Looking at the stars

I ran out of the hotel and turned a corner, and I couldn’t run anymore. My feet were so sloppy, like stepping on cotton, one foot was always high and the other was low; the same thing happened in front of my eyes, I felt dizzy and dizzy, you see , I want to help the electric pole in front of me, but it is always dangling, and I can't help it; this stomach is even more...

Hmm - I always feel like I'm about to spit out my heart, liver, spleen and lungs.Anyway, I vomited almost everything I could vomit, and if I vomited again, it was just some sour water. My stomach, which had been noisy for a long time, finally emptied!

I squatted on the ground, clutching my stomach, and rested for a while.Struggling and trying to get up from the ground, but halfway through the climb, I became unsteady and fell to the ground again. I climbed and fell again... After repeated several times, I finally gave up, so I simply kicked my butt Sitting on the ground, legs curled up, hands hugging knees, and wept.

You... are you okay!I was crying hard, when I heard a simple and honest male voice suddenly coming from behind, the voice seemed to be a little panting.

As soon as I turned around, I saw two wobbly chubby looking at me worriedly.In fact, I have always thought of myself as a sensible and sensible person, but somehow that day, when my grievances turned into anger, I made a big fuss at the innocent chubby.It turns out that when people are suppressed to a certain extent, there is no reason to talk about it.

While waving my arms indiscriminately, I cursed, get out!Get the fuck out of me!Dead gay, stinky... stinky gay, get away from me!Seeing you... I feel sick!I... hate you, you all... bully me, Mo Ran... bully me, Xiao Bei bullies me, even you... bully me too, I hate...you, get out...

What happened next, I can't remember.It turns out that people say that drinking to pieces is true.

When I woke up again, I was already lying on a soft bed.A small orange lamp was on by the bed, warm and soft.Through the cracks in the curtains, I can see that the outside is already slightly bright, and it seems that it is almost dawn.The clothes were still the ones from yesterday, completely worn on the body, and there were some faint stains on the sheets, as well as traces of being wiped by someone.His head felt as if it had been run over by a carriage, it was so painful that it was about to split open, and his throat was also burning with pain.I didn't care about looking at this strange room, I struggled to get up from the bed, I couldn't help it, I was really anxious.

With the weak morning light, as soon as I left the room, I saw Xiaopang lying on the sofa, like a baby, with a defenseless look, and he seemed to be sleeping soundly!

It's the first time to look at him seriously. His chubby face is fleshy, and he should feel good to the touch. His face lines are soft, and his facial features are regular and distinct. If he is thinner, he should be considered a handsome guy.I suddenly discovered that such a chubby is actually very cute!

Fortunately, the toilet is not difficult to find, and we found it within a few steps.When I came out of the toilet, Xiaopang had already sat up.Thinking of scolding him yesterday, I smiled awkwardly.I was a little afraid of silence, so I asked casually, where is this? !

As soon as I opened my mouth, I realized that my voice had already been hoarse, worse than duck squawking.Xiaopang frowned slightly, looked at me worriedly, and said, this is... this is Mr. Lu's house!You drank too much yesterday. I don't know where you live. A girl lives in a hotel and is worried, so I brought it back.

Luo Luo Luo Luo Luo Sha's family, it's dead, it's dead... Yesterday I ruined his dinner party, scolded his lover, and afterward, maybe I played some kind of drunk madness!Originally, I was trembling when I saw Luo Sha, but now if I accidentally meet him face to face, then I might as well hit the wall and die!So, I couldn't help lowering my voice, and asked tremblingly, then Mr. Lu...

Seemingly seeing my concerns, Xiaopang smiled and comforted me, he said in case you are uncomfortable, he sent us back yesterday and went to stay in the hotel.

I can't help but breathe a sigh of relief.I didn't realize that Raksha usually looks fierce and fierce, but I didn't expect to have such a self-sacrificing and thoughtful side!However, if I guessed correctly, the reason why he took such good care of me should be because of Xiaopang!

After Xiaopang finished speaking, he fell silent, helpless, I can only find something to say, why are you sleeping here!

Xiaopang said, I'm afraid you might have something to do at night, so it's more convenient to sleep here.It's okay, I used to sleep on the sofa all the time.

Looking at him with a calm face, I felt as if I had overturned the five-flavor altar in my heart. It was sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, and I couldn't tell what it was like.But one thing I can be sure of is that at this moment, I feel sorry, grateful, embarrassed, and at a loss for Xiaopang, but I don't have the slightest disgust.

