If not the fragment

44 If not the fall

After returning to Shanghai, if it weren't for the smile to cover up the sadness.Live, play, and take care of Wang Xiaoran as usual.There are some pains that others cannot know, and even if they know it, it won't help, and the person concerned still has to bear it.

Aunt Xiao subverted Ruofei's kindness this time, and made Ruofei completely messed up.It's so heartless for such a good woman to speak without going through her brain, and without thinking about the younger generation.The most poisonous thing is a woman's heart, if you don't learn this sentence.

In the depths of Ruofei's heart, there was originally a sliver of expectation for life, but now it is stifled by this dark atmosphere, directly suffocated to death in the heart.If you don't feel suffocated, you will be surrounded by stale air.

If it hadn't started to degenerate, the big game that had been set aside was brought out again.No one knows why Ruofei fell, and no one knows why Ruofei fell.All the whereabouts are only known to Ruobu himself.It's very weird, haunting everywhere like ghosts.

If he didn't know, it was a text message from Lao Shao that made him fall and start playing the game again.Lao Shao sent another flirting text message to Ruofei's phone.If he didn't want to, Lao Shao either deliberately sent this wrong message to prove his charm, or Lao Shao deliberately came to test his love for Lao Shao.If it is accidentally sent by mistake, it seems a little unreasonable.If the wrong one can be forgiven, it is purely coincidental, and the second time is purely intentional.Lao Shao's behavior agitated Ruofei who had nowhere to vent his resentment, and also brought out the resentment that Ruofei was about to put down.

If not depressed.If it wasn't for running out to drink while Wang Xiaoran was not at home.Ruofei, who was drunk and confused, provoked a middle-aged man who was looking for a prey with a smile in his eyes.On that night, if it wasn't for opening a room with a stranger.Had sex with a strange man whom he didn't know at all, a man who hadn't spoken a few words.

If you are not very sober during the physical collision, you will have a heart-stirring relationship with someone you obviously don't like.If it weren't for swallowing a bitter fruit and letting it ferment in the intestines.If you don't have a smile on your face from beginning to end, you can't make the other party feel a little uneasy and unhappy.

If you don't try your best to be coquettish.Between capturing and being captured, no one loses to anyone.If it wasn't for the unprecedented performance beyond the soul, it would take the other party's intoxicated soul out of the body.The fast food prey has become a true love, but Ruofei regards the other party as a loyal and lovely pug dog, who comes and goes as soon as he is called.

From then on, if it wasn't for telling Wang Xiaoran that she slept with a different man.If it wasn't for texting Lao Shao before going to bed, telling him that he missed him.Lao Shao replied to the message and said, Feier, I miss you too!If he hadn't pursed his lips and smiled after reading the news, he almost laughed out loud.

On the bed, if it is not fighting with others, it is like a certain warrior written by Jin Yong Gulong.But his mind is full of the tricks of Lao Shao and himself.In the fighting, Ruofei's heart is pierced by a sword called Amorous, and the drops of blood are bright red and eye-catching.If it is not to vent the backlog of dissatisfaction, it will be on every different man.Not for anything else, just to get back the lost sentiment.

Those men who are lingering with Ruo Fei all think that Ruo Fei is real.Little do they know that Ruobu has become a puppet on the battlefield of life.One by one came happily and returned disappointed.One after another, all the romances were tinged with bitterness by Ruofei, and the city was full of gunpowder.

Ruofei's abnormal behavior Wang Xiaoran was kept in the dark.If not deliberately keep the secret.If it weren't for the skill of keeping secrets at the moment, it would be considered amazing.Liu Liya and Liu Liping didn't know what Ruofei's behavior was and what was wrong, so they couldn't see it.Everyone looked at Ruo Fei and thought it was normal, no different from before.

If it weren't for sometimes sitting alone by the Huangpu River, watching the boats passing by on the river in a daze.If you don't think about it, it would be great if you were a small boat, drifting along the water and wandering around the world.If it weren't for Gu Guoxiong and An'an, one died and the other disappeared, how terrifying, leaving him one by one.

Lao Zhong brought Cheng Xiaohai to Shanghai for vacation, if he hadn't volunteered to be a tour guide.In order to thank Ruofei, Lao Zhong took Ruofei into the hotel where he was staying, and played a three-person battle game with Cheng Xiaohai in the room.If he didn't know when Cheng Xiaohai changed, became so dissolute and unscrupulous, he must have sacrificed a lot for Lao Zhong, and he even accepted the three-person fight.In the past, he rejected Ruofei and wished to throw Ruofei into the sea.Cheng Xiaohai's change made Ruofei really confused.But as soon as he turned around, if he didn't feel that everything was so natural, he naturally felt at ease.One can do it, two can do it, and three can do it, since no one suffers anyway.

