bear shadow

That night, my mood was very complicated, because I understood that the people who blocked me turned out to be my family members.I stood outside Fat Boy’s house, watching his back until he entered the house, he turned his head before entering the house, as if he wanted to take another look at me, I smiled at him and said it’s okay, I hope Don't worry about me anymore.However, why did I feel an inexplicable sense of distance in my heart when I looked at the dark appearance inside the door?

I don't know how I got back to the door of the house. I just remember that during the process of returning home, I never forgot the distress for a moment. When I came back to my senses, I was already standing in front of the door. , I threw myself directly on the bed, now I just want to have a good sleep, and then wake up, everything is a new day, but think about it, should I call my mother?If I don't do anything and don't resist, will they think that no matter how I arrange my life, I will only obey and accept it?

When I wanted to muster up the courage to make a call, I first received a text message. I checked the sender, and it turned out to be Brother Cong Hao.

"Are you asleep?"

"Looking for me? I haven't slept yet."

"I want to chat with you."

"I am a little sleepy."

"OK then."

In such a conversation where several text messages were sent back and forth, the courage I had just summoned up was lost over time. When I tried to muster up the courage again to press the dial button, the doorbell rang, and when I opened the door, I saw When I arrived, the person I saw was Brother Cong Hao. I was surprised, but I pretended to be calm to greet him.

"Brother Cong Hao, why are you here?"

"I knew you didn't go to bed so early. I passed by your house and wanted to chat with you, but you refused."

"Then why did you come?"

"I thought you were in a bad mood, so I ran over to see Luo."

When he said this, who would be ashamed to say that I am fine, and then close the door and drive people away?

I gave him the chair in front of the computer, and lay on the bed thinking about things, but he kept staring at me with two eyes, and was finally defeated by his two eyes and had to get up.

"Brother Cong Hao, you can ask whatever you want, it feels strange to be stared at by you all the time."

"Didn't you say you didn't want to chat, why did you get up again?"

"Sickness... just pretend I didn't say it. In fact, there is something in my heart that makes me very distressed."

"What's the matter?"

"Don't you know about this? My mother knew about me and Fat Boy. He told me everything today. However, I don't know how to face my family, that kind of evil I feel like I've made a mistake and been discovered, and I really don't know what to do."

I don't want to shed tears in front of him, so I desperately suppress the tears in my eyes, not letting him flow out of his eyes easily.I don't know what he will do if he sees my tears at this moment, even if it's just a hug, I shouldn't accept it.

Why now whenever I meet Brother Cong Hao, I always fall into the endless silent dialogue, maybe the recent incident disturbed my thoughts, I seem to have forgotten the way I used to talk to Brother Cong Hao like that, and Or is my heart deliberately alienating him, just because I have already lived with someone in my heart?This kind of thought in my heart made me despise myself, because at least brother Cong Hao still cared about me as a friend, but I built a high wall for him that he couldn't get close to.

I have already forgotten when I fell asleep, I only know that before I closed my eyes, I saw brother Cong Hao's worried expression, and I don't know what happened in the end.When I opened my eyes, there was no one in the room, only me alone, I thought brother Cong Hao had gone back, who knew he fell asleep on the floor, I wanted to let him sleep on the bed, But he was sleeping too deeply, and I wanted to drag him to the bed, but I couldn't move him because he was too heavy. In the end, I had to wrap the quilt around his whole body, and then I went to brush my teeth and wash my face.

I'm very glad that I didn't call back to my mother impulsively yesterday. If I went to solve the problem in the same mood as yesterday, I don't think anything can be solved, and it will make a mess.For the sake of this, I should thank Brother Conghao for his "visit". I wanted to go out to buy breakfast with him, but I received a text message on my phone, and the sender was my mother?

"I need to talk to you." Seeing this text message from my mother, I felt a chill down my spine.