embrace the memory of youth

When I woke up, I found that I couldn’t move and my whole body was in pain. I rolled my eyes and finally saw Guo Xiong’s haggard face, but he was sleeping soundly and snoring. I wanted to speak, but my throat was dry. Without making a sound, I looked at the hollow ceiling and the pungent smell of medicine, and I was sure that I was in the hospital, but why didn't Lin Qingping, whom I always dreamed about in my sleep, didn't appear? I began to think about his heart-warming arms, and his evocative kisses.

My thoughts were brought back to the night of Valentine’s Day, I only remembered that Guo Xiong witnessed the process of me being knocked out, and then when I was a little awake, someone punched and kicked me, and then my body flew into the air, as if I was thrown into the abyss , I felt as if I was going to die when I landed on the ground, but during the few seconds when my body was vacated, Guo Xiong’s mournful voice kept lingering in my ears. .

Finally, less than an hour later, Guo Xiong woke up violently. His eyes were red and bloodshot all over his eyes. When he saw me open my eyes and look at him, he said excitedly, "My good brother, you finally woke up."

I spat out the word water with difficulty, and he hurriedly poured me a glass of water, after which I said, "Why am I here?"

He talked about the process of the day in detail, only halfway through the process, the part where I was thrown into a room, I didn't care what he said, but he said that I fell into a coma for three days, and that I would sleep for a while. I couldn't get out of bed to walk yet, so I immediately thought why Lin Qingping wasn't by my side, and I asked nervously, "Why isn't Lin Qingping here?"

"Ah, well, Boss Lin is probably busy, so..."

"to be frank"

"Don't think too much, we are now in City C, he didn't think about it so quickly"

I stared at him with wide eyes, and said in disbelief, "Impossible, how could we be in city c?"

He said helplessly, "Xiaoyu, you can rest easy and recover from your injuries now. I will contact Boss Lin as soon as possible and let him pick you up as soon as possible." Later, I verified through the nurse that we are indeed in city C, but that kind of uneasiness surged in my heart. Heads up.

I lay in the hospital for half a month, and then I was able to move around in a small area. During this time, Guo Xiong was by my side all the time. He didn’t say a word about Lin Qingping. This was what made me panic the most. I tried to dial his cell phone number, but every time it is not in the service area, but I am not desperate, and the longing becomes stronger as time goes by.

Guo Xiong said that I would go back to City A when I was able to move freely. As for how I got hurt like this, he knew it well, but he refused to say it.

The moment I walked out of the ward, the moment the sun shone on my body was refreshing, I took a deep breath, without the strong smell of medicine in the ward, I covetously took two more breaths, thinking that I would see you soon Lin Qingping, I couldn't help but chuckle in my heart.

"Big brother, what are you doing?" I heard the voice just now, and saw a little boy looking at me curiously and saying.

I smiled at him faintly, and replied, "My brother hasn't been in the sun for a long time, and I'm enjoying the warmth brought by the sun."

"Then I'll try it too." The little boy walked up to me, opened his hands, closed his eyes, took a few breaths, and said, "Big brother is really comfortable like this."

Standing behind him, I smiled infected by his innocence, then he turned around and handed the cake in front of me and said, "Brother, this is what my mother said to reward me for the Mid-Autumn Festival. I can't eat it normally."

"Mid-Autumn Festival today? Impossible," I said in disbelief.

"Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival. I like to eat moon cakes the most, but I am sick and can't eat them, so my mother bought this cake to reward me."

Mid-Autumn Festival?Impossible, I still didn't believe it and asked myself in my heart, if it was really the Mid-Autumn Festival, why didn't Lin Qingping come to see me? Could it be that he wasn't worried about me at all?still……

"Brother, don't you like to eat pancakes?" The little boy interrupted my thoughts, I recovered and smiled at him and said, "Brother already ate it in the morning, you can keep it for yourself."

Not long after returning to the ward, Guo Xiong bought a porridge with preserved egg and lean meat from outside. He saw that my expression was stiff and pale, and he walked beside me in a panic and asked, "Is Xiaoyu uncomfortable? Can you tell my brother?"

I shifted my gaze to his face and said coldly, "Why is it the Mid-Autumn Festival today, why did Lin Qingping not find me after I disappeared for a month?"

The bag in his hand was scattered on the ground in an instant, he bent down quickly to clean up the mess on the ground, I roared and said, "Answer me, why?"

