The Prosperous Years of Wang Xiaohuo

When I got home, the light in the living room was on, and my uncle was sitting on the sofa watching TV alone. Wang Xiaohuo said hello and entered the room.

He fell down on the bed without turning on the light, staring at the ceiling and staring blankly. At this moment, his shadow is mixed with dead leaves all over the sky, filling his head, chest, and bound limbs. He didn't move, and pushed all the disturbing thoughts out of his body, so that he had no time to think, so that he could only repeat his name repeatedly to the ceiling.

I don't know when, this man with hidden melancholy eyes actually lived in my heart; I don't know when, this man who exudes a faint scent of soap from his clothes makes me dream about it; I don't know when, I pay attention to his every move; When, as long as I can look at him every day and hear his voice, I feel very satisfied.

But he was a man after all, a man full of masculine features like himself.Wang Xiaohuo bit his lip in pain, he kept reminding himself that he is a man!He is a man!He is a man!

But how powerless this struggle seemed, as I read it, tears unknowingly poured out from the corners of my eyes, flowed down my cheeks to the corners of my mouth, and slid into my mouth with a bitter taste.

The door was pushed open without a sound, and the light in the living room suddenly flooded the room.

"Xiaohuo!" Uncle stood at the door and called softly.

Wang Xiaohuo turned his back to him and didn't answer.

"Have you been drinking?" Uncle walked to the bedside and asked concerned.

Wang Xiaohuo hummed.

Sitting on the bed, the uncle asked again: "Did you encounter any unhappy things today?"

"No."

"It's fine if you don't have one." After sitting silently for a while, the uncle sighed in a low voice: "It doesn't affect your rest, I'm leaving."

"Uncle." Wang Xiaohuo called to stop him.

"what's up?"

"Is choosing a divorce the responsibility for a marriage without feelings?" Wang Xiaohuo asked quietly.

"What did you say?" Uncle didn't respond.

"No, nothing?"

"Silly boy, why did you suddenly ask this question?" Uncle patted him on the shoulder lovingly.

"I met someone." Wang Xiaohuo said hesitantly: "He got divorced, but the reason came down to the fact that only doing so was a helpless act responsible for two people."

"Who is this person?" Uncle frowned and asked.

"you do not know."

"Marriage is inherently a responsibility. Even if you don't have feelings, once you form a family, no matter which party has the responsibility and obligation to maintain and support it, if you don't want to bear these things in the first place, why bother to get married?"

"Maybe he really has something to hide?"

"Perhaps it is! The reality that everyone faces is different, and I can't generalize it. Anyway, as long as you have a clear heart."

"You sympathize with him too?"

"Some." The uncle sighed and said, "Although I don't quite agree with his behavior, but after all, he has the courage to end this marriage that he thinks is a failure. Sometimes thinking about letting go may really be a relief for both parties."

"Relief?" Thinking of the grief expressed by Ouyang Lin, Wang Xiaohuo is even more difficult to understand. If it is true as his uncle said, divorce is a kind of relief. Since he has broken free and pursued his love freely, he still frowns in the end What about not showing?

"What's the matter?" Seeing that he was silent, the uncle asked.

"It's nothing, it's just that there are still some questions that I haven't figured out."

"Stupid boy, why do you think so much? You haven't even talked to your girlfriend yet. Thinking about these issues, isn't it too worrying?" After a pause, the uncle suddenly complained and said, "This person is too. What kind of thing is it to pick up messy things for young people to hear!"

"Don't be angry, he chatted a few words casually, but I thought too much." Wang Xiaohuo immediately defended Ouyang Lin.

"Stop dealing with him in the future." Uncle ordered in a serious tone, the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became.

"I know!" Wang Xiaohuo replied perfunctorily.

Hearing that he was insincere, the uncle persuaded: "Xiaohuo, you are young, and you don't understand marriage, but there is an old saying that 'the one who is close to the vermilion is red and the one who is close to the ink is black'. After staying with this kind of person for a long time, Their words and deeds will be poured into your mind unconsciously, which will affect your future love, marriage and life, so to ensure that you are not affected, it is better to avoid such people as much as possible.”

"Avoid and stay away?" Wang Xiaohuo smiled bitterly in his heart, because only he knew that no matter how he tried to escape, he still couldn't get rid of the growing affection for Ouyang Lin. He knew that this kind of affection was wrong, but he still couldn't help it. To think about him and caring about him, the only good thing is that so far, Wang Xiaohuo is very confident that he can control himself and not let this kind of feeling show in front of outsiders, including Ouyang Lin.