embrace the memory of youth

When I arrived at the boss's office, Guo Xiong was also there, and when I appeared, Guo Xiong's eyes shone brightly.

"Boss, this is my letter of resignation." I put the letter of resignation in front of the boss and waited for his reply.

"Why do you suddenly resign when you are doing well?" The boss asked me nervously.

"The company pays me very well, and my boss treats me well, so I just want to take some time off and do what I want." In fact, it's just because I don't want to see Guo Xiong, and of course I can't speak out what's in my heart.

The boss glanced at Guo Xiong, then took a sip of tea from the teacup.

"You are a very good person. We have seen your achievements in the company in the past few years. The company really needs you. Can you think about it?"

"No, I am very grateful to the company for taking care of Liu Yu in the past few years. It is also after careful consideration to make such a sudden move. People always have to look forward and can't always stay where they are. I still have a lot to learn , maybe one day I want to come back again, I hope the boss will not dislike me."

"Why don't I give you a month's vacation, go play well, and come to work after playing"

"Yes! Xiaoyu, don't be impulsive, Boss Chen is a boss worth following." Guo Xiong finally spoke.

I looked at Guo Xiong, but ignored him.

"Boss, thank you for your kindness, I still stick to my own idea." Seeing the boss clenched his brows, he felt a little unbearable.

"Then put the resignation letter here first, and wait until you recruit a suitable person to take your place?" He said very sincerely, showing reluctance.

"Okay, then I'll go to work first." After I finished speaking, I walked to the workshop.

I closed the door and heard that the boss asked Guo Xiong to keep me no matter what. I was not interested in the next conversation and heard that Guo Xiong appeared in front of my eyes within a few minutes of the workshop.

"Come out with me now, I have something to tell you"

"It's the same if you have something to say here"

"Boss Chen, I told you that you don't have to go to work today. We haven't had dinner together for a long time. I treat you. I know there is a newly opened Hunan restaurant nearby. I heard it's good." He still smiled.

Some things have to be faced after all, and I still have to know the story between him and Xiong Hua.

"Okay," I agreed without hesitation, and then he showed a brighter smile.

In ten minutes we arrived at the Hunan cuisine restaurant he mentioned. The decoration was very fresh. We asked for a private room, and he asked me to order. I only ordered a light fish tofu soup.

Afterwards, all the dishes he ordered were my favorite dishes. To be honest, I was a little moved. The atmosphere was awkward while waiting for the dishes to be served. We didn't speak a word, and we each had our own thoughts.

He still didn't say a word when the dishes were served, which made me a little annoyed.

"Didn't you have something to tell me?"

"Why resign? Because of me"

"Don't think of yourself as being so great, you don't want to work here anymore." Just asking such a question, I really want to spray water on his face.

"You have changed a lot in the past month. I remember that when I first met you, you were fearless and full of vigor. Look at what you look like now. You have no fighting spirit at all."

"Before...now...heh! Thank you for remembering that the earth is rotating, and people will change."

"Tell my brother what happened. If you don't want to work here just because of it, I promise you won't come here again." He was eager.

"I really want to know" I know that at this moment, I will make a gamble, only in this way can I get out the matter between them.

"Yes." He looked at me expectantly.

"Do you believe that men in this world like men?" I looked directly at him, obviously his face changed a lot, but after a few seconds, he immediately regained his composure.

"Your brother, I am gay, why do you feel disgusted?" I was aggressive, and suddenly I was no longer afraid of others knowing my gay status.

"Xiaoyu is nothing"

"Nothing? Hmph~ Don't pretend to be sympathetic to me here. I even feel sick to myself. Don't you think it's hypocritical for you to say nothing?" I knew that he wanted to beat me up when he said such a thing.

"Xiaoyu~Brother really thinks it's nothing. It's your personal preference. Just like carrots and vegetables, everyone has their own love. If you leave the factory just because of this, it's completely unnecessary. You should stay and do better than others." He began to calm down.

"That's enough, I just don't want to see you, I just want to stay away from you, I don't want to be a tool for revenge" I began to lose control of my emotions.

"What us? What revenge tool? Xiaoyu, don't get excited, just talk about it," he said with concern.

"You remember the Xiong Hua you saw when I entered the hospital that day, but he was a fucking bastard. He used my love for him to take revenge on someone who hurt him. Do you know who that person is?" Obviously He listened to me, and his face changed drastically in response to my questioning.

"The person he took revenge on was the good brother who cared more about me than my parents every day, let me go in every quarrel, and was the first to give me something delicious every time."