The broken bowl cut his hand, and my favorite porridge with preserved egg and lean meat was stained blood red. I didn't feel distressed. I just felt like I was lying in the hospital like a dream, and then I had no intersection with Lin Qingping like a dream. Tears fell on the palm of my hand, stinging my already numb skin.

Seeing me bursting into tears, he quickly got up and hugged me, and said in his mouth, "Brother, I'm sorry, I didn't protect you well."

Then he told me the truth. On Valentine's Day, he saw me being knocked out and wanted to save me. He followed those people to a house, and then he was knocked out. When he woke up, he was already in City C I was gone, but I was nowhere to be seen. He hurried out of the room to look for me. It was rumored on the street that someone was thrown down the mountain. I don’t know if it was dead or alive. Of course that person was me. I was sent to the hospital. I had multiple fractures. , and had a slight concussion, and fell into a coma for more than half a month.

When he said this, tears were in his eyes, which deeply stimulated my eyes, and then he finally talked about Lin Qingping. I was so nervous that I felt like my heart was about to pop out. We were stripped naked by the stunned person that night. Clothes, took a lot of group photos for us, he will not say anything below, I already know what Lin Qingping is thinking.

At night, Guo Xiongru wiped my body from time to time. Like a child who made a mistake, he kept his head down and dared not speak. Looking at the blood oozing from the bandage, I said softly, "Don't get wet on the wound, quickly re-bandage it."

He saw me talking, and finally that face exuded a long-lost smile, and he said "it's okay"

I glanced at him, then stared blankly at the ceiling, I was thinking that Lin Qingping should be off work at this time, is he working out at home as usual, does he miss me?Thinking of this, I smiled bitterly, and then tears flowed down involuntarily.

Three days before my birthday, I asked Guo Xiong to be discharged from the hospital. He strongly opposed it. In the end, he couldn't hold me back, and he went through the discharge procedures for me. Walking on the street, I didn't have the pungent smell of medicine, and I felt much better , we stayed in city c for a day, and then caught the early bus to direction a the next morning.

It was already afternoon when I arrived in City A. The several hours of ups and downs made me somewhat exhausted, so I asked Guo Xiong to take me to the barber shop to get a new hairstyle, and then went to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of roses , Guo Xiong saw me jokingly said, "It's so handsome, I don't know how many men and women will be stunned"

I smiled lightly, and I still remembered that I teased Lin Qingping like this, so I borrowed Lin Qingping's words to respond to him, "It's nothing to stun others, it's the ability to be fascinated by Lin Qingping."

The smile emanating from his face froze a lot, but he quickly adjusted again, and he said, "Boss Lin will believe that we are innocent."

I smiled helplessly, because I didn't have a clue in my heart, and I was very nervous. Then I asked Guo Xiong to go back to the hotel to wait for my news. I rushed to Lin Qingping's house alone. The security guard knew me, and I was fine without a key card. After entering the community, the community hadn't changed for a month, and there was still some time before Lin Qingping got off work. I walked around the community, looking for the happy footsteps of me and Lin Qingping at that time.

It was already after 11:[-] in the middle of the night when Lin Qingping appeared. He smelled of alcohol all over his body, his face was much haggard, his clothes were sloppy, and his beard must have not been shaved for a long time. When he saw me appearing, he couldn't believe his eyes. I rubbed my eyes vigorously with my hand, and I stepped forward to hold his hand and said with a smile, "I'm back."

He fixed his eyes on me, shook off my hand and said coldly, "Don't touch me", I stood there bitterly and couldn't move, the cold sense of distance made me want to cry, I adjusted my mentality, still smiling said "this is for you"

He glanced back at the rose in my hand, not moved, but just opened the door, opened the door, he didn't wait for me to go in, he wanted to close the door, but was pushed open vigorously, he looked at me bored, I didn't give up , went into the room and closed the door behind his back, then quickly walked to him and hugged him and said, "Do you know how much I miss you every day"

He was stiff and didn't respond to me as before. After a few seconds of pause, I smelled the long-lost breath, which was very familiar. Even though his body was endowed with the smell of alcohol, it was hard to hide the intoxicating smell from his body, which made me feel intoxicated. After a few seconds of recollection, he pushed me away vigorously, and I fell to the ground inertially. Because the injury on my body was not healed, I was in unbearable pain. During the struggle, I could see a trace of pity in his eyes, but he I didn't want to reach out to hold me, I laughed a few times nervously, and said lightly, "I remember I said, as long as you say you don't love me anymore, don't want me anymore, let's break up, I will never I will pester you, since you are so tired of me now, repeat this sentence now, we can all be relieved"