Cheng Xiaohai didn't blame Ruofei and Lao Zhong at all, it seemed that he wanted to encourage Lao Zhong a little bit.Cheng Xiaohai talked to Ruofei alone. He really loves Lao Zhong and hopes that Lao Zhong can live happily, so he can tolerate what Lao Zhong does.Suddenly, if it wasn't for Cheng Xiaohai, he felt that the Cheng Xiaohai in front of him was really tall, pure and lovely like a god, so great.At the same time, Ruofei also felt that Lao Zhong was really happy, so happy that he captured a man's heart.

Regarding Cheng Xiaohai's entrustment, if it wasn't for the fact that the waves were calm, he agreed to him firmly.It's already this time, if it weren't for the fact that there is no shame anymore.In front of these people who have no shame, if not there is no need for the word shame.Go to hell, what morality, what chastity, they are all bastards.

After Lao Zhong and Cheng Xiaohai left, Lao Zhou felt lonely and lonely in Xiamen, and Lao Zhou, who also missed his children, came to Shanghai to visit Liu Liya, Liu Liping and their children.Both Liu Liya and Liu Liping avoided him, not even seeing their children.Lao Zhou begged to no avail, the two sisters gave up on Lao Zhou.

Lao Zhou called Ruofei and asked him to help.If you don't say your best, meet your needs.For Ruofei's sake, Liu Liya and Liu Liping took their children with them, and Ruofei had a meal with Lao Zhou.I was very grateful and ashamed to see the two women and children, and Ruobu Lao Zhou.Of course, wisps of sweet pleasure emerged from Lao Zhou's heart.The three adults in front of him were all committed to him.

On the night before returning to Ludao, Lao Zhou asked Ruo Fei if he wanted anything in return.Walking through the long pedestrian street, Lao Zhou said, let me buy you a windbreaker, it is suitable for cold weather in Shanghai.If you don't say that, then there's no need, you accompany me to the bar.Lao Zhou said that he needs to buy a windbreaker and drink wine.I spent thousands of dollars and bought a very beautiful cashmere coat.Lao Zhou went to pay, if he hadn't changed the size of his coat to a larger size, Wang Xiaoran would have been one size larger than Ruofei.Lao Zhou came back with the payment, and the two of them went out with their coats.

In a gay bar in Jing'an District, if it wasn't for the appearance of Lao Zhou, people mistakenly thought they were a couple.When he started to go in, Lao Zhou was not used to the hot eyes cast around him.Lao Zhou, who has seen the big world, has never seen such a small world, so he is a little lost.But if he hadn't been there, he would soon be at ease.The two drank wine and listened to other people singing, and their thoughts poured out a little bit.Old Zhou complained to Ruofei, how much he missed sisters Liu Liya, how much he wanted to be with his children, and how lonely he was now, without a woman who was sincere with him.

If it wasn't for telling him in Lao Zhou's ear, he deserved it, he deserved it, he deserved it for not cherishing such a beautiful woman but found someone else, he deserved it.Lao Zhou was very angry, toasted, drank, and poured all his resentment and loneliness into the wine.If you hadn't told Lao Zhou, come on, just come and find a man. Many young people like you with such good conditions.Lao Zhou, who had slept with Ruofei, despised Ruofei with drunken eyes, "How could you have such an idea? Does that mean that you, Ruofei, also like me? You fell in love with me, and you can't bear to forget after sleeping with me? "

If it weren't for being teased by Lao Zhou's words, he would look down on Lao Zhou with the same eyes and say, "Don't be so narcissistic, I mean someone else, I wouldn't be interested in you, it's okay to go to bed, love is free Let's talk." If he didn't tell the truth, he still wouldn't dare to tell the truth.The little man from more than ten years ago has grown up and is no longer that childish boy.Lao Zhou has also changed, and is no longer the Lao Zhou of more than ten years ago. Today's Lao Zhou is Lao Zhou with countless women.If it weren't for Lao Zhou's sleeping with him on Ludao as a kind of charity and pity from Lao Zhou to him.If it wasn't for him, he wouldn't fall in love with Lao Zhou. This dead man is so fickle. He belongs to Liu Liya, Liu Liping, and even other women.This kind of man, it's fine if he gets it once, he should be content.Besides, at this moment, Ruo Fei has other calculations in mind.The thing about love is still out of the question.

Lao Zhou took Ruofei's words, "Okay, thank you for allowing me to meet my sons and my wives, I belong to you tonight, let me fulfill your miss of me." Lao Zhou's words swirled around in his mouth, Drink too high, vague.

If they hadn't ignored Lao Zhou, the two of them drank desperately, and Lao Zhou's eyes were full of tears.Lao Zhou is sad, very sad. A man in his 50s has left his hometown, and now his wife and children are separated. No one can understand the feeling.Lao Zhou had told Ruofei before that he was homesick and missed his relatives in Longquan County.I dream about it, and I often stay with them in my dreams, as if nothing has happened.In fact, if he didn't understand the taste of Lao Zhou, he was also a wanderer. After wandering for so many years, the nostalgia in his heart became heavier and heavier.Home is the ultimate place, the truest place.

When Lao Zhou came out of the bar, he had no idea who he was.If it wasn't for supporting him, he took a taxi and went to the hotel where he was staying.

