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4 If not the origin

Wang Xiaoran still remembers that when Ruofei was with him for about half a year, Ruofei lay in his arms and told him about his origins.

Ruofei's second sister Ruoqin also told Ruofei about this reason.If it wasn't for the reason why he wanted to tell Wang Xiaoran about his life experience, it was because he also had affection for Wang Xiaoran, if it wasn't for the feeling that Wang Xiaoran already regarded him as a relative.

If it wasn't for first saying calmly, "I am a very lucky child, my life is like coming from nature, and sooner or later I will return to nature."

Wang Xiaoran asked Ruofei curiously, "How did you come here?" Wang Xiaoran really didn't know Ruofei's past, he only knew that Ruofei had known Sister Liu Liya for many years, and they still came from the same place, Hunan.With Liu Liya as the matchmaker, many details in the middle were omitted.Wang Xiaoran has always trusted Liu Liya, and believed that the people she knew would not be bad, and the bad people would not be able to meet her.

If it weren't for the moody mood, it tells a story that is almost mythical: more than 20 years ago, in a small mountain village in Longquan County, it was the spring plowing season.The seedlings in the rice fields are raised one by one, and the birds are singing on the green branches.It was a dew-covered grass-topped morning, and a woman picking tea came out of the house with a bamboo basket and walked to the tea forest on the mountain behind the house.Halfway to the pavilion, there was a cry that frightened the woman who was going to pick tea.The woman had the courage to hear the cries clearly, it was the cry of a baby.The woman ran up to the gazebo following the sound of crying.The woman saw the baby wrapped in a small quilt on the stone bench in the gazebo.It was a baby who had just been put down, and the quilt was still dry and warm.The woman turned back out of the gazebo and raised her head to look for the adults who had abandoned the child. She saw two strange figures, a man and a woman on the hillside, walking towards the top of the hill.The women understood that they had discarded the baby.The woman reached out her hand to feel inside the baby's quilt, which had handles.The woman's heart tightened. If she lost her daughter these days, who would lose her son?Must be someone who is going to elope?The baby stopped crying when it saw someone.Seeing the pink and cute baby, the woman's heart was moved, and her mother's love overflowed.

The woman didn't care about so much, she stopped picking tea, put the child in a bamboo basket and hurried home with her.Just like that, without anyone noticing, the woman brought back a life from the gazebo.The baby was lucky and became the woman's sixth child.He has a very lucky name, if not.Since then, there is one more life in this world.

From that year on, the woman became Ruofei's mother.She regarded Ruofei as a treasure in her palm, holding it carefully with both hands.If it is not very fate, life can continue.There is one more cry in the world, and a little more joy and hope in the difficult days.All the family cheers around this little life.

That year, the rhododendrons and azaleas bloomed very beautifully in spring, from the foot of the mountain to the top of the mountain, in clusters, picturesque.The new bamboo shoots in the bamboo forest are also piercing into the sky one by one.The tea leaves in the tea forest are tender and sharp, and the girls who pick the tea are singing sweet folk songs with their voices.Cuckoos jump back and forth in the seedling fields, and swallows whisper in the low air.The yelling of the man driving the cattle pierced the sky, and the sunset was like a painting in the sky.The sun pierced through the gaps in the clouds, and the face of the farmer was reddened.It also tans on the delicate skin.If it weren't for the black and shining eyes that never shed tears again, be good, if it wasn't for quietly enjoying the luck that God bestowed on him, quietly enjoying the baptism of life.Let the dust and smoke drift over the village, Ruo Fei's eyes are always bright, and his face is always smiling.

If it weren't for this miraculous legend, Wang Xiaoran's heart seemed to be pricked by a needle.Wang Xiaoran hugged Ruofei tightly in his arms, and vowed to love Ruofei in this life.

Wang Xiaoran has his own experience and knows the pain of an abandoned child.That kind of pain, he endured for many years.Wang Xiaoran should love Ruofei well, so that Ruofei can always feel the warmth in his arms.

