance on the muddy road.If I remember correctly, this place is deep in the mountains, and it only takes about two hours to run to the bottom of the mountain.
The first priority now is the phone call.In fact, this is not a particularly deserted place, maybe you can meet other people within a short distance.The evidence for this is that the rabbits go out every two days and come back in two or three hours with ingredients in their hands.This shows that there are shops not far away, and it may be a small town.
As for the keys, it's not difficult.The key to the birdcage is in the rabbit's trouser pocket.He hung the shackles and the key to the door around his neck.Rabbits usually sleep lightly, so I'm afraid they won't succeed.But once he has experienced an intense affair, he will sleep deeply, which is the most suitable opportunity to escape.
The day Ye Zi decided to escape was already early autumn.
It was early morning.He successfully removed the shackles and opened the door.
When he felt the oncoming cold wind, his whole body trembled with excitement.He ran forward desperately, but was a little surprised to find that he couldn't run anymore: his whole body was quite heavy, and he was panting after running a few steps.He looked at his hands with some doubts, and looked at himself on the pool.
He hadn't looked in the mirror for too long.
So when he saw himself like that, he was taken aback.
His skin was extremely pale, and his eyes were black and bloodshot.He no longer had the figure and muscles he once had. His legs had been bound for a long time, and he had been lying in bed for a long time, which caused his legs to degenerate, extremely weak, and there were bruises and red marks on his ankles.
What made him unbearable the most was the stuff that overflowed from his body...
He felt that he was not a man at all, but a monster!
Dirty, dirty! !
Disgusting! ! !
He took off his clothes, jumped into the water, and washed himself.Of course, no matter how you clean it, it's useless.In fact, even if he was locked in a small room, he often took a bath.He knew that what was really dirty was not his appearance, but his corrupt heart.So no matter how much you wash it, those dirty parts are still there...
Afterwards, he rationally told him that the most important thing now is not to take a shower, but to escape, and to ask someone to borrow the phone!
He put on his clothes and continued to run.
Went through the woods, climbed over brambles, slipped and fell on mossy rocks several times.
I don't know how long it took before he finally saw someone.
It was an old man chopping wood, followed by a dog.
Ye Zi only hesitated for a moment, then walked towards him.
The process went smoothly. After hearing what Ye Zi said, the old man hurriedly took Ye Zi home.
It was a stone house, and the old man's wife enthusiastically brought Ye Zi a bowl of hot soup. After hearing what Ye Zi had experienced, she quickly took out an old-fashioned mobile phone from the room and asked him to call his relatives.
Ye Zi dialed his mother's phone number.
beep...beep...beep...
Ye Zi's heart was pounding, and finally, finally, after hearing his mother's "Hello", tears welled up in his eyes.
"Mom! It's me!"
He growled, but found that his voice was hoarse beyond recognition.
The mother immediately asked loudly, obviously very anxious and pleasantly surprised: "Azi? Is it you? Ah, my child, where are you?? Oh my god...it's been two months...they all say you...all say you……"
The mother over there began to cry, her voice broken.
"I'm fine! I'm in...the mountains, probably on the northern suburbs..."
Before Ye Zi could speak, he heard a violent noise, followed by dogs barking one after another.
Then, the phone was disconnected and the signal was gone.
The old man frowned: "What's going on outside?"
Old aunt: "Go out and take a look (go out and take a look)."
"do not!"
Ye Zi suddenly thought of something and looked out the window.
really!He saw it.
At this moment, that Satan-like person was already standing in the yard.Those dogs surrounded him, prostrate on the ground, all of them barked but did not dare to go forward.But he just looked at the door calmly and walked slowly.
How did he know he was here?Could it be that there was something on his body?
But now I can't think about it anymore.
The two old people who heard Ye Zi's story just now guessed who the people outside were, and they all looked angry: "The baby you asked (say) is him! It's too shameful, let's go out and talk to him So (say)."
Ye Zi hurriedly stopped them: "Don't go! He's scary...I don't know what he will do..."
"What can you do to us (what can you do to us)!"
After saying this, the old man opened the door and went out.The old lady also followed out, and asked loudly: "Your claws? (What are you going to do?)"
The rabbit looked at the two old people and smiled slightly. The smile was so gentle, giving people a feeling of spring breeze.In fact, the whole rabbit is out of place here.He was wearing a light camel thin windbreaker, a white thin sweater, and spotless black leather shoes. His light brown hair was blown by the wind. He had an extremely handsome face.
"I'm here to bring Ah Zi home, please return him to me." He said so.
The words are correct, the accent is round, and the voice is clear, with a faint magnetic sound.A person with such a voice should be quite gentle.
