embrace the memory of youth

"I haven't seen you for two years and lost a lot of weight. Did you feel wronged at home?" He made a sound in the silence.

"You still remember me two years ago. I can't even remember what I was like at the time. It seems that you have gained a lot of weight. It must be because you have earned a lot of money." sad thing.

"Don't make a cross, just look at me." He twisted my body and showed distressed eyes. It is true that I haven't eaten well or slept well during this period of time. I am in a state of panic every day. The most real thing In reality, Liu Bingtian and I will be on different sides. Maybe it will be difficult to see each other in this life. I haven't looked in the mirror for a long time, and I don't know how embarrassed I am. When I look at him, I can't help turning my eyes to other directions.

"The red and swollen eyes are from crying, the dark circles under the eyes are serious from not sleeping well, the beard and hair have not been groomed for a long time, it is sad things, and I have no time to take care of them. Xiaoyu told me who bullied you."

"Don't say it, after today is the first day of my new start, don't let me be embarrassed again"

"But seeing you depressed, I'm not happy either."

"Forgetting an unforgettable past always takes time to fade, maybe it will never be forgotten in a lifetime, he is like a brand, imprinted in my heart again and again"

"What's the matter with him in your mouth?"

I shifted my gaze to his face, forced a smile and said, "You two years ago are not as gossiping as you are now."

"I only gossip about people I care about"

"Then I'm really honored to let you care after only meeting twice."

"It doesn't matter how many times we meet, don't change the subject, tell me about you and him, I want to hear it"

"But I don't want to say it, I just know that I will be the person he cares about the most in this life, and he is also the person I miss the most." After speaking, tears began to encroach on my eyes again.

"Okay, okay, since you don't want to say it, I won't force you, I hope you will be happy in the future"

At night I lay in a bed that was wider and softer than at home, and I still couldn’t fall asleep. All my thoughts were fixed on the scene of Liu Bing chasing the train. Does he miss him as much as I do now? I thought to myself, tossing and turning all night, dawn Only then did I close my unbearable eyelids.

When I woke up, I felt uncomfortable in every possible way. Looking at all the strange things in front of me, the huge space seemed suffocating. When I opened the window, the sunlight refracted in. Looking out the window, it was just one building after another. The city's economy is avant-garde, but I miss my small village even more.

The air is not very fresh, I didn’t take a deep breath like I was at home, I just felt like I came here like a dream, for the unknown tomorrow and the future, since I don’t even have the motivation to live, no, a negative voice immediately appeared in my mind, I still need to support my parents, pay back the money to my fourth uncle, and... I dare not think about it, because he can't be the driving force of my life.

Walking to the living room, there was a note from Lin Qingping on it: I knew you must not have slept well last night, so I didn't dare to wake you up too early. Breakfast is ready in the kitchen. If I didn't wake up until noon, I ordered takeaway. It will be delivered at 12 o'clock, Xiaoyu, you look good when you smile, be happy;

I looked at the clock on the TV, it was almost twelve o'clock, and the takeaway was delivered on time. I swallowed a few mouthfuls, and then I fell down. When I passed the Buddha statue, I couldn't help but worship, praying to bless Liu Bing a peaceful life.

In the evening, before it was dark, Lin Qingping came back. He cooked a table of meals in a hurry. I followed Liu Bing as usual, he was busy in the kitchen, and I watched from the sidelines.

After half an hour of busy work, he prepared two dishes and one soup. We sat opposite each other, and he kept a smiling face all the time. This kindness really increased my appetite a lot.

After the meal, I cleaned up the dishes and prepared to wash them, but he beat me one step ahead, so I had to take out an apple from the refrigerator and peel it for him, as a way of paying him back for taking such good care of me.

"Are you still used to it here?"

"It's okay, but the air is not as fresh as in my hometown." After I finished speaking, I smiled at him.

"It's good to get used to it. When we are free someday, let's go climbing together. The air there should be pretty good."

After "En", there was silence again. After a period of silence, he seemed to remember something, ran to the room in a hurry, ran out again in a minute, grabbed a key in his hand, put it in my hand and said, "Last night I Ready, I hurried out this morning and took it away with me.”

"Thank you, I will hold the key first, and I will return it to you when I find a job and move out"

"Looking for a job and staying here, how can I live in such a big house by myself, two people won't be bored"

"we'll talk about it then"

We went back to our rooms at night. I had no intention of going to sleep. I was lying on the bed and my mind was full of Liu Bing. Then there was a loud noise from outside. With that curiosity, I got out of bed and headed towards the living room.

Pushing open the door, the scene was a bit shocking. Lin Qingping was only wearing a pair of close-fitting white boxer underwear, and he was doing fitness exercises following the fitness pictures on TV. Only then did he realize that his physical fitness was no less than Liu's. Bing, the muscle lines on his body are very clear. I was a little dazed, not because of how charming his body is, but because at this moment, I wished that Liu Bing had seduced me like this.

"Why are you hiding and peeking at me, you want to see it?" I don't know why he found me, and he didn't say it with anger, but in a cheerful tone.

"Who's peeking at you, you are so aggressive that everyone wants to find out." After I finished speaking, I sat down on the sofa.

"What do you think of my figure? Is it great? I exercise every day"

I smiled at him and said, "It's really great, it can be compared with Chinese supermodels"

"Why are the words of the old feeling person so thorny?"

"You see, I sincerely praised you, but I doubt my integrity so much. Could it be that I said against my will that you have an average figure and speak without thorns?" After I finished speaking, he laughed cheerfully, showing me from time to time that he can highlight his dominant action.

"How about you take off your clothes and let's work out together"

I stared at him with wide eyes, deliberately turning joy into worry, and said, "I don't want it, it's just a shame to show my figure."

"It's nothing, it's just exercising. I'll come and help you take off your clothes if you want to grind it out." I didn't expect him to come over to me and wanted to help me take off my clothes, so I hurriedly pushed him away.

"Brother, you are clearly trying to take advantage of me, and the smell of sweat on your body is really stinking." I knew he was joking with me, so I said this on purpose.

"Ah, why do you think of me like this? The smell of sweat on my body doesn't smell so good." He raised his hands and tried to sniff his own scent. He didn't expect that he would believe me when I said that. I covered my mouth and stood aside. Sneaking, he saw me snickering, knew he was being tricked, he pounced on me again, he scratched the itchy place on my body, I was ticklish, soon I begged for his life, he stopped what he was doing, Only then did I realize that I was half lying on top of him.

And I felt something hard behind me against me, the atmosphere was a bit awkward, our eyes met, his head started to move closer to my face, I was afraid of what I wanted to happen, I jumped up from him "It's not fun at all, I'm sleepy Now, go back to the room and go to bed first." I went back to the room without waiting for his answer.

I had a very long dream that night, it was all about Liu Bing, and finally I woke up with endless sadness.

In the morning, I habitually opened the windows. The air was much better than yesterday, and I could hear the birdsong. I took a deep breath. Although I was not as refreshed as in my hometown, I was in a much better mood.

Walking out of the room, Lin Qingping was busy in the kitchen again, I went to the kitchen to watch, the guy was only wearing a pair of tight-fitting boxer pants, changed from yesterday's white to orange.

"I woke up so early, and I can have breakfast in a few minutes"

"Well, it's just that the eldest brother doesn't seem to be very interested in wearing clothes. If you lived in ancient times, it would suit you."

"I've been afraid of heat all my life, and I'm completely naked when I'm alone at home." Indeed, he made breakfast, sweat dripping down his face.