embrace the memory of youth

A few days later, the doctor said that my mother can be discharged from the hospital. The main reason is psychological adjustment, not too exciting. If someone donates corneas in the future, please contact us. For the doctor to take care of us like this, my father will give it to my mother in private. The attending doctor gave a big red envelope, but he resolutely refused.

Before leaving the hospital, the hospital notified Fourth Uncle in advance. I didn't want to disturb Fourth Uncle, but as soon as we stepped out of the hospital gate, Fourth Uncle and Liu Bing were waiting for us in a car.

"Fourth Uncle, how did you know that my mother was discharged from the hospital at this time?" I asked.

"You know your fourth uncle's ability now, kid, you have the skill of predicting the future," said the fourth uncle proudly.

"Tch, only ghosts will believe your words," I said disdainfully.

"Yu Zi, don't be too big or too young," my dad complained.

"Brother, don't be too serious. I really don't like this kid if he is like you. Okay, get in the car and go home for a big meal." The fourth uncle let my mother get in the car first, and then got into the car by himself. Going in, he looked like a child, and Liu Bing and I looked at each other and smiled.

On the way home, there was a large group of welcoming teams, and the road was blocked by them. I should have experienced this festive scene last year, but I destroyed it with my own hands. I wondered if today was mine. Wedding, and the other party is a man, that would be great.

But for some reason, the object of my longing is not Liu Bing, because I know he does not belong to me alone.

We followed the same blocked vehicle and moved forward slowly, and the fourth uncle suddenly said: Why do I feel that the bride looks like the boy's daughter-in-law last year, take a look"

I followed the direction that my fourth uncle said, and followed my eyes, and the bride also cast her eyes on me. We looked at each other, as if all the moving things were stilled like this, motionless.

It was really Wang Zilan, her bridal attire was very beautiful, I smiled slightly, the groom next to him was asking her what she was looking at, she looked away, tilted her head on the groom's shoulder with a smile, and never turned her head again.

"You look at it for so long, boy, did you see that it was the beautiful daughter-in-law last year?" Fourth Uncle asked dissatisfied.

"Of course not. I thought the bride in the car was pretty, so I took a second look."

"Last year's daughter-in-law was no worse than her"

I smiled helplessly. It would be an hour before I returned to the town. There was no one on the street at the moment, but a familiar yet strange figure appeared. I only met her a few times last month, and every time I met her, she looked as if her family members were dead and not buried. I just simply said hello to her, and I never wanted to see her face again.

This time her eyes were red and swollen, and anyone with a discerning eye would know that she had cried.

"You are finally willing to come back, you dead man. If someone else's mother sends you to pick it up yourself, your own child is going to die and you won't see your dead figure. It would be better if he had a father like you." Xiaohong cried.

"Death is always on my lips all day long. If I don't die, I will be cursed to death by you. You go home immediately and don't embarrass me here." Liu Bing said viciously, this is the first time I saw him get angry , is indeed a bit scary.

"You heartless person, if you don't care about the baby, I'll throw him into the river." Xiaohong carried the baby and walked towards the railing by the river.

I hurriedly stopped her in a panic, "Xiaohong, don't play with the child, what's the matter with the couple and said calmly, there are so many people coming and going, it's making others laugh."

"Go away, is it your turn to take care of our family's affairs? Take care of yourself first." Instead, she yelled loudly at me, making me dumbfounded.

"Brother Liu Yu, let that crazy woman throw her child into the river. If she really dares to do that, I will throw her into the river too today."

"Bingbing, hurry up and coax your wife, I warn you, if you continue to speak like this, I will never end with you." I stared at Liu Bing and said threateningly.

"Bingbing coax your daughter-in-law, don't make a fuss," said the fourth uncle. At this time, Liu Bing obediently walked to Xiaohong's side, and reluctantly took the child.

"Why does it look like a sign of poisoning? Xiaohong, when did you find out that your child has this phenomenon? Did you go to the hospital for an examination?" My dad frowned and said.

"I went. The doctor said it was food poisoning. I usually boil chicken soup for him. It's like this every day. I don't know how he suddenly got poisoned." Xiaohong said aggrieved.

"You can't even take care of a child. You might as well die and go back to your mother's house. It's annoying to watch," Liu Bing said angrily.