"I'm sorry Xiaoyu, I should have prevented you from interacting with him from the beginning." He said in a very low voice.

"A word of sorry can make me a victim among you, it's ridiculous." Tears rolled in my eyes, and I looked up at the ceiling.Some things have been arranged by fate from the beginning, no matter how you try to change it, it will be futile.

"I will leave your company in the future. I hope you will stay, for the sake of Boss Chen, uncle and aunt, and give myself a brand new start. I can only say sorry for the pain you are suffering now, brother. It has been a long time in the past few months. My happiest time is unforgettable and will never be forgotten. I share your joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys with you every day. I am very satisfied, but I am happier. Homosexuality is nothing. We can still eat with our own hands and contribute to the country. As long as it is correct Treating the true thoughts in your heart, everyone is actually normal." Is this his farewell words?I started to feel uneasy.Homosexuality is nothing... We are the same... He also admitted that he is gay. At first, my purpose was to understand why I became a tool for revenge inexplicably, and I didn't want him to leave. Tears finally fell down. After losing my lover, Another brother who loves me is about to be lost. It turns out that fate has been playing tricks on me.

"Xiaoyu, why are you crying? A man bleeds and doesn't shed tears. In the future, when my brother is not around, I have to take care of myself. Come and eat food quickly. It won't taste good when it's cold." When he said he was playing, he put a pepper in his mouth and squeezed it bite.

"Wow! It's so spicy." He hurriedly took a sip of water from the teacup, then stuck out his tongue and quickly fanned it with his hands.

Seeing his behavior like this, I burst into tears, and he still maintains a sense of humor at any time.

He saw me smile and he smiled too.

After dinner, we were walking back to the factory. The sun was covered by dark clouds. It was cool in late summer and autumn leaves fell. It seemed that this was foreshadowing Guo Xiong’s departure. on, looked at me suspiciously and said

"Why didn't Xiaoyu leave?"

"Brother, can we still go to work together like before? You see, if you really leave, no one will quarrel with me, no one will accompany me to eat at a Hunan restaurant, and no one will accompany me to climb mountains... Alas, in the future, my Life is like a kitchen, full of cups and cutlery," I said with a sigh.

"Then I keep pace with the times and become an escort. Others accompany you to make money, and I accompany you to contribute money. This business is not worthwhile." He stood there with a smile.

"Brother, how much do you want? There is nothing else for the younger brother. The money is enough for you to accompany me."

"I don't want to raise the price on the ground. If you are an acquaintance, you can get a [-]% discount, and you can give ten thousand yuan a month." He said happily.

"You rob, I can bring a basketful of good goods to accompany me on the street for 2.5 yuan, when it's your turn, hmph, what's the price of [-] yuan a piece?"

"The boy dares to beat around the bush and call your brother 250, let's see how I deal with you." After he finished speaking, he tried to come over and grab me. I turned around and escaped from his clutches.

"I didn't say you were 250, you said it yourself"

"It's just that you have a poor mouth, and your eloquence will pull out one of your teeth sooner or later." He showed a hideous face.

"Okay! I'll wait for that day" I made a face at him, and stepped into the factory first.

I took the resignation letter back from the boss, and the boss smiled immediately and said that he would treat Guo Xiong and me with hospitality in the evening.

It will be New Year's Day soon, and after New Year's Day is the Spring Festival, so the factory's orders are increasing day by day. The orders of Guo Xiong's company cannot be digested by our small processing factory, and many of them are sent to other factories. They all go to different factories.

I also have fewer chances to meet him, but we have a small gathering once a week, and I am still very satisfied with this year's gains and losses. At least the brotherhood given by Guo Xiong let me see that there is not only love but also friendship among comrades.

A busy person will gradually fade away the injuries he has suffered in the past. Sometimes when he turns around, everyone lives in peace. Although Xiong Hua is still missed sometimes, he is like a dream, coming and going quickly, wanting to forget But it is difficult.

Soon these busy months were spent staying up late, the factory was on vacation for ten days, and my family was in this city. I gave up my plan to go back to my hometown. Even though my old classmates always wanted me to go back and host the party, I could only apologize.

Guo Xiong heard that I would not go back to my hometown, and he also decided not to go back. I asked him what to do with his wife and children, and he replied that when he had a wife and children, he asked me to change him. It's funny, I haven't cared about his affairs for half a year after we met him.

Because his man was going back to his hometown for the Spring Festival, Zike left him alone in this city.

So on the night of the New Year's Eve, I called them both home. This rapidly progressing city did not exaggerate the taste of the New Year, it was very plain, but occasionally there were some fireworks flickering in the night sky.