embrace the memory of youth

"Xiaoyu didn't bully me. He just thought that the glutinous rice balls in his hand should be delicious. He was hungry again, so he wanted to repay the taste." Uncle Li said implicitly.

"We don't want his. I bought it at the supermarket on the way back. I'll go to the kitchen to make it for you right away." After finishing speaking, the fourth uncle went to the kitchen. Uncle Li immediately made a face at me, and I had no choice but to He laughed at this childish action.

In March, spring is warm and flowers are blooming. I like this rainy season, and I also like the days with the singing of birds and the fragrance of flowers. I have stayed at my fourth uncle's house for several months. Although I don't have to worry about food and clothing, I can't ask my fourth uncle to support me. I am thinking Looking for something to do in the fourth uncle's company, I couldn't do the transportation and other tasks. I was born weak, and I didn't have the ability to sit in the office and type on the computer. Later, I had no choice but to take over the warehouse management job.

One day my sister-in-law ran to the company and found me in a panic, saying, "Yuzi found you, mom is in the hospital, hurry up and have a look."

I left the work in hand and arrived at the hospital with my sister-in-law as quickly as possible. My father and brother were fidgeting at the door of the ward. My father still had that cold look in his eyes. My brother simply nodded to me as a greeting. I asked nervously, "Why did Mom go to the hospital and what disease did she have?"

"You still know that's your mother" my dad said, I squinted at him, then turned to my brother, hoping he could give me an answer.

"Suddenly I couldn't see anything, and then I knocked my head. Now the doctor is bandaging the wound on the head. As for the blindness, I need a detailed examination to know."

"How could this be? Didn't it go well last time?" I said in disbelief.

"When was the last time? Why don't you just stay dead outside and don't let us see it?" My dad said angrily again.

I didn't dare to talk back to him like before, so I had to swallow the pain.

A few minutes later, the doctor left the ward. We asked how the situation in the ward was in a hurry. He replied that he could not give an answer for the time being. It is best to transfer us to the Municipal People's Hospital. After he finished speaking, he walked a few steps and turned around. Say, "By the way, is there anyone named Liu Yu here? During the process of bandaging the patient just now, she kept calling her by that name."

"I am Liu Yu, and I am her son," I quickly replied.

"This is the best way, you always stay by the patient's side, maybe it will be of great help to her condition"

I gratefully held the doctor's hand and said thank you.

Walking into the ward, I saw my mother lying on the hospital bed with a lot of weight loss. This scene made my heart ache. I sat down next to the bed, held her hand, and said distressedly, "Mom, I'm here to see you, please feel better." No"

"Yuzi, you're really here. You son of a bitch, you don't go home all day long. Now you're making fun of me like this." She spoke a little excitedly.

"You are my mother, how can I see your jokes, I will be by your side every day from now on"

At this time, I really feel that my parents are not young anymore, and the wrinkles are starting to leave marks on their faces presumptuously. door, he hugged me affectionately.

"Where did you go this day, I didn't see you at the company"

"My mother is in the hospital. If you are tired, go to bed first."

"What's wrong with Auntie, isn't it important?" He asked nervously.

"I don't know yet. I will go to the Municipal People's Hospital tomorrow for an examination to know the result. Maybe I have to stay there for these days."

"Then I won't see you every day, don't" He rubbed against my arms like a child.

"I don't want to either, I hope you can understand, and take advantage of these days to go home to spend more time with Xiaohong and the children," I said with a forced smile.

"Why do I always feel that you are going to leave me? If you want to take me with you, no matter where you go in the world, I am willing to follow. I will feel that there is happiness where you are."

"Don't think too much about Bingbing, you can't go anywhere, just stay here for me, and I will come back to see you when I have time"

The next day, I accompanied my dad to transfer my mother to the Municipal People’s Hospital. After a morning’s examination, the conclusion almost made me pass out. My dad appeared to be very strong on the surface, but he was actually more anxious than anyone else in his heart. , he knew that he couldn't mess up at this time, so he looked okay.

"Doctor, are you sure it's eye cancer? Please check again. My old lady is dedicated to goodness and has never done anything harmful to nature. She must have made a mistake," my dad said in a depressed mood.

"Don't worry, we only found cancer cells in the patient's eyes. We are not sure where the cancer cells originated from. We will have the results tomorrow. Also, we can't tell the results to the patients, because it will only irritate the patients. , making the condition worse," Doctor Yu said earnestly.

"Thank you, doctor. You must save my wife." My dad knelt on the ground and said, and the doctor immediately helped my dad up and said, "Brother, you are taking my life away. I will try my best. Don't worry too much." , go back and have a rest first, it’s really tiring after a day of tossing around.”

When I got back to the ward, my mother was already asleep. She slept peacefully and snored from time to time. My dad had been hiding in the bathroom since he entered the ward. Because the dean was a classmate of the fourth uncle, he specially arranged a separate room. The ward, along with the restroom.

I slowly approached the bathroom, and there was a slight cry from inside. I couldn't control myself, and secretly shed tears outside.

At night, I shared a bed with my dad. In my memory, I seem to have never shared a bed with him. His petite body is facing away from me, and there is a big gap between us. Maybe he is afraid that I will fall under the bed. go.

"Dad, can you come to sleep a little bit, I'm a little cold" I made a soft voice in the dark.

"Hey" he slowly approached me, accompanied by his body heat this night, I slept relatively soundly.

When I woke up the next day, my dad had already gotten up and left, and my mom was gone.

Near noon, the nurse pushed my mother into the ward, but my father had not yet appeared. I found my father's location through the nurse's guidance. I was still some distance away from them, and I heard my father say, "is there no other way?"

I strode up to them and anxiously asked, "Is the result already out?"

"Xiao Liu, cancer cells emerged from your mother's cornea. This is one in ten thousand cases. This is the first time I have encountered it in my practice of medicine for so many years. There were already results yesterday. I just wanted to see the cornea. It’s so thin that it shouldn’t be cancerous, so I did another test and it’s pretty sure that the corneal cancer caused the blindness.”

"Is there still a cure?"

"It's not completely absent. I just told my elder brother that the cancer can be prevented from spreading only by removing the cancerous cornea. Of course, we should pay more attention to our daily life and not let the patient be stimulated. As for the recovery of eyesight, someone has to donate his money." cornea, but this is a rare event.”