Tear

Chapter 35

"Now you know why I am so proficient in treating your wounds?" Gao Fei smiled slightly and drank his glass of wine.

"After I was discharged from the hospital, I left a letter for Wu Yu, briefly explained the situation, and then returned to China. After returning to China, I still had no home. My mother had lost contact with me a long time ago. I just walked around without a destination. More than half a year, and the sad thing is: I found that I no longer have desires for men and women, I feel that I have become a useless person, and I am secretly happy." Looking up at Lin Xu, he said softly, "Until After meeting you, this hidden disease was healed."

"Until one day, I came here, the tranquility here, the sea here, and Aunt Xia's family gave me the warmth of a family, so I stopped, didn't contact anyone, and lived quietly like this until met you"

Lin Xu walked over and lay on Gao Fei's lap, sitting on the ground, Gao Fei stroked his hair gently

"The first time I saw you, I was holding my trouser legs, carrying my shoes, carrying a big bag, holding my head up, sweat glistening on my face, youthful, so clean, so pure, so cute, I was so envious, then you Stay, I like to hear you chatting about this and that, you make me have the urge to hold you in my arms, but you are so pure and beautiful, so beautiful that I can't bear to destroy it.

"Later you fainted on the beach, holding you, I probably know what you have gone through, I love you, I have experienced it myself, so I know I can't let you be like me, your future is still long, your life is just At first, I couldn’t let this shadow ruin you. Day by day, taking care of you has become a habit. Seeing you get better day by day, with a smile, and health, I am also happy. Because of taking care of you, I died It's like being alive again, slowly feeling that life has returned to my body. While you are recovering, I am also recovering.

"Since I left without saying goodbye, Wu Yu has never given up looking for me. The letter I left him at the beginning didn't describe the details of what happened, but he also knows the experience of those years, so he and the previous company have always been looking for me. They were looking for opportunities for me, they didn’t give up on me, and they knew that I didn’t want to develop there anymore, so they returned to China to find opportunities for me. After they contacted Director Guan Fan this time, Director Guan Fan was very interested in me. This has already been said It's been more than half a year, and I haven't replied, and I only contacted Wu Yu some time ago, I'm a little unwilling, and want to give myself another chance."

Lin Xu felt very confused, as if he was going to lose his brother, he really didn't want to lose his brother, what would happen if he lost his brother, he never thought about it, holding Gao Fei's waist, Lin Xu was crying, looked up at elder brother

"Brother, I don't want to leave you, I thought we would be like this forever, brother, I love you!"

Gao Fei hugged Lin Xu tightly

"Stupid child, don't say stupid things, you are still young, your life has just begun, you will have your own career, you will get married and have children, and you will live happily with your parents and grandma"

"But bro, I like you, you're a boy, I don't think I'll like girls anymore, I'm gay"

"Hehe" Gao Fei smiled, "Fool, you are not born gay, it's because your brother is bad, you shouldn't sleep with you, but Xu Xu doesn't mean anything, these days are just your special attachment under special circumstances, For brother, it doesn’t have to be love, Xu Xu, you can go back.”

"I can't go back, brother, I can't go back" Lin Xu murmured, buried his head deeply in Gao Fei's arms

"Brother, I really love you, you don't even know how much I love you." Lin Xu's tears soaked Gao Fei's shirt

"Xuxu, I also thought about it, if I go on like this, I am so satisfied seeing your carefree smile, and I feel so distressed when I hold you in my arms and see you sleeping like a child, but, I know, Xu Xu, maybe this is harming you, your life has just begun

Xu Xu, brother, I want to thank you. It is because of you that I have the courage to come out again. I also thought about leaving quietly without telling you, but this is irresponsible to you, although I don’t want you to hear these dirty things thing.

Brother is not a brave person, every time you say you love me, I dare not respond, I am afraid I can't bear it, but Xuxu, brother loves you

The bar brother keeps it, you can come with grandma, parents, and stay here if you want to during the Chinese New Year, but Xu Xu, you have to go back after all, start your own life, find a good girl, get married and have children.”

"Brother, I can't go back." The fear of the end made Lin Xu at a loss, and he held on to his brother tightly. He wanted to keep him, but he knew he couldn't. He didn't understand why his brother said this so calmly, talking about separation , those gentle, those crazy, those lingering?Is it all fake?Have you always thought that all your life, you talk to yourself?Is it a solo show?Lin Xu was sobbing until he was choked up, he felt speechless, he just said over and over again, "Brother, I don't want to leave you, brother, I can't go back"

He raised his head and saw that Gao Fei was also in tears.