Looking at the stars

When I opened my eyes, I saw a piece of pure white, clean white wall, clean white bed, clean white door, clean white quilt, and of course there is an opposite color, that is, the black head lying quietly By my hand, like a sleeping angel, beautiful and warm.

I don't know how many times before, Mo Ran also quietly guarded my hospital bed, accompanied me to relieve my boredom, and made me happy.When I first entered university, once I had a fever and had a really unbearable headache. I tossed and turned in bed and couldn’t fall asleep, so I called him in the middle of the night. Who would have thought that Mo Ran would wake up the dormitory aunt to open the door in the middle of the night, braving the cold Feng, ran outside the school to buy medicine for me, and sent it to the dormitory for me.

Through the iron railings, bursts of warmth came through the medicine bag, touching my heart, making me so warm that my heart melted, and even my headache and discomfort seemed to heal without medicine.

Mo Ran scolded me through the iron gate, how could you run out wearing such little clothes in such a cold day, you really treat yourself as an iron man, you can't be invaded by cold!

What does this have to do with it? What does Iron Man have to do with keeping out the cold? In other words, I have only heard that a hundred poisons do not invade, and when will there be a hundred colds that do not invade.But we usually talk nonsense, I didn't say it, I just used his words to fight back against him, I am not Iron Man, you are, you are so awesome, if you have the guts, don't wear clothes, come out and run naked twice!

Later, when Mo Ran went back to the dormitory, he was scolded by the dormitory aunt for a long time. Until graduation, Mo Ran reflexively wanted to hide when he saw the dormitory aunt. Because of this, I laughed at him for a long time.

Later, there were more Xiao Bei, they always pampered me habitually, spoiled me, when I was lazy, they would bring me meals, when I was sick, they would buy me medicine, and they would also treat me when I was fine. I like to buy fruits for me, because of them, I even feel that being sick is a very happy thing.Every care, every look, slowly filled my heart bit by bit, and occupied my life, making me unable to let go or forget.

I raised my hand that was still stuck with a needle, and slowly moved towards the black head, but before touching the soft hair, I stopped abruptly, and just cursed myself secretly, What a fucking bitch.I remembered that turbulent and lingering scene again, and the memory was like a basin of cold water, which poured fiercely on my newly warmed heart in this cold winter, freezing me so that I had no temperature at all.

I regretted it, started to hate it, I hated my colleagues, I clearly agreed to go to play together, why did I suddenly break the appointment, I hate myself, I clearly said that I would not go to their place, why did I change my mind temporarily, if I didn’t go there that day, but After playing for a day as promised, even if you just stay in your own home, will everything remain the same.

Is there any regret medicine in the world? If so, no matter how expensive it is, I will definitely buy it.Can we go back to the past.

Tears couldn't stop falling, and I was shaking from crying.The sleeping angel seemed to feel something strange, and opened her beautiful eyes.

Yanzi, what's wrong with you, don't cry, you don't feel well, you slept all day and night, you scared me to death, don't cry, your crying broke my heart... the hoarse voice trembled slightly, Mo However, I was in a hurry to wipe my tears, my eyes were so helpless, like a child who was abandoned and couldn't find a home.

I cried even more painfully, Mo Ran carefully took my right hand that had been needled, and gently hugged me in her arms.I beat him vigorously and cried loudly, why, why did you treat me like this, why, why...

The cool liquid dripped on my neck, then slowly flowed down my back, and was finally absorbed by the clothes.I can't remember the last time Mo Ran cried.

I don't know how long I cried, how long I quarreled, until I was tired, and then I fell asleep in Mo Ran's arms.When I woke up again, it was pitch black outside the window.Mo Ran brought the porridge, I didn't make trouble anymore, and drank it obediently.

Like a child who made a mistake, Mo Ran stood in front of my bed with her head down, her eyelashes trembling unconsciously.He said, Qingyan, I'm sorry, Xiaobei and I were just kidding, I'm really sorry, we were just curious, but we didn't expect to hurt you so deeply...

The next day, when I was discharged from the hospital, Xiaobei also came. He didn't say anything, but carefully helped me pack my things and took good care of my body.

For a long time, I didn't know how to face Xiao Bei, I just let him circle around me.Later, everything was back to normal, except that Mo Ran quietly moved out of the apartment I shared with Xiao Bei during my illness.

The days seem to have really returned to the past, the three of us are together again, chatting, eating together, playing together, crying and laughing together, and occasionally Xiaobei and I will leave Mo Ran and live a world of two, just a lot Things are changing quietly, I can't help but pay attention.