"Yeah, you won't be bothered by seeing your kind. I'll tell you Liu Bing, don't cross the river and tear down the bridge. I don't have a good life, so don't even think about it." Xiaohong said with tears streaming down her face. The face is very embarrassing, and of course I am not much better.

In the evening, I moved back to my own home from my uncle’s house. Although it’s not as spacious as my uncle’s room, I like this small space more. At eleven o’clock in the evening, Liu Bing didn’t appear with a smirk like before. I'm not used to it. From Xiaohong's words during the day, I can imagine that she knows about Liu Bing. I began to be afraid of facing that woman, and even more afraid of her eyes. Every time my eyes met, she was like an invisible double-edged sword. The sword hit me hard.

When I got up early in the morning, he still didn’t show up. I couldn’t get used to it for some reason. After my mother lost her eyesight, I took on the chores of the family. I always think that this is the only thing I can repay them. These trivial things are nothing to me, and I enjoy it.

The Dragon Boat Festival is coming soon, and I haven't had a face-to-face conversation with Liu Bing for a long time. Every time I appear in front of him, he quickly avoids me. I never thought about questioning him. I am used to nights with him. , Later his evasion made me used to the night without him, and my fourth uncle also saw the clue from it. He asked me several times what happened to Liu Bing, but I just laughed it off. My fourth uncle knows me, and I don’t want to say it It's useless to force me.

On the day of the Dragon Boat Festival, I decided to spend it with my grandmother. Every time I was unhappy, I would come to my grandmother's grave to complain. This time, I knew that I had a lot of words in my heart.

When we arrived at the grave, weeds covered my knees again, and it took nearly an hour to clean the grave. Seeing the smile of my grandma in the photo, my uneasiness calmed down a lot.

"Grandma, why did Bingbing suddenly ignore me? Did I do something wrong again? Before, Guo Xiong left without saying goodbye, and later, Liu Bing was inexplicably indifferent. Am I doomed to be lonely in this life?" I said to myself speak in language.

"You still have me, Brother Liu Yu" Liu Bing's voice suddenly appeared, I thought it was a hallucination, I said with a smile

"You, hehe, come on, haven't you just looked at me and hid for the past few months, you are unreliable"

"Brother Liu Yu, I'm sorry to make you uncomfortable. Do you know that I dare to go back to sleep every night when I see the lights in your room go out, and I want to rush up to hug you every day when I see you, but..."

"Anyway, you are unreliable. Unless you appear in front of me now, I might consider forgiving you." Then he walked out of the weeds in the nearby cemetery, which really shocked me. I thought in my heart that it might be a real collision Damn it.

"Brother Liu Yu, don't be afraid, it's me, I've been coming up behind you," Liu Bing said truthfully.

"What are you doing here, you go down the mountain immediately, I don't want to see you"

"Brother Liu Yu, don't drive me away, okay, I know you are angry with me, I love you, I love you" He lost control of his emotions.

"Do you think it's a romantic drama, don't make it so sensational"

"I love you, Liu Yu"

"I don't love you" I threw out these four words unceremoniously.

He stared at me stupidly in the same place, tears flowed from his eyes, I couldn't bear it, but I didn't want to forgive him so easily.

"Do you think I will sympathize with you when you cry, forgive you, don't dream, you leave now, immediately, I don't want to see you"

He turned around and knelt down in front of his grandmother's grave, crying louder and louder. After crying enough, he stood up slowly and faced me again. His red and swollen eyes reflected my heartless look. I really wanted to slap myself slap in the face.

"Brother Liu Yu, you have to be good in the future, I love you" After he finished speaking, he bowed to me in disappointment, and was about to leave, my reluctance was revealed in my heart.

"where are you going"

"Go home," he replied forcefully.

"If I let you stay, would you like it?"

He turned around, and this time his eyes reflected my tender side.

After I knelt down to my grandma, we walked towards the top of the mountain together. There are not many people on this mountain, and most of the weeds buried the road. He opened the way in front of me. I had to fight the weeds, and when I got to the top of the mountain, I found out that his hand was already covered with blood.

"Is it painful for a fool to bleed like this?" I said distressedly.

"Of course it will bleed first, as long as you are happy." He smiled innocently.

"You are still poor, I will throw you out of here later"

"You can throw it away"

"What am I not willing to give up?" Before I finished speaking, he blocked my mouth with his mouth. I didn't refuse, and cooperated very hard. This is the oasis of each other after we tasted each other a few months later, we kissed After a long time, they were reluctant to let go of each other.