the love of my life

Chapter 45

a song of mortals

Wang Xinze really didn't know where he was going after he left home.So, these days, he found a bar and drank alone every day.

Now, the person he loves has left him, and his home, which is not considered home, Wang Xinze feels more and more sad when he thinks of this.

As soon as a glass of wine was poured into his stomach, Wang Xinze poured another full glass of wine.

It is most appropriate to use wine to relieve worries, and use it on the current self, Wang Xinze smiled wryly, and drank another glass of wine.

In the middle of the night, after coming out of the bar, Wang Xinze was so drunk that he couldn't even walk steadily.

It was the first time for Wang Xinze to get drunk outside. He staggered to a streetlight at the intersection, and sat on the ground next to the streetlight.

Thinking of the pain in his heart, Wang Xinze couldn't help crying.

Fortunately, it was already very late, there were no pedestrians on the road, only the yellowish light shone on Wang Xinze's lonely and helpless body, which seemed so worrying.

In today's big city, there is no place for him to go.

"Xinze." A familiar voice sounded.

This voice is still so gentle, so unforgettable!

Wang Xinze opened his sleepy eyes, raised his head, and saw clearly the person standing beside him.

Wang Xinze's pupils slowly widened, and the expression of pain on his face slowly turned into surprise. He couldn't believe his eyes, the one standing next to him was actually Zhang Zhihuai whom he had been thinking about day and night.

Wang Xinze stood up slowly, weeping with joy:

"Uncle, is that you?"

"It's me." Zhang Zhihuai opened his arms and replied gently.

"Woooo..." Wang Xinze couldn't bear it anymore, threw himself into Zhang Zhi's arms, and burst into tears.

"You finally understand me, you are finally willing to come back, I miss you so much, I miss you so much! Huh..." Wang Xinze cried like a child in Zhang Zhi's arms, as if he had lost his way home.

"..." Zhang Zhihuai also hugged Wang Xinze tightly, without saying anything.

"Uncle, you are back, do you plan to be with me forever?" Wang Xinze asked with a happy smile while tears kept streaming down his face.

For a long time, Zhang Zhihuai did not answer, Wang Xinze felt strange, suddenly "rumbling", the sound of thunder in the sky brought him back to reality.

Only then did Wang Xinze realize that he was so tired of crying that he fell asleep hugging the lamppost.

The scene just now was Wang Xinze's dream.

After all, such things can only happen in dreams, and Wang Xinze couldn't help feeling even more sad.

"Boom!" There was another thunder in the sky.

Only then did Wang Xinze notice that it was going to rain this day.

It was a good night, but suddenly it was going to rain, what an unexpected event.

Wang Xinze worked hard to stand up, he had to find a place to shelter from the rain, and also had to find a place to rest.

Wang Xinze found a hotel and lay on the bed exhausted. After a while, he heard the sound of rain patting on the glass windows.It's raining heavily...

Wang Xinze, who was lying on the bed, was already in tears. He remembered that the night when he left Zhang Zhihuai, it was also raining heavily.

Wang Xinze did not expect that he decided to leave that day, and now, he and Zhang Zhihuai are really strangers.

The heavy rain was "swooshing", as if shed tears for Wang Xinze's relationship, and it seemed to say that everything before, from tonight onwards, can only say goodbye to it...

……

Zhang Zhihuai himself didn't know what was going on, since he recovered from his injury, he never fell asleep peacefully at night.

This time and when Wang Xinze left last time, it seemed even more serious.Last time, I really couldn't fall asleep, and I could fall asleep after taking sleeping pills, but now, even if I took sleeping pills, it was as if I hadn't eaten, and I would wake up suddenly in the middle of the night, and then I couldn't fall asleep all the time.

Of course Zhang Zhihuai knew the reason, it was because of Wang Xinze.

Suddenly without Wang Xinze by his side and without his lover, Zhang Zhihuai would feel as if he had lost something in his heart and feel uneasy.

Every time, when Zhang Zhihuai couldn't fall asleep, he would sit by the window alone, take out a photo, look at it carefully, and then look at the dark night sky, and his thoughts would start to wander.

But, it's different now, Zhang Zhihuai has nothing about Wang Xinze in his hands, even the only photo was taken away by Wang Xinze himself.

……

Cold tears blow with the wind

Only then do I know the taste of parting

How much frost, how much heartbreak

How much helplessness is slowly realized

Falling flowers fluttering like flowing water

Only then do I know the preciousness of the flowering period

How many searches, how many burdens

How much scenery is still your most beautiful

……

Zhang Zhihuai was flustered, which meant that he and Wang Xinze had absolutely nothing to do with each other...

Zhang Zhihuai's mind is indescribably messed up now!

For the first time, in order not to disturb his rest, Wang Xinze deliberately turned off the music for him.

For the first time, I went shopping with Wang Xinze for a whole day. Although I only bought a few clothes, I was happier than ever before.

For the first time, he kissed Wang Xinze, a deep, affectionate kiss, a kind of promised kiss...

……

Too many past events came to Zhang Zhihuai's mind, and he couldn't stop thinking about them, because these were all naked memories.A person cannot lose memories, nor can he lose feelings.

"Xinze, Uncle Zhang is sorry, Uncle Zhang misses you..."

Zhang Zhihuai spoke softly to the dark night sky.

"Uncle, Uncle, don't go!" Wang Xinze suddenly woke up from his dream.

Alas, it was another dream, Wang Xinze shook his head and sighed.

These days, Wang Xinze can dream of Zhang Zhihuai almost every time he sleeps at night, maybe it's because he thinks about it every day and dreams at night.

Wang Xinze sat on the bed, looked at the time, and then saw that it was still raining outside, and it seemed that there was no tendency to stop.

Looking at the rain outside the window, Wang Xinze didn't feel sleepy anymore, just sat on the bed until dawn.

Recommended songs in this chapter:

Guo Shaojie - "A Song of Red Dust"