If not the fragment

43 Gu Guoxiong's Westward Journey

In the blink of an eye, if it wasn't for several months with Wang Xiaoran.From summer to autumn and then to winter.This day is too fast, time is like an arrow, the arrow pierced through the chest and went straight to the heart, bloody.

If it wasn't for being idle at home, I didn't go to work.Wang Xiaoran doesn't want to, if he doesn't go to work, he has to support him.The money Wang Xiaoran earns is enough to support Ruofei.As long as Wang Xiaoran is not at home happily, that is the best reward for him.Wang Xiaoran wanted a man who would guard the house, help him tidy up his clothes, cook for him, and take care of the flowers and plants.Wang Xiaoran didn't want to have to pick out the cold keys when he got home, and he didn't want to be cold when he got home.If it hadn't been for coming, it would have just filled these vacancies for Wang Xiaoran.

If it wasn't for taking care of Wang Xiaoran, it would be more than enough.This man is easy to take care of, simple and uncomplicated.In terms of clothes, I wear suits, shirts and ties every day, plus windbreakers, overcoats, cotton coats, and down jackets.If it weren't for changing the color of Wang Xiaoran's clothes every day, from blue, black, to gray, one by one, it wouldn't be the same for a week.Wang Xiaoran likes Ruofei tidying up for him, getting clothes for him, putting on the clothes, hugging Ruofei's neck and kissing his little mouth, going out to work beautifully for a day, and coming back at night Ruofei prepares meals for him, and the two of them are full Go for a walk, exercise.Wang Xiaoran was very addicted to such a life.Maybe it's been a long time since no one talked to me so intimately, it was so warm.The warmth in this world came too late for him, he should enjoy it and cherish it.Wang Xiaoran loves Ruofei from the bottom of his heart, and wants to cuddle with him until death.Thinking about having such a young man following him in the days to come, and being gathered by him, Wang Xiaoran was drunk just thinking about it.

If she hadn't, she would have cut Wang Xiaoran's hair and shaved his beard like he did to Lao Zhou and Lao Zhong in the past.Wang Xiaoran was most proud if he hadn't helped him shave his beard, the beard on his face was too much and difficult to shave.If it weren't for a good razor, you could shave cleanly with a few swishes, and you would be able to shave with pleasure.Every time after trimming his beard, if he didn't touch Wang Xiaoran's sharp-edged face, his heart trembled.That trembling, if it wasn't clear to me, was a little bit painful, like being pulled by a razor.If it weren't for this pain, the pain of guilt, the pain without blood or tears.

Wang Xiaoran's care and attention made Ruofei's game with Lao Shao not over.If it wasn't for also thinking about interrupting this game, forget it, don't hurt Wang Xiaoran, just live with Wang Xiaoran in peace.Wang Xiaoran loves Ruofei with all his heart, treating Ruofei as a treasure, as another self.

The night in Shanghai is beautiful, with all kinds of lights.Wang Xiaoran would often take Ruofei through many streets and alleys at midnight, walking in the cold wind to eat all kinds of delicious food.Wang Xiaoran was very courageous, he held Ruofei's hand in public, flaunting the love relationship between the two without integrity.The Wang Xiaoran at this time is not the Wang Xiaoran at that time. With Ruofei by his side, he no longer cares about other people's opinions, and there is no need to pretend to be himself.The current Wang Xiaoran feels the joy of life, the sense of happiness that two people feel when they are in love and together, the sense of happiness that only the person involved can feel.

Occasionally, Wang Xiaoran also cooks, cooks a decent meal, and the two of them open a bottle of wine and light candles to create a romantic atmosphere.Wang Xiaoran's favorite thing to do is to take a sip of wine, put it in his mouth, feed it into Ruofei's mouth, let Ruofei swallow it, and give him all the saliva.If it wasn't for not resisting, Wang Xiaoran would be happy.

Wang Xiaoran often talked to Ruofei in Ruofei's ear, Ruofei's smile melted him, Ruofei's smile warmed his heart, and Ruofei's smile made him feel the true feelings in this world, so he loves Ruofei. Carefree.

