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The next day, after Yan Jiasheng went to school, I went to look for the person riding a tricycle yesterday. Heaven pays off, I finally found it, and rented a tricycle. From that day on, my career can be regarded as a bicycle Coachman!

At the beginning, I was not proficient at carrying many passengers every day, but later I became proficient. In addition to car rental, I earned about 15 yuan a day, and when I was lucky, I would get a few more yuan.Whenever I am tired, tell myself that no matter how hard it is for Yan Jiasheng, it is worth it.

Soon after three months, I have gradually paid off the debts Yan Jiasheng owed him.Yan Jiasheng still didn't have many smiles on his face. I understand that he is an emotional person. His father's death is undoubtedly something he regrets. As for what he did to Lin Xiufeng, he must be responsible. Everything is impossible, so his appearance becomes very cold.

In the end, his grades are considered above average!I was happy for him for a while, and everything was back to the same except for being indifferent to people.

One day, the destination of the passengers I happened to be carrying was opposite to Wuhan University. Because it was almost six o’clock delivery time, ordinary tricycles would not make this trip, and there were still 10 minutes to go at my speed. I ran back and forth, because it was Yan Jiasheng's school time, and I was afraid that he would be unhappy seeing my job, so I didn't want to take this business either. There was indeed no other means of transportation on the road where I was. Let me still give this guy a lift.

This is often the case in the world, the more people you don’t want to meet, the more you will meet. When the customer got off the bus at the gate of the university and paid me, Yan Jiasheng and two classmates were walking out, and I was stared at by them. .

I was speechless. I blamed this person for getting out of the car and giving the money too slowly. My heart sank. What should I do?Is it a warm greeting or pedaling away when you don’t know the speed?At the beginning, I told Yan that I found a nine-to-five clerical job, but now I was riding a broken tricycle and was hit by him.

I still decided to leave as if I didn’t know him, after all, he had classmates. When I turned the car around, Yan Jiasheng behind said "Miao!"

He actually greeted me first, whether it was a blessing or a curse, he couldn't avoid it, so he had to look back, "Brother Sheng! School is over?" asked a rather idiotic question.

"Hmm...these two are my classmates!" He pointed to the two boys around him who were probably two to three years older than me, and he pointed back at me, "That's the brother I often mention to you, Min Miao"

I didn't expect him to be completely blunt and take the initiative to introduce. I just nodded out of politeness, because I really don't like talking to strangers.They also just nodded politely in return.

Unexpectedly, Yan climbed into my car without hesitation and said to the two handsome classmates, "I'll take my brother's car and leave first! See you tomorrow!" I didn't know what to say to Yan's two classmates, and he remained silent.In the end, I couldn't help but to speak first, "You can pretend you didn't see me just now."

"why?"

"Your classmate's family background should be very good! You shouldn't say I'm your brother in front of them, you should have a social circle of the same level as yours," I replied directly.

"I'm asking why you lied to me?" His tone increased.

"Are you referring to my job? To be honest, it's not as difficult as finding a job in Guangzhou. Since you can make money by pedaling and help people in need, isn't it great?"

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"Should I tell you that you will study with such peace of mind?"

"Miao, what do you get for me in return?" He sighed a long time.

"Didn't you just say that I am your brother? Your good grades in the exam and an honorable graduation is the best reward for my brother." Actually, I really don't like the word brother, because my feelings for him are brotherhood and will never be. Incomparable.But it just can't be regarded as love, and I can't say what it is between me and him.

Time passed quickly, and at the end of May 1997, Yan Jiasheng was about to graduate from university, and I no longer hired a tricycle as a passenger. I only planned to go back to Yanjia Village together after he finished the exam and got the certificate. In the wonderful plan, I also bought a graduation gift (pager) for him.

I remember that it was the day of his first exam. I was so bored at home that I decided to pick him up from the school gate and have a meal to celebrate his graduation. When I arrived at the school, everything I saw was the same as what I had imagined. Unfortunately, Chen Xinhua was standing at the gate of the school. His appearance made me feel at a loss. I didn't know why I was so afraid of seeing him, so I stopped under a distant tree and hid there. Under a tree, my heart was beating non-stop, and my hands were shaking a little. I didn't know whether it was nervousness or fear.

