Tear

Chapter 36

It was dawn, and Lin Xu's legs were already numb. Gao Fei carefully hugged him and put him on the bed. Lin Xu grabbed Gao Fei's shoulder, called "Brother" in a hoarse voice, and kissed him tightly. Kissing, tears flowed onto the glued lips, salty, Lin Xu kissed desperately, Gao Fei also responded, Lin Xu kissed every inch of Gao Fei's body vigorously, and lit up the puff on Gao Fei's body. The fire was raging, Gao Fei tried his best to love this boy

All day long, time and time again, apart from loving each other crazily, smoking in silence, not talking about anything, just calling each other

"Brother, Brother"

"Xu Xu, Xu Xu"

Lin Xu held Gao Fei's hand tightly until he was exhausted and fell asleep

This is farewell love and farewell kiss. The fear of losing your favorite is more desperate than waiting for death. This kind of loss will make people feel powerless. It is clearly in front of your eyes and clearly still in your body, but you can’t keep it, just like holding hands Stretching out to the boundless sky, I saw that it was beside me, but I couldn't grasp it. No matter how I stretched out my hand, my hand was empty. My child, the scent of green grass is still there, but it has become so ethereal anyway. Is that so?Never see each other again?No more warm embraces?No more strong hugs?You are by my side, but I can't catch you.Desperation to the bone, despair to the point where hope dies.

If you can't, why give it?

You bring me here, you leave, but I can't go back!

just a dream?Are dreams so real?The real pain is still in the body, it hurts the heart

(I don’t know if anyone has experienced this kind of despair, this kind of powerlessness, this kind of helplessness, this kind of pain will be reborn once you bear it, as if you have already died once. —— Kale has had it)

When Lin Xu woke up, there was a slight morning light, and the room was silent. Lin Xu was sore all over, and he raised his head. He knew that there was only himself, his brother, gone.

Lin Xu buried his head in the pillow, tears fell uncontrollably, there was still warmth around him, and the smell of green grass, Lin Xu hugged his brother's pillow, and kissed the familiar smell deeply, he knew that this would happen soon The breath will also disappear without leaving a trace.

Can't see it anymore?This room used to be full of laughter, slapstick, happiness left traces in every corner, unwilling to leave, in this silent morning, all the sweet memories came uninvited, buried this suppressed crying boy .

Regardless of Aunt Xia calling anxiously outside the door, regardless of Aqiang and Ajuan calling to open the door for various reasons

Lin Xu just hugged the pillow and curled up on the bed, neither eating nor drinking, not saying a word

Two days later, when Aunt Xia, who was waiting at the door, saw Lin Xu who opened the door, she couldn't help but hugged him and burst into tears. In just two days, she lost her shape, her face was frighteningly pale, and she looked dazed. I can't stand still, my voice is hoarse, and my eyes are full of red silk

After Aunt Xia painstakingly mended Lin Xu for two days, Lin Xu finally regained some energy and packed up his things. Lin Xu gently hugged Aunt Xia

"Aunt Xia, I'm leaving. Thank you!"

"Xu Xu, Xu Xu" Aunt Xia hugged the child, her heart ached to death

"Go home and rest for a while, come back, Aunt Xia is waiting for you"

"Okay, Aunt Xia, I will come to see you, you have to take care of yourself" Lin Xu's pale smile

Holding Ajuan and Aqiang in her arms, "Take good care of mom"

"Come back early, let's go to the sea together"

"Okay" squeezed A Juan's crying face, "Silly girl, don't cry"

Ah Qiang turned his back and wiped away his tears.

Holding simple luggage, he handed over the bank card left by his brother to Aunt Xia. Although he had no money, he didn't want to take his brother's money. He was determined to make this relationship clean. Lin Xu found that there was no such thing as him and his brother. Is it that clean?There is nothing left, nothing left, looking around everything here, so familiar, there are memories in every corner, Lin Xu knew that he had to leave, there are brothers everywhere, he can't bear it, he will see his brother and He laughed, his brother talked to him, his brother drank alone on the wooden platform, his brother smiled and watched him and Ah Qiang fight

On the beach, the setting sun stretches the figure of a boy very long, the waves beat against the shore, he does not understand the joys and sorrows of this world

(Let's post the lyrics of a fairy tale on the beach)

Fairy tale singing: Guangliang forgot how long it was since I heard you tell me your favorite story. I thought about it for a long time and I started to panic. Did I do something wrong again? You cried and told me that fairy tales are all lies I can't be your prince Maybe you won't understand From the moment you say you love me, the stars in my sky are bright I would like to become the angel you love in fairy tales Spread your hands into wings to protect you You have to believe believe we will Like in a fairy tale, happiness and happiness are the ending. I will become the angel you love in the fairy tale. I will become the angel you love in the fairy tale. Let’s write our ending together.