If there were no accidents, the life of the two would be quite romantic and beautiful, envious of the gods in the sky.Both Liu Liya and Liu Liping have seen the lives of Ruofei and Wang Xiaoran. They both said that Ruofei was in a terrible situation and found a gentleman who could make money and take care of his family. Abandoned the same bad old man, and helped him give birth to a child, but there was nothing.Wang Xiaoran told sisters Liu Liya that there is really no comparison between people. We have different destinies, different ways of living, and different circumstances.

Liu Liya also liked Wang Xiaoran, but it's a pity that Wang Xiaoran didn't like her, otherwise she wouldn't have the part of Ruofei.As soon as he saw Liu Liya, a picture of himself and Lao Zhou together would appear in Ruofei's mind, making Ruofei feel ashamed and embarrassed.

Listening to sisters Liu Liya envious of their own life, if they hadn't smiled, they wouldn't have vetoed Wang Xiaoran.Wang Xiaoran is really nice, he takes care of food and housing, and even gives Ruofei's pocket money.If this kind of life is not enough, then this world is really hard to live.

But no one knows, if not for a trace of restlessness and irritability in his heart.If it wasn't for the fact that he didn't feel very happy, his mind seemed to be flooded and he was muddled.If it weren't for my random thoughts sometimes, I would inadvertently jump back into my past life and mess up my emotions.Those people and things from the past came to disturb Ruofei's thinking from time to time, interrupting his normal operation.If it is not very distressed, it is too bad to want to get out of this situation.But if he hadn't told Wang Xiaoran, maybe it would have been better if he had spoken out, but it would have been even more uncomfortable if he squeezed it in his heart.If it's not that he can't speak, he doesn't want Wang Xiaoran to know his past.

If it weren't for the days when the mind was not smooth, if it wasn't for receiving a very bad news.On the way back to the village from Longquan, Gu Guoxiong's bus overturned and fell into a ravine.Gu Guoxiong was not lucky enough to escape the cancellation of Hades, and died.

It was Ruofei's elder brother who sent him a message.It was the coldest day in Shanghai that day, and it was gloomy like it was about to snow.If it weren't for the down jacket Wang Xiaoran bought for him, he would have felt bitingly cold.After seeing the message on the phone, Ruofei fainted from darkness.

Ruofei's heart is like a piece of ice in a winter lake, hit by a stone, fragmented.If I hadn't been dizzy from drinking that night, I couldn't find Bei on the streets of Shanghai.If you are in the bustling city, your eyes will be drunk and blurred. Every shining light is like the eyes of Gu Guoxiong.It was midnight when Wang Xiaoran found Ruofei.

A whole few days, if not indulge in remembrance.The time with Gu Guoxiong is like rewinding a movie.Close your eyes, go back to the place where you once lived, close your eyes again, every movement you have made.If it is not cold, who knows my love?

If it weren't for pinching your fingers and doing the math, it would have been ten years.Walking out of the old Ximen for ten years, I am old, and I have to go.Life is very fragile, if you say no, it will be gone. If you don't think that you don't know when, you will say that you don't have it.

A person's life is so fast, a person who was a good person yesterday has become a ghost jumping over the mountain today.Just like the old father who raised him also returned to Xishan in the blink of an eye.It would be very sad to think of the father who had worked hard all his life but never enjoyed happiness.Who can know whether he will be able to move around the world alive and well tomorrow.This may be life, if it is not a silly thought.

On the day of Gu Guoxiong's burial, if he hadn't just arrived home.If it weren't for seeing the funeral procession from a distance, walking around the small river in front of the door and heading towards Yangshan.The four daughters cried and mourned together with the two women, Gu Guoxiong should not leave, he should come back.The difference is that the two women called Gu Guoxiong by his nickname, and the daughters called him Dad.It goes without saying that the two women are the original spouses of Aunt Xiao and Gu Guoxiong, and the four girls are the daughters of the two women.

