Looking at the stars

When you say you are not good,

I'm in pain, I don't know how to comfort you;

When you said you were drunk,

I am in pain, I can't control it, and my thoughts are confused.

My language is too pale,

My heart hurts because of every word you say.

Too many can't, don't want to, want to leave,

Leave this you that makes me hurt.

Instead, it’s too difficult to empathize and fall in love.

Just caring about my heartache, I forgot to leave.

Time and time again, I'm used to it,

Get used to having you, get used to loving everything about you.

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White walls, white beds, white sheets, a white world.

A handsome cheek is slightly pale.His closed eyes made him look so peaceful.There is a circle of pure white gauze wrapped around her head, and a bright red circle oozes out from the right side of the gauze, like a blooming peony, bright and dazzling.

A thin and beautiful young man sat quietly by the bed, frowning tightly, with a weeping expression on his fair cheeks.The young man tightly held the big hand protruding from the bed sheet, and the crystal water droplets swirled and turned in those bright black eyes, and finally fell down.

The suppressed sobbing sound was faint, although it was very soft, it still alarmed the young man on the bed.The skinny boy hurriedly wiped away the tears on his face, and squeezed out a bright smile.That smiling face is always so pure and clean.

"Little idiot, did you cry again just now?! I'm not dead yet, isn't it too early to cry now?!"

"Bah, bah, bah, with that crow's mouth, you're not going to die, you won't be able to say something nice!"

"Hehe, it's okay if you don't let me say it, then you are not allowed to cry anymore! You can't even hide behind my back! You see that you are ugly in the first place, but when you cry, your eyes are red and swollen, which makes you even more shameful! "

"It's okay if you don't let me cry, then you are not allowed to drink anymore, and you are not allowed to fight with others casually! Promise me, you must protect yourself!"

"Hehe, you are so heartless, do I call it a casual fight?! People have bullied me to the top, if I don't go back, am I still a man!"

"Then you have to look at the situation! It's obvious that you have a stomach problem and it hurts to death, but you still try to be brave! There are so many of them, and you are a sick person, how can you beat them!"

"Then I didn't suffer! Didn't you see, my last sweep kicked that bastard so loudly, how handsome!"

"Yes, yes, you are so handsome! I don't know who is lying in the hospital right now!"

"Cut! By the way, I haven't settled the score with you yet! Someone bullied you, why didn't you call and tell me, if I didn't just arrive yesterday, then you would have been bullied to death by them! I have never seen you Such a stupid person, he didn't say anything even if he was being bullied, just gritted his teeth and held on!

"You are stupid! You are a big idiot! You have been ignoring me recently, and you don't go home every night. I thought you didn't want me anymore! Woooo..."

"Xiaoqi, don't cry! I didn't mean to ignore you, I just... I just..."

"I'm so scared, my parents don't want me anymore, and I'm so afraid that you don't want me either! I have nothing now, only you, don't ignore me! Huh..."

"Xiaoqi, don't worry, I won't ignore you, I'm a big idiot, you're a little idiot, a big idiot won't ignore a little idiot, don't worry..."

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(Lan Qi)

Seeing you hang out in the feasting and feasting every night,

Seeing you numb yourself with alcohol every night,

My heart hurts so much!

feel your mood,

Worry about your body.

The torment is like thousands of insects biting.

You don't want to talk to me, I can wait;

Your life is messy, I can only watch.

just because i love you,

so,

It's okay if you hurt me,

But please protect yourself.

Seeing you hurt for me,

My heart hurts even more!

The stick hit you,

But it hurts in my heart.

I won't care about a word,

Enough to let go of all grievances,

I know I've fallen,

So I'm doomed not to escape.

(Yan Haotian)

saw you being bullied,

I see you crying helplessly,

The idea of ​​pulling away and leaving was shaken.

Should I try to believe,

Try to accept this pure elf.