Tear

Chapter 33

Sitting until the sunset, Lin Xu's emotions gradually calmed down. He was sorting out, and he had to start over. He didn't know, he wasn't sure if what he heard was true or a dream, or he heard it wrong, or was he talking to someone else?

Lin Xu, who had calmed down, carefully recalled the details of the past year. These were things he had never thought about before.

Lin Xu found that he never knew about his brother's past, nor did he know any information about his brother, where he was, what was going on at home, what he did before, nothing at all.

He has never asked his brother about his future plans. In his heart, it has been a lifetime.

When he encountered that incident, he only thought of his brother, so he came here, so he enjoyed the care and love of his brother, everything was so natural

My brother is so tolerant, accepting him warmly and taking care of him

Including going to bed, it was so natural. Lin Xu never thought about whether he was gay or whether his brother was gay. It was just that the love and dependence of getting along with each other had to go further, and he always wanted to achieve the unity of body and mind. From the first time he saw Brother, I just admire him so much, he can finally be in his arms, he doesn’t care if he is gay or not, but he never asked him if he is, it seems that every time he has sex, he takes the initiative to tease his brother, and it is the first time that his brother let him I can't resist this matter anymore, because the other party is my brother, right?

He recalled what the man in the room, Wu Yu, said. Is his existence hindering his brother's future?What is the future of my brother?

Brother just sympathized with him?Yes, my brother never said he loved him, but every bit of warmth is not fake, where is the warmth of mere sympathy?

Are you being too selfish?I enjoy everything my brother gives me with peace of mind, and I never ask my brother what he thinks

The more Lin Xu thought about it, the more confused he became, and the more he thought about it, the more confused he became. What happened?Will my brother be worried after being out for so long?He is used to leaving everything to his brother, and by the way, there is also the air ticket. What happened?Lin Xu avoided thinking about it, he only knew that he didn't want to leave his brother, he said it was his whole life, his brother didn't say his whole life, but it was already his whole life

Lin Xu thought indiscriminately, and hurried back, his brother was going to be worried, so he didn't say a word when he came out.

"Have you quarreled with your brother? Go up quickly." Aunt Xia waited for him at the door before going back. "Your brother hasn't eaten yet and is waiting for you."

"Okay, Aunt Xia, you go back first."

Lin Xu took a deep breath at the door

"Brother, I'm so hungry." Lin Xu sat down with a smile, picked up the bowl and ate

"En, eat more." Gao Fei carefully peeled the bone from the fish and put it in Lin Xu's bowl. Lin Xu ate it with big mouthfuls, occasionally telling anecdotes about catching the sea, desperately looking for something to say, Gao Fei just listened and smiled. write

When Gao Fei finished packing and returned to the room, Lin Xu had already buried himself in the bed. Gao Fei sighed and patted Lin Xu lightly.

"Xu Xu, I have something to tell you"

"Brother, I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep." Lin Xu also covered his head under the quilt

"Xuxu, get up, I know you heard me, I'll wait for you on the terrace"

Lin Xu felt tears streaming down like this, he tried his best to hold back, went to the bathroom to wash his face, and went to the terrace, his brother sat there, looking at his profile is still so beautiful, with sculpture-like facial features, and the ends of his hair follow the evening wind Floating, it’s still the soft white shirt. My brother likes the white shirt very much. There are various styles of various fabrics. The white shirt my brother wears is so handsome, clean and otherworldly. , Looking up at him, it was like seeing an angel.

Taking a deep breath again, Lin Xu put a smile on his face, let himself walk over as easily as possible, and gently wrapped his arms around Gao Fei's shoulders

"brother"

"Xu Xu" Gao Fei patted Lin Xu's hand, turned his head and kissed Lin Xu's face, "sit down first"

"Xuxu, there are things I should have told you a long time ago, but seeing how happy you are every day, I can't open my mouth, I don't want to spoil your happiness, but" Gao Fei lit a cigarette

"I know you heard it today, but I don't know how much you've heard, so I'll tell you all,

The person who spoke to me today is Wu Yu, who is my friend and my manager."

"Agent?" Lin Xu repeated unconsciously

"Xu Xu, my father has been working abroad since I was a child. My parents divorced when I was ten years old, and I have been living abroad with my father. My father has a good job and is an engineer. We, father and son, lived very happily. Those days were the most important period in my life. The most beautiful time, when I was 15 years old, my father had an accident and passed away from a work-related injury, leaving me alone in a foreign country. My sky was falling, and I didn’t want to go back to my country. I was still a child, holding a large amount of compensation, I was lonely and scared, hanging out with a group of friends, drinking, fighting and smoking marijuana, paralyzing myself, I didn't think about the future, after all, I was only 15 years old, I couldn't cope with the changes in life

"Three years have passed like this. When I was 18 years old, a scout approached me and asked me to shoot a GV. Do you know GV?" Gao Fei looked at Lin Xu carefully.

"I know, once I said I wanted to watch it, but you wouldn't let me watch it" Lin Xu said in a low voice, feeling like a ball of cotton was stuck in his heart, "Brother, you don't need to tell me, really, no need"

"Xu Xu, I have to tell you, you have the right to know"

"Then let me smoke a cigarette." Lin Xu smiled

Gao Fei glanced at him, sighed secretly, lit a cigarette for Lin Xu and watched his jerky movements, "Don't choke"