The old man was quite puzzled.After all, such a person is very different from the devil Ye Zi just described to them.They asked again: "You...what is your relationship with him?"
"He's my brother."
"Then why did he want to run away?"
"Yes, why?" The rabbit showed doubts, "I let him sleep on the softest bed, bought him fresh flowers every day; every day, boiled milk for him, made coconut bread, chocolate snacks, I spent all my money. I think about cooking for him; I know he likes to take a bath, so every night, I put water for him and add some spices he likes in it; I prepare wine for him, and give it to him when he has nightmares at night. He hugged... So, I don't understand, he was still moaning passionately in my arms last night, but he is going to run away today, why? Brother, brother."
His last two words were spoken slowly and loudly, with some sarcasm in them.And his eyes had drifted to Ye Zi behind the two old men.
Ye Zi's blood was flowing backwards, and he felt quite ashamed.
The faces of the two old people gradually turned red, and the old lady asked again: "Are you... a relationship..."
Ye Zi strode forward and said coldly, "You go, I won't go back with you."
"why?"
"Why??" Ye Zi no longer knew what expression to put on, "Ye Chengxi, everyone needs dignity and freedom. You can't just take away everything from someone just because you like him, and let him He loses everything. You can’t just kill the people around him, lock his legs, take away his future, raise him like a beast, vent his desire on him, and gradually turn him into a Become a cripple that belongs to you...Ye Chengxi, you can't do this, your feelings are not love at all! It's not love! And I...I'm really fed up...I'm fed up...If this goes on, What’s the difference between being dead? Let me go back with you, it’s better to let me die!!!”
Ye Zi suddenly roared out, this roar scared the surrounding dogs.Large swathes of bright red autumn leaves danced all over the sky, as if they were all shaken down by Ye Zi's roar.
After at least half a minute, the rabbit's soft voice sounded again: "What is the most beautiful ending to a story? Ah, probably, it is death. As Poe said, the most beautiful ending in the world There is nothing more beautiful than the death of a beauty. For me, perhaps dying with the one I love the most is the most romantic thing."
After Ye Zi heard this, cold sweat broke out down his spine: "...What are you talking about?"
The rabbit still smiled gently, and said softly, as if singing a poem: "Azi, I will let you die without pain. Even if you die, you are still the most beautiful. After you die, I will let you die." I will bathe you with the cleanest water, smear you with fragrant lotion, and comb every inch of your hair. I will put on your favorite suit and let you lie among ten thousand red roses..."
The temperature of Ye Zi's whole body was getting colder and colder, and then his head was tense and his breathing was short of breath, as if he was thrown into the water, he was about to suffocate.
Because he discovered that the rabbit had a gun in his hand.
As Rabbit spoke, he raised the pure black pistol, pointing the muzzle at Ye Zi's forehead.
The two old men behind were obviously also frightened, and now they are silent.
Ye Zi pretended to be calm: "What are you doing...I..."
Rabbit tilted his head slightly, and smiled: "Because Azi doesn't want to go back with me, since that's the case..."
"I'll go back with you!!" Ye Zi cried out anxiously.
The rabbit's expression gradually became gloomy, and there was sarcasm in his eyes: "But, how do you want me to believe you? Brother? Follow me back, pretend to stay by my side happily, and then run away again? Next time you Who are you going to ask for help?"
Ye Zi was so anxious that her eyes were red, as if she was about to cry: "Don't be like this..."
The haze on the rabbit's face suddenly disappeared, and his voice became cautious, like an adult who was afraid of making a child cry: "ah, why do you show such an expression? I don't want to bully you, but, if I don't do this, you I'm leaving...you know, I can't live without you..."
"Put down the gun, put it down... we... I... don't want to die... ah..."
bang -- bang --
Two consecutive gunshots startled hundreds of birds, and scared a group of dogs out of their wits.
Ye Zi's mouth opened and his whole body twitched.
However, there was no pain at all, but something splashed on his back.
Then, he heard the sound of two bodies falling down.
Ye Zi turned around.
The two good-looking old men just now fell to the ground with their eyes wide open, their heads bleeding.The walls are full of blood splatters, like exaggerated patterns splashed with dye.
Ye Zi wanted to call out, but couldn't.
He wanted to vomit, but couldn't vomit.
He fell to the ground, his body was wet, and he was so scared that he lost control, but he no longer felt ashamed.
He felt that his world had completely collapsed, and even his last hope was gone.
After a long time, he asked, "Why did you kill them? It's just two innocent old people. What's the point?"
"You let them die."