Wang Xiaoran followed Ruo Fei's story.In that year, there must have been many stories that happened quietly, in the mountains and outside, in heaven and on earth.Of course, there is Ruo Fei's story.That year, a pair of lovers climbed over the hills and went away to the world outside the mountains.

If there is no blood relationship, they will never look back.It must be related by blood, and they must have looked back in the hills, weeping silently, giving up their flesh and blood, it was a heart-wrenching pain, it hardened their young hearts, they gritted their teeth and turned around Still determined to leave.The morning mountain breeze must have followed their whereabouts, and the mountain stream must have reflected their faces.

If it weren't for maybe not without a reverie once, the man must be very handsome, and the woman should also be very beautiful.However, in his jet-black eyes, they were as transparent as air, like streams flowing slowly and singing softly, they were ugly.It is a pity that the man and woman in Ruofei's eyes have never appeared in Ruofei's sight.It seemed that there had never been such two creatures in this world.

More than 20 years have passed.That couple never looked back.If it weren't for an adult man, a man who had traveled the rivers and lakes and had been honed over the years.According to time reasoning, that pair of men and women should also enter the ranks of the elderly.The speed of time is astonishing.

Wang Xiaoran couldn't help but feel sad when he thought about it.If not, he feels distressed, this is a child who has gone through hardships.Surviving a catastrophe must have future blessings, and they should be happy together in the future.Wang Xiaoran stroked Ruofei's thin body and thought.

Wang Xiaoran also asked Ruofei, "Do you want to find your biological parents? If they come back to look for you, will you recognize them?"

Ruofei said decisively, "If they are willing to turn around and look for me, I may not be willing to see them. Such troublesome men and women dare to abandon their own flesh and blood." When Ruofei knew his life experience, he smiled His face began to take on a look—a look of melancholy.

If it's not that I hate them, I just don't feel the need to know them.If it weren't for the idea of ​​looking for that pair of men and women, he would never have thought about it. "So what if we know each other? It will only increase each other's troubles, it's better not to see each other." Ruo Fei said in a chat.

If he hadn't told Wang Xiaoran, he fell in love with that small mountain village.There is no competition with the world, and the four seasons are distinct.The small river there is purer than the bottled water in the city. It is sweet, and you can drink it with both hands, refreshing your heart.

If you didn't tell Wang Xiaoran, "I love the mountain and the water there. I have feelings. If I die in the future, I have to be buried there. My relatives live at the foot of the mountain, and there are also my relatives in the mountain. They let My life has been extended, and it is they who have allowed my aura to grow. I also like that gazebo, which is still there today and has been well repaired by my elder brother. I will take you to see it later."

Of course Wang Xiaoran is very happy to visit Ruofei's hometown, to see the place where he grew up, to see his abandoned gazebo, and by the way to see those relatives in his family.

Wang Xiaoran thought, the man and woman must have never imagined in their dreams that the baby back then would experience a different kind of journey with twists and turns, confusion and ups and downs after growing up.They must have never imagined in their dreams that the baby back then would come from a small mountain village to a big city and become a lover in another man's arms.If they knew that the baby they abandoned back then had grown into a human being and lived with a man again, they would probably be half-dead with anger.

In Wang Xiaoran's eyes, if it wasn't for someone with a story.If it is not an ordinary member of this great world, but it is so extraordinary to spend more than 20 springs, summers, autumns and winters.He came to this world all his life, not only to wander, but also to give this world more talk and legends, adding a landscape and a touch of surprise to this impetuous and disturbed world.

Now if he hadn't left, Wang Xiaoran would be heartbroken.Although Ruofei's life is short, it is enough to write a book, a book with rich content.

Wang Xiaoran couldn't believe it if he hadn't died.So how could a living man just say he didn't have it?But Wang Xiaoran had to accept the fact that if he hadn't really left.Wang Xiaoran went home with Ruofei's urn in his own hands.