The Prosperous Years of Wang Xiaohuo

When he said the answer in his heart, Wang Xiaohuo suddenly felt very strange, because he knew that he had been divorced, if it was true that he advocated loyal love as he said, why would he embark on the road of divorce?The two are so contradictory, isn't it duplicity?

The car window was half open, and the wind blew up outside at some point, the dim light reflected the falling leaves, and the quiet night seemed cooler.

Ouyang Lin was lying on the steering wheel, staring outside for a long time, Wang Xiaohuo looked along the direction, and a few fallen leaves in the air were blowing with the wind.

"No matter how hard they struggle, they still can't get rid of the fate of turning dust into mud." Ouyang Lin said melancholy.

"I don't understand..." Wang Xiaohuo hesitated to speak, afraid that the question might not be appropriate.

"Don't understand what?" Ouyang Lin asked, staring at him sideways.

Looking at his sad eyes, Wang Xiaohuo summoned up his courage and said, "Why do you want a divorce?"

"Have you heard all about it?" Ouyang Lin said lightly: "It's not surprising that good things don't go out and bad things spread for thousands of miles. Since this is the case, what difference does one more person know and one less person know?"

"Don't be angry, I just mentioned it casually." Wang Xiaohuo quickly explained.

"Angry? With you or with me? If I get angry with everyone who knows about it, wouldn't I spend my whole life in anger? Besides, I choose my own path. If I really want to be angry, I will only be angry with myself, and with others. What's the matter?"

"Why?" Wang Xiaohuo continued to ask.

Ouyang Lin smiled wryly, and said, "There is no reason, maybe I hope my life will not continue to go wrong."

"I don't know."

"Don't understand? Of course you don't understand! In fact, for me, marriage is a wrong behavior."

"Do it even though you know it's wrong? Now that you're married, you should keep your promise to love. While advocating your chastity, you abandon your beliefs. If your words and deeds are inconsistent, even if you leave, it will only make people look down on you, and it's not worth it. Sympathy." Wang Xiaohuo became angry for no reason.

Looking at him calmly, Ouyang Lin didn't get annoyed, just kept silent for a while, and asked, "Wang Xiaohuo, have you ever been in love?"

Facing his gaze, Wang Xiaohuo didn't flinch at all, and said, "No."

"No?" Ouyang Lin smiled lightly and said, "Do you know what love is?"

"I don't know, and I don't need to know. In my opinion, responsibility is much more important than love."

Ouyang Lin laughed at himself and said: "Responsibility is always a shackle that cannot be untied. It is precisely because I have to be responsible to my parents that I chose marriage. It is precisely because I am responsible to other people's eyes that I deeply buried my attachment." In the bottom of my heart, it is because I am responsible to myself and my ex-wife that I ended this miserable marriage."

"Excuses, everything is an excuse, if you are really unwilling to give in, what can others do to you?"

"Yes, maybe these are all excuses made up by self-extrication, but once these excuses are gone, I really don't know what I will become, let alone how much courage I have to live." Ouyang Lin gritted his teeth explain.

"I can't understand your feelings, but even if you escape, divorce is not the only way to solve the problem."

"There's only one way out for me."

Fearing that he would have the same emotional fluctuations as before, Wang Xiaohuo controlled his tone and asked in a low voice, "Why are you telling me this?"

"Maybe it's been held in my heart for too long and I can't let it go!"

"Don't mind if you spoke too heavily just now."

"will not."

At this time, an oncoming car whizzed by, and the strong wind rolled up the fallen leaves on the ground and flew up and down.

"Didn't you wonder why I took care of you before?" Ouyang Lin said suddenly when the howling stopped.

"why?"

"Because you resemble an old friend of mine."

"Aren't I very honored?" The mystery that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time was solved, but Wang Xiaohuo didn't feel a little bit of relief. Instead, he felt an unspeakable pain and loss. It seemed that he was just someone else's in his eyes. Just a shadow.

The two stayed in silence for a while, and then Ouyang Lin drove back to the unit.

After getting off the car, they bid farewell to each other, walked away a few steps, Wang Xiaohuo glanced back, and saw Ouyang Lin's figure reflected in the street lamp and pulled for a long, long time.

Pushing the cart out of the gate of the unit, Wang Xiaohuo raised his legs and rode on. The night breeze was a bit chilly along the way, and his mind was full of Ouyang Lin's narration just now. Could it be that their marriage had no foundation of love?Or is it true that one of the parties has a physical defect as rumored?Why do I lose control of my emotions for no reason tonight?These questions passed before his eyes one by one, and the answers were unknown, and Wang Xiaohuo was not too eager to know. Even though the content of the conversation with him was only superficial, he could still feel his helplessness and pain deeply in his heart. Following this emotion, I also became very tired and very tired unconsciously.