If not the fragment

5 Growth and time

Wang Xiaoran's childhood was somewhat similar to Ruo Fei's childhood, they were both children without real parents.After Wang Xiaoran was abandoned by his parents, he lived with his uncle. His neighbors were all his relatives, who gave him infinite warmth.

The difference between Wang Xiaoran and Ruofei is that Ruofei's temperament can be regarded as a cheerful person, while Wang Xiaoran is just the opposite, a dull and withdrawn person.And the two of them were exactly the opposite. The dull and withdrawn Wang Xiaoran could see through life, while the cheerful Ruofei got into the horns of the dead.

Wang Xiaoran's growth process is a history of bitterness.A child without parents will always be bullied until he grows into a strong young man.

Wang Xiaoran worked as a worker in a cotton mill for several years, and because of his intelligence, he was admitted to university by himself.Just like that, Wang Xiaoran changed his destiny and lived a rich life.

Children who belong to the dog are easy to raise, if not the people around them will talk like this after seeing Ruofei.If it weren't for being very good, I wouldn't cry after being taken back.So, surrounded by a group of adults and children, Ruofei always blinked and smiled quietly.Everyone who was amused was very happy and had a lot of fun.

The one who named Ruofei was the old man who would call Ruofei his father in the future.The old man has a thin face, gray hair, and a pair of kind eyes that keep flickering. It took him a long time to come up with the words, if not two words.Ruofei: Ruo, is a surname, and it can also be used as a hypothesis. Ruo means, non, right and wrong, no small matter, extraordinary, and the combination means that if this child can grow up healthily, he must be an extraordinary person in the future.

That's how the baby's name was finalized, if not.It has been unanimously approved by everyone, which is a good name.

If not, it is the candy in everyone's eyes, the candy from the seven aunts and eight aunts has been sweet to the bottom of their hearts.Hold it in your hand, afraid of using too much force, and hold it in your mouth, afraid of melting into juice.Always, carefully, carefully cared for.

Green mountains and green waters, grass growing and warblers flying, the years and characters of that year were always so passionate.The soil has been turned over year after year, and the intoxicating smell radiates in the air, exaggerating Ruofei's aura, and Ruofei grows up very arrogantly.

In the age of easy raising, if it is not the same as many partners.If it wasn't for being shirtless in the hot weather, chasing butterflies, dragonflies, and folding paper airplanes with a group of friends in a car.Still naked and smooth, swimming in the water like a small fish.In the mountains and fields, the happy childhood footprints and laughter of Ruofei and his partners are left everywhere.In those days, the children in the mountain village were as pure and happy as mountain spring water, without the sophistication and hypocrisy of the children in the city.Toys made of mud and wood have stayed in that era forever, if it weren't for the joy of playing with friends.

The day passed in a hurry, and it passed in a blink of an eye.All of a sudden, Ruofei has transformed from a clay doll in open crotch pants to a sensible little boy.

As time goes by, life grows.When I was sensible, I would have sat alone on the hillside behind the house and sang to the small village at my feet.The immature singing voice sang about the cooking smoke, the small river water, the barking of dogs, the setting sun on the western mountain and flocks of homing birds.She also got angry, and the bad-hearted Liu Mazi from the next door made her yell and curse.What are you scolding, wild children, wild bastards and the like.At an ignorant age, if you don't understand the meaning of the words.On the contrary, the young heart is covered with a veil, and he is a wild child.

If it weren't for the fear of seeing Liu Mazi.And Liu Mazi lives under the same roof with Ruofei's family, and is Ruofei's eldest aunt.The eldest aunt has a pockmarked face and is very aggressive. Everything is not good in her eyes. The whole village has a feud with her, and she is nicknamed Liu Pockmarked.Liu Mazi found Ruofei distasteful and hated Ruofei's spooky appearance, so he seized the opportunity to criticize Ruofei's family background.Liu Mazi swears regardless of size or seriousness, even Ruo Ruo, a young boy in open crotch pants, can swear all over the eighteenth generation of his ancestors, and swear at various parts of the body.However, Liu Mazi only scolded Ruofei as a wild species, and would not say that Ruofei was picked up from the gazebo. Liu Mazi still held back this point.