I sniffed, afraid to look at him, and said, thank you!And... sorry!

Xiaopang smiled and said, it's all right!You... You don't look well. I bought some medicine. It's still early anyway. Why don't you take the medicine and rest for a while!Later, I will help you ask Mr. Lu for leave.

Only then did I realize that Xiaopang was still holding something in his hand.Now I feel even more guilty and dare not answer.His eyes flashed left and right, he pondered for a long time, but he still stumbled and said, thank you, yesterday... I...

Before I finished speaking, Xiaopang interrupted me, that... Thank you!Don't tell us about us!

I was taken aback, and it took me a long time to react.I really want to tell him, it’s not that I didn’t say anything, but that I don’t have someone to confide in, and I don’t feel like gossiping. If my relationship with Mo Ran and Xiao Bei is the same, it’s just me who is afraid that the world will not be chaotic. I'm afraid I've already spread the word.

The words just got stuck in my throat, I couldn't spit out or swallow, and I felt very uncomfortable.Obviously Xiaopang didn't do anything wrong, but I scolded him for no reason and took my anger out on him.However, he repaid the blame with kindness and took good care of me for a whole night.I obviously did nothing, but he said thank you to me.What kind of mind does a person have to be able to do this!

I suddenly felt, maybe, it wasn't that he was not good enough for Rakshasa, but that Rakshasa was not good enough for him at all!Alas, maybe there is no question of being worthy or not in this world at all, as long as the two of you love each other, what does it matter if you are worthy or not?

I really don't have the face to stay here anymore, so I said, it's already dawn anyway, so I'll go back first.

Xiaopang didn't keep me anymore, but just silently helped me bring the bag over.When handing it over, Xiaopang suddenly remembered something, and said, by the way, your phone was broken, and I took it to repair it when I came back yesterday!I'll bring it to you when it's fixed.

I was taken aback!Seeing my questioning eyes, Xiaopang explained, I wanted to call your friend yesterday, but you snatched the phone away and dropped it!

fell!I just dropped my 1000 yuan mobile phone!Normally, I would feel so distressed when I bumped the phone, but now I dropped it!I swear, I will never drink again in my life!

I walked out the door full of depression, and when I said goodbye, Xiaopang's hesitant look aroused my curiosity, and I asked, do you have something to say to me? !

Fatty hesitated, but he still said, don't blame your friends, they definitely don't want to, after all, they can only swallow a lot of suffering, there is no way to explain it!Also, this medicine...

What did I do and what did I say yesterday!Huh... I guess I did what I should do, I did what I shouldn't do, I said what I should say, and I said what I shouldn't say... I swear again, I really really don't want to drink anymore.

However, since I have come to this point, I have unnaturally expressed the question that has been in my heart for a long time, what do you like about Mr. Lu? Isn't it good to find a woman to marry, have children, and live a normal life? !

Xiaopang suddenly blushed, and said with a submissive look, if it is possible, I would like to too!But I can't help it... Actually, I don't know what I like about him, but I just feel that my heart is empty without him!

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Listening to "Little" today, my heart hurts and my eyes are red...

Memories like a storyteller

with a vernacular tone

jump over puddles

Bypass the village

Waiting for the fate to meet

You pinch a city out of mud

Said to marry me in the future

how many turns

several times through the door

wasted youth

The little promise is still not stable

Little tears are still holding on

tender lips are saying parting

There is a person in my heart

We used to look small

That year you moved a small bench

For the fascination of the play, I also follow along

I'm looking for the person in that story

you are an indispensable part

you take a little nap under the tree

Little me foolishly waiting

Memories like a storyteller

with a vernacular tone

jump over puddles

Bypass the village

Waiting for the fate to meet

You pinch a city out of mud

Said to marry me in the future

how many turns

several times through the door

wasted youth

A small touch of rain

Little awkwardness hurts

Little people can't kiss yet

There is a person in my heart

We used to look small

That year you moved a small bench

For the fascination of the play, I also follow along

I'm looking for the person in that story

you are an indispensable part

you take a little nap under the tree

Little me foolishly waiting

There is a person in my heart

We used to look small

When beginners said they loved reading scripts

Missing teeth, you can't pronounce correctly

I'm looking for the person in that story

you are an indispensable part

little people holding hands

keep a small eternity