If he hadn't called two waiters for help, he got Lao Zhou into the room where he lived.If it wasn't for putting a pool of hot water in, he tried his best to take off Lao Zhou's clothes.Taking off Lao Zhou's clothes, if it weren't for his messy heart and liver, he was in a state of confusion, and the saliva was gurgling in his throat.Take off one by one, layer by layer, like peeling bamboo shoots when I was a child in my hometown, hoping to peel off the head quickly and see the bamboo shoots as soon as possible.Every time you take off a piece of old Zhou's clothes, if you don't have to smell it, the mature smell of the old man is more intoxicating than the smell of alcohol, if you are not drunk, your heart is magnificent.In the end, if he hadn't completely lost his opinion and bottom line, he had gone completely crazy and lost himself, if he hadn't ignored him and lowered his head close to Lao Zhou's protruding part.

At this time, Lao Zhou was Ruofei's plaything, a plaything that Ruofei fiddled with at will, without consciousness and resistance.Ruofei unscrupulously took off Lao Zhou's last line of defense and was completely exposed to Ruofei's eyes.Under the bright lights, the already perfect Lao Zhou showed his mature charm even more perfectly. If it weren't for the temptation, he would not know that it was heaven and earth.Old Zhou's is still the handsome and scumbag man back then, and his charm has only increased.Looking at his face, there are more wrinkles and more beauty, exquisite facial features, and the light of wisdom exuding between the brows, such a man is a magnet, a powerful magnet, which is deeply attracted if it is not for this broken pot, broken iron pot.

If not, a little man who lost control, a little man without reason, a melancholy and sad little man, a little man without shame.This time, Ruofei was even crazier than the one with Lao Zhou a few times before, so crazy that he didn't even know who he was.

After a long time, if it weren't for the effort to put Lao Zhou into the water again.If it wasn't for helping Lao Zhou take a bath, he would be half drunk and half awake, dizzy.After taking a bath for a long time, Lao Zhou woke up a little bit, looked at Ruofei with drunken eyes, then hugged Ruofei into his arms, and the two men played in the water, kissing, stroking, and hugging.With so many foreshadowings in Ludao, Lao Zhou didn’t care if he was a man or a woman, and he didn’t care whether he liked women or men. At this moment, any gender has no meaning, only venting is the most real needs.If Lao Zhou hadn't been seduced, or if Lao Zhou had seduced Ruofei, no one could say.In this space with only two people, under the cover of alcohol anesthesia, the two men put aside everything and stayed together softly without any shyness.

If it weren't for being intoxicated with the kiss with Lao Zhou.A handsome man has a special taste in kissing, and he also has a special skill in kissing.If it wasn't for being kissed by Lao Zhou, the soul would have jumped out to dance.

In the end, if it wasn't for Lao Zhou to go to bed, roll the sheets.The dream I had more than ten years ago came true again under Ruobu's ulterior motives.Lao Zhou, who became crazy, did not gain the upper hand in the slightest, and did it twice on Ruofei's body.If it hadn't been assumed, no wonder Liu Liping and Liu Liya loved him so much.It turned out that he was so powerful.Really, grow stronger with age, grow stronger with age!

If it wasn't for the reenactment of those little nine-nines from more than ten years ago, my heart should be content.While the exhausted Lao Zhou was fast asleep, Ruo Fei put on his clothes and quietly left the stage.The play should have a perfect curtain call here.After all, Lao Zhou belonged to someone else, a woman.Along the way, if he didn't carry the coat bought by Lao Zhou, he brought his thoughts back to the time in the barber shop.At that time, I just thought about Lao Zhou.After many years, thinking about it has become a reality, and it has become a reality more than once.If the person walking in the cold wind couldn't help it, he couldn't help laughing, and the laughter was blown away by the cold wind and disappeared in the wind.

If Fei returned home, Wang Xiaoran was lying on the bed watching TV, and he was waiting for Ruo Fei.He got up to make supper for Ruofei, and Ruofei put the clothes bought by Lao Zhou on Wang Xiaoran, saying it was for him.Wang Xiaoran believed it, touching the high-quality cashmere coat, his heart felt warm and comfortable in winter.After supper, Wang Xiaoran became very excited and hugged Ruofei to make out.In order not to let Wang Xiaoran see the clues, it would have been another one-night affair if he hadn't worked hard to cooperate with Enai.

That night, if it weren't for another sleepless night.Unlimited sorrows burst and stick together in Ruofei's heart, snowballing bigger and bigger, swelling Ruofei's whole body.If the picture with Lao Zhou just now flashed in Ruo Fei's mind, the pain of the bumps was still tearing Ruo Fei's nerves, but after each pain, he was so comfortable and happy, Ruo Fei had endless aftertaste.If it wasn't for fantasizing about Lao Zhou's past, in the past, Lao Zhou would bump into Liu Liya, Liu Liping, Lu Lina and countless other women like this. Now it's his turn, it's his turn, if it wasn't for a slight trembling.