Nana

Nana's boyfriend is getting too much for her. When I was at work, I found that her phone screen was broken and asked her what happened. She said that she was beaten yesterday and the phone was broken by him. She pulled up her sleeve and had a big bruise on her hand. .

I was so distressed that I told her not to bear it and let's go, let's go out and rent a house together.

Forget it, it's okay, she just said quietly without looking at me.

Why?Don't you dislike him?I was a little angry, and told me every day that I didn't like it anymore, why didn't I leave.

But she pinched my face and smiled lightly, it's not that easy, many things are very troublesome, shall we take our time?

I held her hand and said to her with some displeasure, every day I said take my time, when will it work, I love you, you are always bullied by him, but I can't do anything.

Nana hugged me and said it was fine.

I could only nod helplessly.

In the past few days, there were always large and small wounds and bruises on Nana's body. She seemed to be unable to hold back her complaints. She complained to the people in the factory. Really bad taste, I thought she would only

Tell me alone, and those people don't care about what Nana said. Although the people in the factory blame Nana's boyfriend, they are just talking, they still say Nana is not good in private if.

And what can I do, I persuade her to leave her, I feel sorry for her but she doesn't feel sorry for herself at all.

That night she called me and said she was beaten again, she was crying and said she was going to leave here and wanted to see me.

I'm excited, thinking that we can live together in the future, and she doesn't have to be angry with her boyfriend, no, fuck his boyfriend, no more.

I just put on a coat and ran downstairs to wait for her.

It was still snowing in the middle of the night, and she approached me dragging her suitcase, while I stood under the street lamp and my teeth chattered from the cold.

I pointed her face with my finger and said it was freezing, her nose was red.

She chuckled and said she was crying red.

Go upstairs, it's so cold.I took her hand.

She shook her head and said she didn't want to disturb my sister and the others.

I took a breath and shrugged helplessly, no hotel was open in the middle of the night.

Without saying a word, she dragged me to the small park in front of me. The snow was quite thick, and there was a layer of snow on the swing in the park.

I am a southerner and have never seen snow before. I really like snow, Nana.

Do you remember Nana, my premonition is always very strong, whenever you and I will snow tomorrow, it really will fall the next day, there are many times when we walk on the street at night and hold each other in the cold, I say it’s snowing now Well, you smiled and said to me that if you say so, you will definitely play, and then you really play, this is like your magic, the surprise you gave me.

I remember the first time I saw snow, I was so surprised, like seeing a big baby, I grabbed a handful from the ground and took it in for you to see, the excitement, jumping, jumping, so happy, other People look at me like I'm an idiot, and then a colleague who is nice to me will say, throw it away, how dirty it is.

But I still want to show you.

When I brought it in front of you, you smiled awkwardly.

I also felt embarrassed for a moment, so I threw it away.

Although the snow is good, but the icy road can hurt me, I don't know how many times I slipped, but you will pull me to your side and hold me tightly, I said later you will also If you fall for me, you say no, you won’t let me fall.

Many stories are related to snowy days, especially tonight, we chatted in the park in the middle of the night, if someone saw it, they would think we were crazy.

I stepped forward and wanted to sweep the snow on the swing with my hands. You told me not to move, so you took out a coat from the suitcase and spread it on the swing for me to sit on. What a warm detail, how can I not love it? And you.

We were silent for a while, I kicked my legs and swung on the swing, looking at your side face, the street light was right next to us and you could see your face clearly.

Does it hurt where did he hit you? I asked her.

She looked at me and shook her head.

So what to do next?I asked her again.

She said... she will call later and ask her boyfriend to pick it up.

what the hell?Did I get it wrong?

I laughed and asked her why.

She said nothing.

Aren't you going to leave him?I asked.

She was silent for a while before saying, something happened to me before, but he never disliked me.

Neither will I, no matter what.I looked at her seriously.

She held my hand and smiled wryly.

That night she told me about her family, her teacher insulted her, she was wronged and concealed but her parents called the police to let the whole school know, she felt very embarrassed, she didn't want to face those harsh rumors and the strange eyes of her neighbors and classmates. Leaving her hometown, and her forced abortion.

Nana feels that she has been completely rejected by others after that kind of thing happened, and her family and friends always look at her with bad eyes even though it is not her fault, but her boyfriend is different, he felt very distressed when he heard Nana say these things Hold her tightly and swear to love her forever and be good to her, then they fall in love and Nana is also pregnant.

What a joyful thing it is for a beautiful girl to conceive a child for her lover. The man seems to be very happy and let Nana go home with her. Nana feels that the man wants to give her a name, so she happily comes back with him But it was not like this. The man who had sworn frankly that he would be responsible and love her for the rest of his life forced her to abort the child in his stomach as if he had changed. He began to treat Nana rudely, swearing and beating her.

He told Nana that it was because his grandma didn't like her, and because she was from a province, he didn't want her to stay in this house. His grandma wanted him to marry a local girl.

Nana cried over and over again in despair, she had nowhere to go, she couldn't go back to her home and there was a child in her belly, the man seemed a little distressed when he saw her sad and suddenly told Nana that the child was born and he raised it.

Nai Nai was happy with his change of heart and took the abortion pill he brought from the hospital the next day.

Nana told me that she didn't know about it, but it was too late by then, and the child was still gone.

This is real?I asked Nana.

Well, the doctor said it was a pity they were twins.Nana cried and answered me.

She hugged me tightly, and I cried too when I saw her crying so badly, and then we sat on the swing and cried together.

Why don't you leave him?He's gone too far.I don't know how many times I've asked this question.

She said that I believe he will change. He used to love me very much because he was taught by a master. His master was very bad to his wife and always beat her. He said that only such a woman can be obedient, so he beat me. I believe he will change.Nana kept saying that he would change, but she was beaten, scolded and stared at by his family all the time.

Is it because of that incident in high school that you don't want to leave?low self-esteem?Don't feel inferior, I can accompany you.

She didn't seem to hear me clearly and didn't respond to me. Maybe she was immersed in the great grief her boyfriend gave her and couldn't extricate herself.

That night I also told Nana how I was misunderstood when I was 15 years old. It was she who cried very sadly, but then I fell into her arms and cried non-stop.

She patted my back lightly and comforted me with a soft voice, but she also kept crying.

She suddenly said, Qiao Qiao, I want to move out and live with you.

I grinned happily and wiped my tears with my sleeves. With me, she planned me in her future.

I've heard this so many times, but it always makes my heart beat so fast.

However, we have never ushered in this future.

You still called your boyfriend to pick you up, you told me to go up first, but I don't want to, I want to watch you.

Seeing you walking towards your boyfriend with small brisk steps, my heart is both cold and hot.

Nana, should I complain to you?

Forget it, we can still see each other every day.