Tear

Chapter 34

"At that time, I thought it didn't matter, it didn't matter what I did, so there was no bloody plot, because I was forced to do something because of medical expenses, ha ha, I thought it was all for fun, and I was curious, men and men do it, and the rewards are also worth it. Yes, although I was not short of money at that time, so I joined S company. What I didn't expect was that this company is very formal and professional, not the kind of small production wild stage, and the people are also very nice, Wu Yu is the younger brother of one of the shareholders of the company, and he is also Chinese. Naturally, we became friends and also became my agent.

"We went in three together, all about the same age, got along very well, and the staff got along very well. At that time, I thought, this is a job, and I gradually fell in love with this group, and because of our The production of the film is excellent and it sells very well in the market. We also have a lot of fans, and we also started to do some external activities, such as models, and became a GV star in this way, and it was very popular. The three of us became popular together.

"You know this business is a youth meal, and the boss of the company will also tell us these things, while letting us receive various trainings and classes, so as to prepare for the road after quitting. Before the company also had success in the business world after quitting, Some have become actors, and of course there are some who have been poorly behaved and become cowherds in nightclubs

"I was very hardworking and happy during those days. First, I felt warm for the first time since my father passed away, because this company was because of these colleagues. Second, this was the first time that I worked so hard.

"Of course it was hard to get used to the shooting, but every time the shooting staff always prepare carefully, there are also some technical training, and everyone on the scene is playing around, so I quickly adapted, and I really got the pleasure "

"No wonder" Lin Xu said suddenly

"what?"

"The first time" Lin Xu blushed suddenly, "I also thought about it later, how could you be so proficient and skillful, including the time you helped me when I was injured, so I always thought you were gay"

"Oh," Gao Fei sighed, "Silly Xuxu, this is our basic skill. Most of the GV actors are not gay, of course some became gay later, but most of them are still married and have children normally.

"You kept asking me about the butterfly on my arm, but I didn't answer you. At that time, it was my symbol. At that time, my "waist vibration" was famous in the circle. Fans said it was like a butterfly flapping its wings, so I got a tattoo Butterflies fluttering their wings, I can’t tell you about this, and I don’t want you to know about it. After 5 years of these happy days, I’m considering quitting. This business also needs fresh blood. I’ve learned a lot in the past 5 years Things, I also got a lot of warmth, and the income was good. At that time, the boss told me that after quitting, I could be a businessman, an actor, a model, etc., but if I just quit and became an actor, it is inevitable that I will not be able to get rid of the shadow of a GV star. It is not easy to get good Opportunity to learn first.

"At that time, I was full of longing for the future. I was no longer that little gangster who drank, fought and smoked marijuana. I felt that a bright future was waiting for me because I was still young, I had funds and passion. After repeated discussions with my boss and friends Finally, I plan to go to school and do business at the same time, and take some models or small roles by the way, hoping to make a smooth transition.

Lin Xu smoked one cigarette after another, listening silently without saying anything.Gao Fei glanced at him, sighed and continued:

"It's just that I didn't expect that it would be so difficult after I came out. It turned out that no one regarded me as Gao Fei, but still regarded me as that butterfly, that GV star. I experienced a lot of embarrassment in the middle. It turned out that no one cared about my abilities. No one cares about what I want to do, no matter the client, the person who is talking about cooperation, or even the teachers and classmates of the school I study, they only care about one thing, and they only ask one thing: how do you shoot GV? Do you really do it? Is there pleasure? So so. Some clients just look at me with contempt, and some clients have men and women who just want to sleep with me.

"I have been exhausted for three years. Apart from receiving a lot of insults, I have become more and more contemptuous of my own heart. I always thought that it was just a job and it was a legitimate job. I never expected that when I stepped out of that circle It was so unbearable that I was afraid to go out and meet strangers, so I started drinking again

"At this time, suddenly a big consortium found me and said that they could cooperate with me in a performing arts company. The other party sent lawyers and high-level personnel to talk to me very formally. At that time, Wu Yu objected. The pie thing, but I was like a drowning man grabbing a life-saving straw. I didn't listen to anyone, talked to them, talked about the contract and details, and first put a sum of money into a joint account to show my sincerity , that money is basically mine. After everything was ready and before signing the contract, the other party suddenly said that their boss wanted to see me. At that time, I was flattered and agreed without any hesitation."

Gao Fei stopped suddenly, looking at the vast night sky, many stars, in the narration, Gao Fei seemed to return to that year, that dazed self, he thought he would forget, he thought he had forgotten, but everything happened tonight It’s still so vivid in my memory, I never deleted this button, everything is still there, Gao Fei feels his face is cold, is it tears?Still have tears?Will you still cry?

"Brother" Lin Xu noticed Gao Fei's strangeness, and called softly, "Brother, stop talking, I don't want to hear it"

"It's okay, Xu Xu" Gao Fei patted Lin Xu's hand and quietly wiped away his tears

"That consortium is very big, and the boss is also very mysterious. The power and strength of this consortium are beyond the imagination of ordinary people, so on the day I went there, I was very nervous and dressed up deliberately for a long time. I saw this in a big manor. The boss, in his 50s, is very serious. After a few polite words with me, he said that he had something to show me. I followed him into the bedroom. In one suite, all he showed me were my GV discs, the walls were covered with huge posters of me, and there were all kinds of equipment, iron cages, iron chains, handcuffs, leather whips, SM’s All kinds of things. Fear filled my whole body, I turned around and walked out, he came to pull me, I punched him on the ground, turned around and ran, and was knocked out as soon as I reached the door.”

"Brother, stop talking! Stop talking!" Lin Xu's tears kept streaming

"When I woke up, I was in that room. The iron chains locked my hands and feet. That person is perverted. He can imagine any kind of torture. On the wall facing me, there is an oversized The projector kept playing the film I took, tortured me while watching it, he not only insulted me, but also insulted me for the five years of happiness and warmth for this, at the beginning I struggled, scolded him, and I still knew the pain, but then I became sober and dazed for a while. I don’t know how long or how many days passed. I felt that I had already passed away.

"I don't know how long it took. When I woke up, I was lying in the hospital. There was no good place for my body, except for my face. I lived in a separate ward. No one was around or talked to me. Except for the doctors and nurses, I I couldn't communicate with the outside world. I lay down for a month. When I was discharged from the hospital, a lawyer came and refunded my money and gave me another sum of money. I know what they mean, that's all. This is the end of the matter. Hehe, I was ashamed at the time, so what can I do?"

"Brother!" Lin Xu would rather never have heard what his brother said. He didn't want to hear it, and he didn't want to think about it. He drank two glasses and drank them continuously.