embrace the memory of youth

"Don't get so nervous here, eat your food quickly" he pretended to be impatient.

After we had supper, we each went back to our own residences. Lying on the bed, I kept reminiscing about Guo Xiong’s words. Obviously he had a feud with Xiong Hua. The first time they met, Guo Xiong’s attitude changed drastically. I was discharged from the hospital, Xiong Hua. Good for me.

The second is the weekend, I didn't advance Xiong Hua, I will go to see him, I want to give him a surprise, I wake up early in the morning to freshen up and set off in the direction of his residence.

I gave him a call just a few minutes away from his residence, and it wasn’t his voice that answered the phone. I could hear it very clearly. Xiong Hua’s voice is very iconic. At least in my opinion, he is the best I have heard since I spoke on the phone. Very manly.

I didn't continue to talk to the other party, and hung up directly. My instinct told myself that Xiong Hua was flirting with someone else.

He told me that when I was sad and wanted to cry, I looked up at the sky, and the tears would not fall. It turned out that it was just a trick.

I simply wiped off the tears hanging on my face, and strode towards his house.

I held my breath and knocked hard on the door of his house. I knew that what I had to face would eventually be faced. After a few minutes, I heard movement inside. The door was opened by the beautiful man who kicked me in my dream.

"Excuse me, who are you looking for?" The person looks good and the voice sounds good.

"Xiong Hua" I was a little angry.

"Who is it?" Xiong Hua's voice came from inside, very impatient.

Obviously my arrival disturbed their good business, I tried my best to restrain my emotions and not let myself explode.

"I don't know where you got the grass, please have a bit of taste in the future, okay, you want this stuff too" Good-looking people don't necessarily speak human words, I stared at him fiercely.

"Why are you? Why are you here?" Xiong Hua appeared in front of my eyes in his underwear.

"Why can't it be me, I'm your husband and come whenever you want." I was confident.

"Husband! Heh~ You should be the tenth person I call husband, I forgot myself"

"But you said last night that you could do anything for me," I said aggrievedly.

"I didn't expect this guy to have such a simple mind. Such a character is almost extinct." The handsome man lying back on the sofa had a slightly sarcastic tone, which made me want to rush over and beat him up.

"Shut up, it's not your turn to talk about the two of us." I almost yelled at the handsome man.

"It's you who should shut up. I can't let you scream in my house. You think that everyone in the world is your father, and everyone has to spoil you"

I found that tears invaded my eyes again, but I still tried very hard to restrain myself, not to be embarrassed in front of them.

I'm still remembering the warm-hearted him last night, and the sweet-talking him last night. I sincerely hope that what's in front of me is just a nightmare. stare at me.

"Don't be so cruel to me, okay?" I obviously didn't have the momentum just now, completely like a deflated balloon.

"Cruel? Haha... Do you really think that there is true affection between men, but it's just a play on the spot, which one is not greedy for novelty, different men have different flavors to the body, including the brother who has been spying on you for a long time, I just want him to pick it up something I don't want"

"Guo Xiong? You knew each other before." My confusion was finally resolved.

"Yes, you know, you go back and tell him, I will not stop my revenge on him"

"I'm just a tool for your revenge?" I smiled wryly.

"It's not entirely true. At first I had a crush on you, but I didn't have much patience for one person. After I sent you to the hospital that day, he called to find you. I didn't know that you have a good relationship until we met in the hospital. intimate," he recalled.

"and then"

"Then I want him to taste what it's like to have sex with someone else. I can imagine how cute his angry face is now."

"You bastard" After saying that, I raised my fist and slapped him hard in the face.

He came back to his senses and punched me back. The beautiful man on the sofa ran over and kicked me to the ground. This scene was just like a dream. I didn’t cry. He was running at an accelerated speed, and he sat down on the ground until he was really powerless.

Tears and sweat invaded my body recklessly, passers-by surrounded me with doubts, I continued my embarrassment, the kind-hearted people on the side of the road helped me to a place with a stool, and kept comforting me It will pass, but I still can't control my emotions, and the tears still keep flowing.

Coincidentally, Zike called at this time, heard my sadness on the phone, and said that he would come to pick me up immediately.

Half an hour later, Zike appeared in front of everyone, still dressed very flamboyantly.

"Ouch! Which normal person would be ashamed like you?" It's still his personality, knife-mouthed.

Passers-by began to accuse Zike in a hurry, saying that people are crying like this, and they still treat me like this, they are still not human.

I have to defend Zike, he has a bad mouth but a good heart.

Zike made an apology to everyone, saying that he would take good care of me, and the passers-by dispersed one by one.

"Who died in the family, crying so sadly?" Zike asked with concern.

