the love of my life

Chapter 46

你 怎么 舍 得 难 过

If it is said that Wang Xinze's wedding made another new couple and caused quite a stir, then Wang Xinze's sudden run away from home caused an uproar for Wang Xinze's family.

No one knew where he was going, his phone had long been disconnected, and his family had used all the ways to reach him, but there was no news at all. For a moment, Wang Xinze seemed to disappear in this world.

And probably at this time, the only person who can think of Zhang Zhihuai is probably Zheng Aoyang.

Early in the morning, the door opened, and Zhang Zhihuai froze when he saw the person coming.

"Mr. Zheng, come in." Zhang Zhihuai was a little puzzled, didn't he agree to leave Xinze, now Zheng Aoyang found him again, what happened?

After Zheng Aoyang entered the room, he looked around, seeing that he didn't see the person he expected, he couldn't help frowning.

"Xinze, he didn't come to your place...?" Zheng Aoyang asked in frustration.

"Xinze, what's wrong with Xinze?" Hearing Zheng Aoyang talking about Xinze, Zhang Zhihuai couldn't help becoming nervous.

"Don't you know what happened at Xinze's wedding?" Zheng Aoyang has already confirmed that Zhang Zhihuai really doesn't know that his son has run away from home.

"Wedding, what happened to Xinze's wedding, what happened to Xinze?!" Zhang Zhihuai found himself at this moment, as if he really didn't care about Xinze anymore.

"Xinze is gone." Zheng Aoyang had to admire Zhang Zhihuai, he really did what he promised himself.

But now, not the time to discuss this issue, the most important thing is to find Xinze.

"Xinze left, how could this happen?" Zhang Zhihuai didn't understand at all, how could Xinze do this.

"This wedding was originally planned by Xinze. He didn't plan to get married at all." Zheng Aoyang explained.

Hearing Zheng Aoyang's words, Zhang Zhihuai was stunned.

"I promised to be with you, and I have no intention of regretting it!"

Xinze has fulfilled all the promises he has made to himself, but I have made him sad time and time again. Thinking about myself, I am really ashamed of him!

"I thought that Xinze would come to find you, but I didn't expect..." Seeing that Zhang Zhihuai was silent, Zheng Aoyang said.

"President Zheng, don't worry, I will find a way to find Xinze."

Xinze, he is also the person I can't forgive the most in my life, if I can't find him, how can I get his love! ?Zhang Zhihuai thought hard in his heart.

Zheng Aoyang looked at Zhang Zhihuai quietly, his face was not as serious as before, but more gentle:

"If, you can find him, I agree with you to be together..."

"Mr. Zheng, these are two different things. You have to find Xinze first." Zhang Zhihuai didn't pay any attention to Zheng Aoyang's words.

"Ever since I found out about you guys, I've thought a lot about it. Seeing Xinze's love for you, even more than for my father, I've been envious and jealous in my heart. Sometimes I'm thinking, Maybe I really don't deserve to be his father. You are very lucky, you got Xinze's love, all the love." It was the first time Zheng Aoyang said such emotional words in front of others.

"Really...?" Zhang Zhihuai's two words were the answer to Zheng Aoyang's last sentence.

I'm lucky, I got all of Xinze's love, but I disappointed him.

Zhang Zhihuai really couldn't think about it, he had lived and loved for so long, but he was always a loser in terms of feelings.

"I originally thought that choosing to leave was the best choice, but I didn't realize that in this choice, I went against my original intention without hesitation. I was suffering in my choice, and I regretted it in my decision. Considering that this is a kind of selfishness and an irresponsible expression of feelings..."

Only then did Zhang Zhihuai wake up, because of his selfishness, he hurt Wang Xinze, and even indirectly changed the lives of the two of them.

"This kind of thing is not our fault. It is the current society. No one can understand. This comrade is originally not allowed by the world..."

What Zheng Aoyang said is right, there is nothing wrong with the two people who love each other, what is wrong is just the current society!

"Mr. Zheng, you should go back first. I will be responsible for finding Xinze." Although Zhang Zhihuai knew that he might not be able to find Wang Xinze, he still said this in order to let Zheng Aoyang rest assured.

"Perhaps, the one who can find Xinze now is you. If it really doesn't work, I plan to call the police." Zheng Aoyang said with a worried expression.

After sending Zheng Aoyang away, Zhang Zhihuai first thought of Li Xiaozhuang, he is a good friend of Xinze, maybe he should know something.

"Hi, is this Xiao Zhuang?"

"Uncle Zhang, it's me."

"Excuse me, where did Xinze go to you? Do you know where he is?" After confirming that it was Li Xiaozhuang, Zhang Zhihuai hurriedly asked about Wang Xinze's situation.

"Uncle Zhang, I have something to ask you. You said Xinze is married. What did you do? Didn't he promise to be with you forever?" Li Xiaozhuang asked in a questioning tone.

"I'll explain this to you sooner or later. Now that Xinze is gone, I'm looking for him!" Zhang Zhihuai heard Li Xiaozhuang say this, it seems that he still doesn't understand Xinze's fake marriage.

"Xinze, Uncle Zhang, originally I promised Xinze not to tell you, but now that you can take the initiative to find me, I will tell you some clues." Li Xiaozhuang thought for a while and said.

"Do you know where Xinze is?!" At first, he thought that Li Xiaozhuang might not have gotten any meaningful information from him, but now it seemed that he really knew where Xinze was, and Zhang Zhihuai became a little excited.

"Uncle Zhang, I can only tell you that wherever you are now, Xinze will be there." After Li Xiaozhuang finished speaking, he quickly hung up the phone, Zhang Zhihuai still hadn't reacted.

"..." Zhang Zhihuai seemed a little dissatisfied, but what he understood was that Xinze told Li Xiaozhuang not to tell him these things.

Where am I, where is Xinze?

Zhang Zhihuai couldn't understand what this sentence meant at first, but after thinking about it for a while, he really understood what Li Xiaozhuang meant.

This sentence means that Xinze is in this city, and besides me!Zhang Zhihuai was pleasantly surprised.

However, Zhang Zhihuai encountered another difficulty amidst the surprise. Where would Xinze be in such a big city?

Sure enough, Xinze will not let himself down in the end, his heart has always been on him.

At this moment, Zhang Zhihuai finally decided that no matter how big the city is, he still wants to find Xinze. Even if he looks for it for a lifetime, he will continue to look for it.

Zhang Zhihuai took his mobile phone and left home in a hurry. He wanted to look for Wang Xinze from now on.

In a big city, looking for a person is like looking for a needle in a haystack.

Alas, I went back and forth, turned around, and in the end, didn't I turn back again.

Wang Xinze stepped into the small house he had rented again, and returned after a few months.

Fortunately, in the past few months, this house has not been rented out by the landlord, and it is really fate that I can rent it again.

Wang Xinze tidied up for a while, so he closed the door and prepared to go out for dinner. He also planned to go to the banquet to see how things had changed during the days when he was not here.

Recommended songs in this chapter:

Huang Pinyuan - "How Can You Let Me Be Sad"