embrace the memory of youth

Just after the funeral, I went to pay my respects to my grandmother, and then went down the mountain by myself. It’s time to leave, don’t be sad, everything is predestined, I accept my fate, I recited these words silently in my heart.

The next morning I woke up early, and I was basically in a half-sleep state all night. My mind was full of scenes with Liu Bing. When I opened the door, the fresh air stimulated every cell in me. I took a deep breath hard, maybe it was my The last time I stood on this land, I simply tidied up the house, and looked back, the simple furnishings of the house were deeply fixed in my mind.

"Let's go now?" Liu Bing's voice came from behind, I was not surprised.

"Well, wait until you go to town and say goodbye to your family before leaving"

"Have you decided where to go? Are you coming back? Why don't I even have a reason to keep you?"

"Stop talking, or I'll cry again. When I leave later, don't send me off. Let's go in the opposite direction. Don't look back and forget about each other."

"I will never forget you, that heart will always have you"

I locked the door and held the suitcase with difficulty. We walked a few steps side by side, and I stopped and said, "Okay, I will see you off after thousands of miles. You will go back, and I will go forward. I will take care of myself in the future." "After I finished speaking, I walked away. When I took the first step, I felt that he was still in place. When I took the second step, tears began to encroach on my eyes, but I still didn't hear his footsteps. , I warned myself not to look back, and walked down bravely. When I took the tenth step, tears flowed down the corner of my eyes. He stopped me from behind. I didn't look back. I paused for a few seconds, and I started to move forward again. Shouting "forget about me, you must be good"

"Liu Yu, I love you, I will always love you" The loud voice hit my eardrums, my steps gradually became heavy, each step weighed a thousand catties, this road to the town took me more than Usually takes twice as long to complete.

Arriving at a bridge in the town, I looked back towards the village. Liu Bing did not appear again. This time we became two parallel lines, and there was no possibility of any intersection.

When they arrived at my brother’s house, they didn’t wake up not long ago. When they saw me with a suitcase, they thought they were moving in to live with them. They even gave me a bad breath. I went straight into my mother’s room. At this time, she was with my father. Chatting about something.

"Why are you here again? We came here to bother us after a few days of leisure," my dad said with an unhappy face.

I knelt on the ground and said, "You guys are ashamed of being unfilial sons. From now on, you have to take good care of yourself." After I finished speaking, I kowtowed on the ground, and then my mother got up to help, and one accidentally tripped and fell to the ground. I went to help her, but my dad pushed me away and said, "Don't touch your mom, go away"

"Is he like you, Lao Tzu? You didn't hear what he said clearly. He is leaving us. Even if he has a big problem, he is still your son. He is the meat of my October pregnancy."

"He's notorious enough to go as he pleases, and it's best never to come back"

"Don't worry, I won't worry you any more." After I finished speaking, I kowtowed again, and walked out of the house with my suitcase. When I reached the door, my mother called my name like crazy behind my back. When I looked back, she was really old. Now, the wrinkles on her face and some silver threads are even more dazzling when she loses control of her emotions. I didn't stop my steps, turned my head and left.

Then I went to the fourth uncle's company, and Uncle Li was there at this time. They saw me in a state of embarrassment and showed pity. Parents still need fourth uncle to take care of them.”

"You don't need to tell me about it, I will do it too. Have you figured out where to go? Fourth Uncle didn't prepare anything for you when you have to leave suddenly. You hold this card in your hand. You have to have some money to defend yourself when you go out." Fourth Uncle He hurriedly took out a bank card from his wallet.

"I appreciate the kindness of my fourth uncle, I must never take this card." I hurriedly returned the card to him.

"Nephew, take what your fourth uncle gave you. If you really feel embarrassed to take it, treat it as a loan from your fourth uncle. When you are capable, you can return it to him," Uncle Li said.

"Well, thank you, you must go on happily."

They looked at each other and smiled, finally it was time to leave, I exited from the fourth uncle's company, under the scorching sun, but still could not stop my progress, arrived at the train station in the city, I bought the fastest way to leave this city The moment I got on the train in the city, Liu Bing, who was not tall and had dark skin, appeared. We watched each other quietly, and the train started to gradually distance us. He ran wildly, crying His eyes were blurred, and the tears flowing from him were clearly visible in the distance.

After several hours of traveling, the train stopped in a strange city. When I got out of the station, I looked up at the brightly lit city, but I had nowhere to go. I rested on the ground in a corner, and many taxi drivers asked When I asked where I was going before, I just smiled and didn't answer. At this moment, Liu Bing has been lingering in my mind, and I am still recalling the memory of our hug together, and his unique smell.

I accidentally saw the words City A. I remember that Lin Qingping once said that he was in this city, and he also said that no matter when I came to this city, as long as I give him a call, he will appear as quickly as possible.

I didn't hold out much hope at first, I dialed his number, and someone connected quickly. I showed my identity, and the other party was obviously a little excited. After a few 10 minutes, he drove a small car and appeared in front of me. It has been two years since the last time we met, I was vague about his facial features, but he recognized me at a glance and shouted my name loudly.

Sitting back in the car, he didn't drive right away, but looked at me carefully, and said excitedly, "I've been looking forward to your coming here for a long time, and finally I'm here."

"Drive your car, I'm hungry" I said bluntly, we were the same way when we chatted with him on the phone before.

Then he asked me what I wanted to eat, and remembered the last meal Liu Bing prepared for me, as well as the loving noodles that Liu Bing said, looking out the car window, there are many tall buildings and streets full of people , I even imagined that I could see Liu Bing's figure.

After having dinner with Lin Qingping, I went with him to his house. His house was very clean and smelled fragrant. The most eye-catching thing was a one-meter-high Amitabha Buddha. When he entered, he I bowed three times naturally, and I followed his example and bowed too.

Afterwards, I sat side by side with him on the sofa, and he prepared a fruit plate and soda, which was the opposite of his face, which made people feel intimate.