Ye Zi froze for a few seconds, lowered his head, and murmured, "Yes, I killed them. I don't want to kill anyone else, so kill me."
The rabbit walked towards him, took off his coat, put it on for him, and hugged him by the waist: "How can I not bear it."
After the rabbit finished speaking, he even left a butterfly-like kiss on Ye Zi's forehead as usual.
Everything after that was blurred.
Ye Zi seemed to have fainted, or fell asleep, in short, everything was vague, he couldn't remember clearly, and it didn't make any sense.
He had some dreams about how they looked when they were still in love.
I dreamed that the rabbit carried him behind him, bumping forward.Ye Zi would always act unceremoniously like a frog, putting all her weight on his back, wrapping her arms around his neck, chattering non-stop behind him, and when the rabbit ignored people, she would Deliberately pinching him with his legs, or tickling him, several times, the rabbit directly pushed him against the seat by the street, lowered his head and kissed him vigorously;
To dream of them holding hands, sitting by the moonlight, and sleeping next to each other;
I dreamed that the rabbit smiled at him in the sun, and dreamed that he stretched out his hand to rub the soft hair of the rabbit;
I dreamed that he beat the rabbit crazily, until the rabbit's nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and then he hugged him even more crazily, crying and kissing him;
Dreaming of asking him over and over again: "Why did we become like this? Why did we become like this? Why is it always like this, always like this, always like this???"
Then I heard him whispering in my ear: "Don't cry, don't cry, I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."
Ye Zi fell asleep for three whole days after returning home like this.
After waking up, he didn't speak or eat much for a whole month.
He knew that the rabbit was very anxious, and often even cried for him, but at this moment, their relationship has been distorted.In fact, to Ye Zi, bringing pain to the rabbit is a happy thing.
He knew that his physical condition was deteriorating, his tinnitus and hallucinations were severe, he had many dreams, and his sleep quality was extremely poor.He often doesn't know where he is, and sometimes he even believes that the real him lives in a dream world, where there are green plants and pure white curtains.He has been waiting for someone to save him, and he has always believed that the call to his mother will save him.But in fact, no one came to him.Maybe they found the wrong place, Ye Zi thought so.
In extreme despair, I contemplated suicide.But he didn't, he couldn't just give up everything like this.
He began to secretly write a diary, and when he was done, he put it in a box and buried it in the soil.Every few days, he will write once.He sometimes jokes about himself, thinking that this kind of behavior is really similar to Robinson Crusoe's behavior of writing down the date on the rock, at least it can give him some hope.
His diary is not long, usually just a few sentences.
April 11
I saw a dead sparrow today, probably died of freezing.How silly, why not fly to a warmer place?
April 11
We went for a walk yesterday.When I was walking, I suddenly had an urge, I wanted to take advantage of him not paying attention, suddenly run up, run up, jump off the cliff and fall into the lake.But I didn't do that because the water was too cold and I was afraid of the cold.
April 11
I need to save myself.
April 11
Failed.What the hell is wrong with me, why does such a simple thing fail.How cowardly have I become?
April 11
Failed again.
April 12
I found that I dare not.I took the knife and sat behind his back.He was sleeping with his back to me, and I knew he was asleep.One stab and he's dead, and I'm free.It should be such a simple thing... But, I don't have any strength at all, I don't even dare!And I always feel that he knows everything, he has been watching me!He is looking at me!
(There are a lot of sentences written down and crossed out, which looks very messy)
April 12
really!He can see... can see!
Before the knife touched him, he had already made a sound.He turned his back to me and asked 'what are you doing' in a horrible voice.
He was clearly asleep...why...why...has he been pretending to be asleep? !
I have begun to wonder if he is a man or a ghost, or is he really a demon?In fact, I really haven't seen his shadow recently, and his face is as pale as a vampire!By the way, I found that there are some strange little creatures in this house. They are always looking at me in the dark, and occasionally talking to me.They are my friends.
They told me I had to get his gun and I was supposed to kill him outside.After all, he knows this house better than me, he has more weapons here, and outside, I have a higher chance of being rescued, yes, I should give it a try...
April 12
The time has finally come.He promised to take it out hunting tomorrow and I'll have a chance to get the gun.
Ye Chengxi, just wait, tomorrow, I will kill you.
The author has something to say: ① Poe refers to Edgar Allan Poe, an American writer, novelist, poet and critic during the Romantic period.Famous for detective novels and horror novels.Representative works "The Fall of the House of Usher" and "The Raven".Almost all of his works are related to death. He believes that the most beautiful thing in the world is the death of a beautiful woman (Nothing was more beautiful than the death of a beautiful woman.)
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