"He doesn't want me anymore, I'm just a tool for his revenge" I cried.

"Which him, what kind of revenge tool, your nose is almost in your mouth." He took out a pack of paper weights from his pocket and wiped it for me.

I didn't know where to start, and I didn't know how to say it, so I kept crying.

"Crying can make him want you back, it's good to be a little bit good"

"I'm just a tool for his revenge" I cried again and said the same thing.

"What revenge tool, please explain clearly," Zike began to worry.

"Zike, I'm just a tool for his revenge, woohoo..." I looked at Zike with tears all over my face.

"Oh, Maiga, my little ancestor, please speak clearly, what kind of revenge tool?"

"I'm just a tool for his revenge, I'm just a tool for his revenge, I'm just a tool for revenge" I sobbed and felt my whole body trembling.

"Where is that bastard now, I will beat you to the ground for you"

"I want to go home, I want to get out of this place that makes me sick" Twice I'm on the verge of breaking down, feel like my whole world is empty, I just want to sleep, waking up is nothing but a dream, and then nothing happens.

Zike stopped a taxi at the nearest place and helped me into the car together with the driver.

I leaned on Zike, and the tears still kept flowing. Looking back on the past few months, from heaven to hell, from hell back to heaven, and then back to hell again, it feels more difficult than the road we walked together in the previous 20 years.

When I got home, I lay on the bed and didn't want to move. Zike wiped my face with a towel, and I fell asleep in a daze.

After waking up, I felt weak and hot all over. I didn’t know when Zike left. I checked my phone at 3:[-] in the morning, and there were still a few missed calls. They were from Guo Xiong.

I turned off the phone and threw it aside. After a while, I fell asleep again, and it was already past 10 o'clock in the morning when I woke up.

My parents usually get up early and go out to do breakfast business. Basically, I seldom see each other at work in the morning. When they come back from business to see me sick, they will be broken.

They persuaded me well and took me to the hospital. The doctor told me that I was out of breath and had a high fever. It would be fine to take a few bottles of intravenous drip and some medicine.

I asked my parents to go back first, and said I would go back after the injection. Looking at the hollow ceiling, smelling the pungent medicine, I remembered the scene where Xiong Hua fed me in the hospital last time, so far away and so close.

"But I found you, what did the doctor say" was Zike's voice.

Guo Xiong came in after him, and my anger suddenly soared.

"Why did you come with him, I don't want to see him" I turned him aside.

"How did I mess with you, Xiaoyu?" Guo Xiong was puzzled like a monk of Zhang Er.

"I met him at your house. My aunt said we came here together after you entered the hospital. Could it be this bastard who made you sad?" Zike's anger was obviously rising.

"Wait, I'm an asshole? Did I make Xiaoyu sad? Let's be clear, how could I do something to hurt Xiaoyu?" Guo Xiong became more and more confused.

"I know what I have done, don't pretend to be pitiful here, now Ayu doesn't want to see you, please leave immediately" I think I will continue to remain silent, Zike will definitely fight.

"I want to be quiet for a while, it's good for Zike to stay with me, you go first" I said in a low voice.

"Xiaoyu, why did my brother make you sad, don't let me die in ignorance?" Guo Xiong looked at me helplessly.

"You don't understand people's words, Ayu is going to rest, if you tell you to leave, hurry up, why are you still begging for nothing?" Zike was issuing the order to evict me.

I don't know what he had with Xiong Hua, but I became so embarrassed because of him indirectly, I had to vent my resentment on him.

"Then Xiaoyu, you are recovering from illness. I will explain to your boss at the factory that I will come to visit you when I have time." After speaking, I was left with a disappointed back, and when he gradually disappeared from sight, tears flowed out disobediently .

"Don't cry at every turn, the world is full of men, don't lose the whole forest for a single tree, even if he is like a bear, he doesn't deserve to have you" This has no personality of Zike at all.

"Do you think that comrades have real feelings? Is it really just a play on the spot?"

"There must be, but you haven't met the right person at the right time"

I closed my eyes, still reminiscing about those sweet scenes, and looking forward to the future. Finally, my thoughts fell on the scene where Xiong Hua didn't want me yesterday. Thinking of the sentence that men and women are just playing on the spot, I can no longer have the courage to continue fantasizing.

After the injection, Zike sent me home and went to work, and I was left alone. I didn’t go to work for the next few days. Of course, Guo Xiong came to see me these days, so I didn’t pay much attention to him. But the family has been warm to him.

A week later, I came to the factory with my resignation letter. As soon as I entered, I saw my nemesis Zhou Zhaofei. He looked at me in surprise. I ignored him and went straight into the boss's office.