Looking at the stars

The next day, as soon as I got off work, I saw Mo Ran who had been waiting outside for a long time. His mouth was slightly pale and purple from the cold, and I knew he would come.

Mo Ran lowered his head and didn't dare to look at me, he said, I'm sorry...

I hugged him and cried, and said, you are my friend, you are my best friend, I have no fate with Xiaobei, you must be fine...

On the familiar street, Mo Ran and I once walked side by side, occasionally slowing down, looking up at the clouds in the sky, and smiling.But now, I am alone, standing in the same place, looking up at the same blue sky, which is still very clean and clear.The soft sunlight passes through the bare branches, leaving mottled reflections, and there are fine dust wandering in the air, reaching out, but can't touch anything.

Looking back, the memory flickered leisurely.

My dad said, I am a lucky person, and I also think I am a lucky player.I used to be the least promising one in our family, but now, I am the most capable one in our family.

Since I was a child, I was not a good boy, let alone a good student. After each final exam, my older brothers and sisters would always show off in front of my parents with proud awards, but I could only hide in a dark corner disheveled Here, secretly watching, secretly envious.However, my parents have no demands on me, and I have even less demands on myself.

I almost dropped out of school twice because of poor studies.

The first time was when I was in the second year of junior high school. Several children went to school together, and my family couldn't afford it.However, I didn't expect that my younger brother took the place of me that time, and there were ten or twenty other neighbor brothers who dropped out of school together.The second time was when I was in high school, but I didn’t pass the county high school, and the tuition fee for going to an ordinary private high school was more than 1000 yuan.That time, it was Mo Ran who begged his parents and threatened to drop out of school to borrow the tuition for me.

When I went to high school, I still couldn't make up my mind. Mo Ran even coaxed and threatened me to study, and thanks to the blessing of staying overnight, my grades went up. That's how I got my current status. I.

So, I understand that my luck and blessings are all given by everyone, and Mo Ran is one of them.

In the past, we hid adults from climbing trees to steal apples, skipped class to catch frogs by the pond, ate a bunch of candied haws together at a corner street shop, happily called a certain teacher’s nickname, and lived many years together. On weekends without rest, they took many exams together, big and small, and even fell in love with a person named Xiaobei together.

If there is such a person by your side, during your saddest, most beautiful, and most easily let down time, accompany you through such a period of time, and stay by your side, then no matter what this person does, the future will become No matter what, whether he is your best friend or not, you have no way to let go of this person, even if you separate in the end, the love will still exist.Because too often, companionship is a kind of great warmth and beauty.

I, Mo Ran, and Xiao Bei went to the snack street to eat supper together. As we walked, Xiao Bei suddenly grabbed Mo Ran and said, don't move!As soon as I turned around, I saw that Xiaobei had squatted down, and was seriously helping Mo Ran tie the shoelaces that fell apart at some point.Mo Ran looked up at me reflexively, then pulled Xiao Bei's arm in embarrassment, and said, I will tie it myself!

Xiaobei looked up at Mo Ran, then turned to look at me, I gave Mo Ran a disdainful look, and said, tying a shoelace is so complicated, if he wants to tie it, let him do it!Rory is repetitious, like a bitch!

Mo Ran was embarrassed and blushed, so he didn't struggle.When Xiaobei finished tying his shoelaces, I pointed at Mo Ran and started laughing wildly, wow ha ha ha ha... How old is this kid, three years old?five years old?Are you ashamed to ask someone else to tie your shoelaces for such a big person, wow ha ha ha ha...

Now Mo Ran understood, pointed at me and was furious, you can't eat grapes and say grapes are sour, envy and hate you!Xiaobei, look at him bullying me!

I grabbed Xiaobei's arm with a face full of grievances, Beibei, did I bully him?What people said is clearly the truth, isn't it?

After finishing speaking, I pinched Xiaobei's arm violently.Then, after a few words, the three of us started arguing again.

In fact, what Mo Ran said was right, I was envious and jealous, but I didn't hate them, they are my dearest people!Although I often feel that youth is very hard and love is always fruitless, but there is no way around it.Who doesn't have a few scars after taking off his clothes, who doesn't have a few scars in the past, and whose youth is stable? !

My heart still hurts without any surprise, but it also faded away.And, at least we're still laughing, aren't we? !

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A man who feels very distressed every time I see it... (Old W said that I painted like Dongfang Bubai, and little P said that I painted neither male nor female, Zuo Wei, I am sorry for you~~~~(>_<) ~~~~)