Yan Jiasheng finally finished the exam and came out of it. He had a confident smile on his face. I think he should have done well in the exam.I thought he would be surprised to see Chen Xinhua and give him a hug or something, but... no, they are as familiar as friends who are together every day, more familiar than me and Yan, and my heart began to tense It's getting tighter and tighter, and I keep telling myself that what I see is not the whole truth, don't guess randomly, but I can't control it, and I feel so sad that it hurts, am I really too sentimental?Or am I being too extreme?

Yan Jiasheng came back very late that night, and Chen Xinhua followed when they entered the door. I sat on the sofa in a daze, and I pretended not to see them coming in.

Yan could see that I was unhappy, but he didn't give me a word of comfort. He only paid attention to Chen Xinhua, completely ignoring my existence, and I turned back to the room very bored.

Sad, still sad, sleepless all night.Yan Jiasheng got up early to take the exam, and Chen Xinhua and I were left alone in the room. Chen Xinhua was sitting in the living room while I was packing my luggage in the room, because I wanted to leave Wuhan, I wanted to go home, and I was tired!Thinking of facing all kinds of reality that happened, I have the urge to cry. It seems that my whole life is just a supporting role beside others, and I will never be the protagonist one day.

"Bang bang..." Chen Xinhua knocked on my door a few times, "Can we have a chat?"

I didn't look at him, and I didn't want to look at him, because what he said at the beginning always made me very concerned. Since I was not allowed to appear in Wuhan, why didn't he help Yan Jiasheng when he was most decadent?Why did he show up again when life was a little quieter?I am extremely disgusted with him! !

"Say something!" I replied impatiently.

"Sorry…"

I didn't make a sound, and I was still looking left and right for my luggage. With such an indifferent expression, he should also feel that I don't like this person.

"I'm really sorry..." He lowered his head, I don't know if he's pretending to be guilty or really regretting it, at least I won't believe him.

"Why are you telling me this? We have nothing to do with each other, and you haven't done anything to hurt me..." After packing up, I patted the big suitcase, breathed a sigh of relief, and looked like I was done. I pretended to be indifferent to what he said, but in fact I wished I could give him two slaps.

"I apologize to you for what I said to you in Guangzhou. I know that you have more than a brotherly relationship with Jiasheng, including me. I like him! But I know what I and you did for him Compared to everything, I am very small and despicable. But love is selfish, so I said such excessive things to you, I am sorry!"

"I don't like him!" I yelled at him very loudly.

"You can't fool me!" He didn't show weakness.

"If you loved him, you would leave him alone and leave like this? Did you see how decadent he was a year ago? Where did you go then? As for why, I don't know, and I don't want to ask, you Now if you want him to be good, let him finish the exam and graduate with peace of mind, and then go home to marry a wife and have children." I didn't expect that I would use this excuse to say that, in fact, everyone knows the truth that loving someone makes him happy. The deepest part of my heart Of course, Chu is selfish and wants to completely possess Yan Jiasheng.But facing a crazy person like Chen Xinhua, I can only say this.

I packed my luggage and planned to go back to Guangdong just like this. If I stay here again, I will not be able to breathe. Leaving is the best way.

Chen Xinhua held my hand dragging the suitcase, "Min Miao... I should go..."

I was stunned, it turned out that Chen Xinhua had really changed, without the arrogance and arrogance he had before.He went out the door first, I didn't chase him, and I didn't plan to chase him, I just wanted him to go as far as possible, and I never wanted to see this man again.

When Yan Jiasheng came back from the exam, he found that Chen Xinhua had disappeared, but I had been sitting in the room and did not go out. He couldn't help but walked in, "Where is Xinhua?"

"he's gone…"

"Where did you go?"

"have no idea…"

"Did you say something to him?" Yan Jiasheng became a little anxious.

"What did you say to him? I didn't say anything." I couldn't help but want to lose his temper. Is Chen Xinhua important or me?As soon as you enter the door, it's Xinhua Xinhua, what about me?Looking back over the past year, has he cared about me?I have a cold and a fever, and I ride that crappy tricycle to solicit customers. Has he ever noticed that I'm not feeling well?What am I for?Suddenly feel very sad.Simply plunge into the bed, don't want to hear anything.

Yan's college graduation exam has been completed, and all the results have been passed. I dragged my luggage and set foot on the way back to Guangdong with him.