Ruofei's mother heard the yelling and ran out to gag Liu Mazi's mouth.The two women wrestled together, fell to the ground and rolled.Ruofei's mother tore off a lock of Liu Mazi's hair, and Liu Mazi cried and called his mother in pain.Seeing the two adults fighting like this, if they weren't afraid, they couldn't cry.

From then on, Ruofei hated that aunt named Liu Mazi, and didn't forgive her until Ruofei left the village and Liu Mazi passed away.She is nothing more than a woman with an open mouth.If it wasn't for this, she loved the mother who fought for him even more, and she would have risked her life for him.She wanted to protect Ruofei, her youngest child, and would go all out with Liu Mazi.

The rhododendrons are blooming, the bean seedlings are sprouting, the spring bamboo shoots are sprouting, the seeds in the soil are rejuvenating, but the secret buried in Ruofei has not sprouted.Year after year, the swallows cut open the lotus, and the lotus fell into a pool of colorful flowers. If it wasn't for running wildly with its partners, it ran across the path in front of the door and into the shallow river; if it wasn't for climbing up the river with its partners Picking wild fruits and flowers on the hillside.

Ruofei's relatives are very good, and no one told him about his past when he was growing up.Except for Liu Mazi who would call Ruofei a wild child and a bastard, no one spoke loudly to Ruofei.The reason is that Ruo Fei is well-behaved, smart and lovable, and everyone says Ruo Fei is a smart baby.

Ruofei likes to stay in the river and build small houses with stones.If he didn't want to make a home in the river, a small home that belonged to him.There are countless small fishes and shrimps in the small river, if you don’t want to become them and swim in the water.In summer, if it weren't for a few friends, they would often dive into the water with bare buttocks as soon as the sun came out.

Ruo Fei's stone hut was destroyed by rising water again and again, and Ruo Fei still built it again and again, enjoying it until the river stopped rising.If it weren't for the indelible bond with Xiaohe.This is Ruofei in childhood, childishness is like a dream.

The heavy snow covered one winter after another, covering many mysteries and secrets, together with many of his stories.The snowflakes in the mountains are always heavy, bending the bamboo forest behind the house and breaking the branches on the hillside.If it weren't for the snowy sky that I love most, looking at a vast white world, it would be like a fairy tale, pure and flawless.

Ruofei also likes to go up the mountain and sit in his abandoned gazebo to rest.In the gazebo, if it wasn't for playing, frolicking and playing hide-and-seek with your friends.It's just that he didn't know that it was here that he was picked up and brought home and then brought up.

Like countless children, if it is not time to go to school.If it wasn't for bouncing across the stone bridge to go to school, skipping classes and fighting with classmates in school.In this way, time is trampled away by Ruofei step by step and one small footprint after another without knowing it.

This wandering, if not for five years of elementary school.The studies are neither good nor bad, and the relationship between them is not good or bad. Fighting and making troubles are commonplace for children. For the children in Ruofeiji mountain village, they are used to it.

Moving to middle school, if you don't have to step on the stone bridge that is washed away by the river every summer and built back by people every winter.Down the river, the school is just downstream of the river.It took another three years to wander, if he hadn't grown into a little man with ignorant emotions and a green face.

In the eyes of a child, if he is not already an adult, he is also an adult in the eyes of an adult.Unless you have your own thoughts and opinions.If he didn't feel the speed of time, he was still a child yesterday, but he became a teenager today.

There is a boy growing up next door. If not at the age of 15, it is the season of development.The seeds of emotion began to sprout in the ignorant boy's mind, and Ruo Fei had a secret in his heart that year.A man walked into Ruofei's heart early, and Ruofei's inner world was wonderful and colorful.

Life has treated Ruo Fei kindly, but it has also been mean to Ruo Fei. More than 20 years, neither long nor short, the gorgeous age of summer flowers is fleeting.

The child more than 20 years ago, no one would have imagined that more than 20 years later, he would have such a choice, and he ended his life at the age of 28.Just like his arrival, from the dust, and finally return to nature.

No one would have imagined that if it weren't for it, they would end their lives rashly.Liu Liya couldn't think of it, Liu Liping couldn't think of it, Lao Zhou couldn't think of it, and Wang Xiaoran couldn't think of it.Wang Xiaoran was still Ruofei's bedmate, even he didn't find anything wrong, so he could imagine the others.