embrace the memory of youth

Back at my fourth uncle's house, there was a lingering sound coming from their room. I smiled helplessly, and then went back to the room alone, tossing and turning.

I woke up early in the morning and came to the living room. Fourth uncle and his room were still locked, but the lingering sound from last night was replaced by snoring. One can imagine how big fourth uncle's fat lung capacity is. I was helpless again smiled.

This time, Zhou Yuan and his group came here just to let me go back with them. I didn't plan to stay for a long time. I know I don't belong here, but I still want to apologize to Liu Bing in person, because I Betrayed our love.

My dad said that Liu Bing's family moved to the county seat. It seems that this matter should be arranged by the fourth uncle. Xiaohong's illness almost used up all of Liu Bing's savings, and what about the salary he worked at the fourth uncle? Maybe I bought a house in the county seat, so I made up my mind to honor them with a rich breakfast.

I first went to the hotel to say hello, and asked the hotel to prepare breakfast for Zhou Yuan and his group. They can eat it any time they wake up, and then I went to the market to buy the seafood that my uncle loves to eat. Everything was ready and I had a breakfast It took me about an hour to get down.

"You're so talented, you actually made a seafood porridge, no wonder I could smell the fragrance in my dreams." The fourth uncle came out of the room and said happily.

"I know that you have worked hard to take care of my parents sincerely all these years, so I wake up early in the morning and cook this seafood porridge to honor you. Although this tribute is a bit trivial, I hope that my fourth uncle can eat happily."

"You kid is talking in a different way now, don't talk to me, and serve me with bowls and chopsticks." I obediently took a bowl and helped him serve a bowl of porridge. He ate very pleasingly, and his mood seemed to improve a few degrees After he was full, I seized the opportunity and said, "Fourth Uncle, where will Bingbing move to the county?"

The fourth uncle smiled, and then said, "I said, why are you so kind, you get up early in the morning to cook porridge for me, so the purpose is not pure."

I said, "Look at what my fourth uncle said about me. Cooking porridge is absolutely irrelevant to this question. As long as you like it, I will cook it for you every day from now on."

The fourth uncle put away his smiling face and said seriously, "Do you still have delusions about him?"

"Not really, I just want to apologize to him. He must have suffered a lot in the past few years, and he has been pointed out by many people."

"After you left, he was ill for a long time, and he stayed at home for a long time without going out. I gave him a few months' leave. He was reserved at first, but later he became more reticent. I walked to the town and recognized him. It is inevitable that people will gossip, how can he stand such criticism, so I can only help him to live in the county", said the fourth uncle, and my heart was like a knife cut, and then mercilessly bleeding.

I adjusted my sad mood and said lightly to Uncle Fourth, "Uncle Fourth, thank you for all these years"

The fourth uncle said, "Don't be polite to your fourth uncle. Since you know what to do, see him and come back earlier. He opened a convenience store near the bus station in the county. Get off at the station and turn left. 50 meters away”

Saying goodbye to my fourth uncle, I hurried to the county seat. I was sad at first, but as I got closer to the county seat, I naturally became nervous. What should I say when we met? Before I could think clearly, the car stopped in the county seat. I got off the bus, and I was alone in a daze. The conductor yelled at me impatiently: Do you still want to get off?, I reacted and got off the bus in a hurry.

I turned left and walked 50 meters according to the instructions of my fourth uncle. The big characters of Bingyu Supermarket came into view. Bing's mother was busy working inside with her baby in her arms.

I breathed out and wanted to shrink back, because I was afraid that my appearance would break the peace of their family of three. Maybe he would sense that apology if I conveyed it with my heart.

When I was about to turn around and leave, but I didn't give up and wanted to take a look at Liu Bing, so I turned back and found an inconspicuous place to hide myself. After a stalemate like this for an hour, finally Liu Bing appeared in his truck. , I was so nervous that I could even hear my own heartbeat. The strong and dark-skinned Liu Bing slowly got out of the car. Due to my position, I only saw his profile, and I shifted my position again. .

Seeing his face clearly, he looked haggard a lot, and if someone of the same age stood with him, he would definitely look like a brother, or even say that he was like an uncle, I said silently in my heart: I'm sorry, I caused you so much suffering;

As if he really felt something, I looked around, I didn’t have time to dodge, I turned around quickly, praying in my heart not to come over, but it didn’t work out, his footsteps approached me, I didn’t know what to do, I felt I felt that my whole body was trembling, and after a few seconds, his exclusive male hormone smell was behind me.

I knew I couldn't hide, so I was about to turn around and face it bravely, but he said, "Sir, you dropped something."

I changed my voice and said "I don't want it anymore" and left quickly. I admitted my weakness. I ran all the way, and I seemed to feel his gaze from behind. I didn't dare to look back until I was out of breath. stop.

After wandering around the county town, I cleaned up my embarrassment and returned to the town. Maybe everything has been settled. After getting off the car for a few minutes, Liu Bing stood not far from me with a serious expression, and I was completely stunned. Stopped, looking at him with emptiness, I slowly approached him without knowing it and then opened my mouth, our eyes met, each other's eyes reflected helplessness and embarrassment.

"I thought I mistook someone for you again, but the unique smell on your body made me believe that it was you, so I ran over to try my luck." After the silence, he said deeply, and I forced my composure to squeeze out a smile and said "I'm homesick, so come back and have a look. I'm relieved to know that you are doing well."

"Extinct man, long time no see" Chen Zike's voice broke this indescribably sad exchange, Liu Bing glanced at Chen Zike, without a trace of a smile, I felt a little distressed in my heart, and then he said to me, "Are you still going?"

I said lightly, "What can you do if you don't leave, just maintain the status quo and live your life well, don't break the peace of your family just because of my appearance"