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I was taken aback by his yelling and my dirty behavior. I immediately woke up from my obsession and sighed. What am I doing?He scolded himself severely.

Fortunately, he just scalded him with a towel, and he didn't wake up. After covering him with the quilt, I went back to the living room and lay on the sofa. Actually, I could climb into bed and huddle with Yan Jiasheng to get warmer, but I didn't , because I am afraid that I will do something out of control, it is better to keep a little distance.

This night may be too tired!I can fall asleep on the sofa in such cold weather. I saw a person, my mother. She stared at me sullenly. No matter how much I yelled, she didn’t answer me. He turned and walked away. , I want to chase but my legs can't move...

Waking up was just a dream. Looking at the time, it was already past nine o’clock. Yan Jiasheng was still sleeping on the bed. Although the sun came out when I opened the window, the cold wind blowing against my face made me shiver. It is not as prosperous as Guangzhou, but it has a different flavor. I like this place quite a lot.

After the joy, I started to worry again. According to Lin Xiufeng, Yan Jiasheng didn’t have the heart to study at all. He hang out with a lot of friends every day, gamble, drink too much, and even owe a lot of debts. Suddenly I hate myself so much, why don’t I continue Reading, why not follow him all the time, at least I won't let him become like this.I think I hate Chen Xinhua even more, he is the one who blocked the way between me and Yan, without him, maybe the brother Yan loves and cares about the most must be me!And now Yan Jiasheng has become such a different person?

I have been sitting on the sofa in a daze, I don't know when Yan Jiasheng got up, but he stood behind me, "Why are you here?"

"Brother Sheng! I'm here to find you!" I immediately stood up and turned around.

"Why are you looking for me?" His tone suddenly became very bad, and his face was not smiling at all, and he looked a bit impolite, which chilled me a bit. He really changed, so strange.

"That...I...I..." I actually wanted to tell him that I was here to persuade him to turn around, I wanted to tell him what my father said before he died, but I couldn't speak at the moment.

"Mother-in-law, like a woman! You have nothing to do, go away! I don't have time to greet you..." He turned and went back to the room after he finished speaking.

Is he still Yan Jiasheng?how so?I have no scruples about my feelings at all. Is it because of him that I found him all the way from Guangdong to Wuhan?Why are you so indifferent?My heart suddenly became extremely cold, as if it was frozen.

Without saying a word, I picked up my luggage and walked out of the gate immediately, and closed the door. My tears fell on the spot, and I couldn't help it no matter how hard I tried.I'm the kind of idiot who wished to worry about him and work hard for him. I really shouldn't have come to Wuhan, and I started to hate Wuhan again, because here Yan Jiasheng said such heartless words to me.I was wiping my tears as I walked, and my heart was not feeling well, "Just go, I will never talk to you again, anyway, you are no longer the Yan Jiasheng I dreamed of, and I will not do anything for you..." I can't wait to see you soon Get on the train back to Guangdong and leave this ghost place.

When I walked to the gate of the train station, I saw a girl squatting by the corner, which reminded me of the haggard Cai Xiufeng sitting there yesterday. The situation is even more distressing.

If I leave like this, what will Aunt Yan and Lin Xiufeng do?There is only one way for Yan Jiasheng to go on like this - a dead end.

I stood there without moving, can I really just walk away like this?I really don't care about him anymore?I can't lie to myself, I don't want to leave him at all, and I don't want to let him go down, I decided to go back to him, no matter what he says, I will bear it, and I must bring him back to the right way! !

I went back to the door of Yan Jiasheng's residence again, and I cheekily knocked on the door.

He who opened the door yelled impatiently, "Why are you back again? Didn't I say I don't have time to greet you?"

"I don't need you to greet me, I will greet myself!" I entered the room honestly and bluntly.

"What on earth do you want, you bumpkin?" He was angry.

Didn't expect him to scold me like this, bumpkin?I was originally a bumpkin, and I had a low self-esteem. When he said this, my heart was shocked immediately. The strange thing is that not only did I not feel sad about myself like before, but I became angry. , is just an unfilial and unrighteous person"

"It's none of your business who I am? What's more, you have no right to talk about me!" He stared at me, as if he was going to hit someone.

"Yeah! I'm not qualified to criticize you. The person who has the qualifications to scold you is gone! You don't have a chance to scold you now! But when he was dying, he told you to bring you back to the right way!" I said in a mess, He didn't quite understand what he wanted to express, but he seemed to understand.

"What happened? You said...you said..."

I took a deep breath, "Your father... is gone..." I had to think of Yan Rongbo's mournful and desolate funeral.

After hearing this, his face froze, without any expression, I know he is not a person without conscience, he should be sadder than anyone else at this moment.

Since I didn't eat for a day, my stomach was so hungry that I was so hungry that I lowered my waist and hugged my stomach. He came back to his senses and said, "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm probably too hungry, my stomach hurts..."

"I'm going to cook you noodles..." His words made me suddenly feel that the old him was still there, which moved me very much, but his face changed suddenly but he didn't say anything, which made me extremely worried.

"Let me cook it myself! Just tell me where to put things." I followed behind him.

"Go back and sit down!" He walked into the kitchen with a cold sentence, and I froze in place.

After about 10 minutes, I couldn't hear any movement in the kitchen. I approached the kitchen lightly. At that scene, I was dumbfounded and heartbroken.

He squatted by the sink, clenched his fists with both hands, stuffed his trembling left hand to his mouth and bit it hard, two lines of tears hung on his fair face, I understand his feelings, guilt, helplessness and extreme pain Regret, remember this is the only time he cried in front of me.

Standing at the door, I couldn't help crying when I saw him like this. I couldn't help but approached him and hugged him tightly, letting him cry bitterly in my arms.I don't have any other dirty thoughts, I just want to tell him that there is someone who will give him a shoulder to lean on when he needs it, and someone who will always protect him.

We didn’t go anywhere in the next few days. He told me what he had done like a believer who was repenting to God. One obvious topic he avoided was how Chen Xinhua left Wuhan, but I didn’t ask. .With my efforts to enlighten and encourage him, he finally agreed to get back on his feet.

The winter vacation is over, and I have been in Wuhan for a while. After school starts, he will go back to school normally. Because I have shouldered all the debts of Yan Jiasheng for him, so I am under a lot of pressure. I am wandering around the streets with nothing to do. Guangzhou is a different city, not to mention that I am not familiar with it, even if I am familiar with this city, it is difficult for me to find a good job here (at least the salary can cover the expenses of the two and there is some leftover)

For several days, I was running around, looking for a job I could do. In one afternoon, I applied for four restaurants, two grocery stores, and a barber shop. Anyway, I tried to recruit, but the result It's all the same, the salary is too low, only 200 yuan a month, not enough for two people, let alone a surplus.

"Just help me! I'm in a hurry." A well-dressed man in his mid-25s begged a man riding a tricycle.

"Look, it's almost six o'clock now, I'm so sorry." The black and thin middle-aged man riding a tricycle threw away the cigarette butt in his hand and prepared to leave.

The young gentleman had to turn around in disappointment. I couldn't help being curious and asked the middle-aged man who was about to pedal away, "Why don't you pick up passengers when it's dark?"

"This car is rented, return it before six o'clock," the tricycle driver said and left on the tricycle.

"Renting a car? Isn't that a good job?" I thought, so let's do it!Just ask again tomorrow!