Standing by the village, if he hadn't asked the sky, who was he from Gu Guoxiong?Who is Gu Guoxiong's real lover?Who is the person he loves all his life?man or woman?If heaven has eyes, please give me an answer.The sky is silent, if not for the tears shed on the village.

When Aunt Xiao saw Ruofei, she scolded him, cursed him, it was Ruofei who killed Gu Guoxiong.If you don't remember, Aunt Xiao once heard the conversation and the sounds he had with Gu Guoxiong.She knew that if it wasn't for the shady scandal with Gu Guoxiong, she would have hated him for three generations.

Aunt Xiao scolded Ruofei, if she didn't speak and let Aunt Xiao do her best, even if she wanted to, she couldn't say it.Everyone has already gone, and there is no point in saying anything.If she hadn't been considerate of Aunt Xiao, she had just lost a man and had nowhere to vent her grief.It wasn't easy for her either. She had experienced two daughters leaving home, her ex-husband had an affair, and now Gu Guoxiong abandoned her and an underage daughter. Life was hard.

If it wasn't for not talking, Aunt Xiao felt that he was wronged and made things worse.If it weren't for the news that he had an affair with Gu Guoxiong, it would have spread like wildfire.The originally quiet countryside was instantly blown apart by a bomb.If it weren't for the fact that there would be discussions everywhere, if Gu Guoxiong had a spirit in the sky, he wouldn't be able to sleep at ease.

If it wasn't for climbing up the back mountain, I sat in front of my father's grave for a long time.Looking at the mountain in the past, the pile of fresh soil on the mountainside is the last belonging of Gu Guoxiong.There was a large wreath in front of the tomb, and two poles of prayer flags were inserted into the soil. The prayer flags fluttered in the cold wind, making Ruofei's mood even more desolate. A bird called, and Ruofei's whole body was covered with a big blanket. goosebumps.Looking at the tomb of Gu Guoxiong across the street, Ruofei heard the sound of Liang Zhu: Wuyan came to share a glass of water with you

In the clear, there is a strong meaning flowing out of the bottom of my heart, drunk

Regardless of injustice or fate, don't talk about butterfly dreams

Give you back this life, this life, the past life

Flying together through the ages

Speechless to share a glass of water with you

In the clear, there is a strong meaning flowing out of the bottom of my heart, drunk

Regardless of injustice or fate, don't talk about butterfly dreams

Give you back this life, this life, the past life

Flying together through the ages

Regardless of injustice or fate, don't talk about butterfly dreams

Give you back this life, this life, the past life

Flying together through the ages

If he didn't really want to be able to turn into a colorful butterfly, but also wanted Gu Guoxiong to come out of the grave, and the two of them would turn into butterflies and fly away, lingering in love.

Before going down the mountain, if you hadn't bowed deeply, bowed, and bowed to the opposite mountain, the buried person in the mountain.No more tears, all tears have already been shed.All that remains are silent sighs, sighs that no one else can hear.

Aunt Xiao betrayed Ruofei, betrayed Ruofei mercilessly.Even Gu Guoxiong, whose bones were not cold, was not spared, and they made a couple in vain.

If you can't stop Aunt Xiao's mouth, you won't be able to stop other people's mouths either.According to word of mouth, everyone in the small mountain village knew about Ruobu's affair with Gu Guoxiong.Someone asked if not, what did the two men do?Some people also scold Ruo Fei, shameless, messing with men...

If not had to leave home in a hurry.There is no way to stay in this place.Even if he has a thick skin, he still has to consider his family. They will live in the mountain village to the end of their lives, and they have no obligation to bear the infamy for him.

Leaving home, if not afraid to look back.Countless strange eyes stared at him like sharp swords behind his back. As long as he turned around, those swords would fly over, passing through Ruofei's back and chest one by one.If it wasn't for not looking back, if it wasn't for feeling cold all over, it was surprisingly cold.The cold wind blew, and the last dead leaf on the old pear tree in front of the door danced in the wind and flew down, returning to the root.