embrace the memory of youth

The air froze for a moment, and Lin Qingping, who was so close to me but separated by oceans and seas, was getting closer to me. I stood up with difficulty, walked in front of him with small steps, and hugged him again. Seeing that he didn't reject me, I Covering his mouth with his mouth, he seemed to be awake, and pushed me to the ground again, this time with more force than before, affecting my wound, I fought back the tears, not letting them fall.

I smiled bitterly, but he still stared at me indifferently, the anger that had been extinguished just now was raging again, and I said desperately, "Just say what I just said, I will disappear in your world as quickly as possible inside"

"why"

"what why"

He roared "Why are you behind my back...", I quickly interrupted him and said "Shut up, I won't allow you to slander me like this, I don't care what others say about me, but you can't"

He sneered, took out a stack of photos from his bag, and threw them into the air. The photos were flying all over the sky, and I vaguely saw Guo Xiong and I hugging each other naked. Although the force was light, the pain was utter. What a familiar scene, it turned out to be a dream before.

"Now I have the qualifications to say, you are a slutty person." The last words lingered in my ears. At this time, no matter how I explained it, it would be useless. What you see is not the truth, and you will not believe it. Since you have judged me guilty with a few photos, I have nothing to say. "

I climbed up again, the wound was bleeding, I couldn't care so much, before turning around, I forced a smile and said "I hope you will be well in the future, I love you"

After I turned around, I was still praying that he would stop me, but I didn't hear his footsteps until I walked into the elevator, and the tears I couldn't help streaming down, life lost its direction again, and when I walked out of the community, I had a feeling of wanting to be killed. The urge to be hit by a car, it turns out that love is so deep that I can really die for the person I love. I squatted on the road covering my face and cried bitterly, as if I lost the whole world. At this moment, I finally understood, it turns out that love not that simple.

Afterwards, I saw Gao Ji gloating and looking at me from a distance, I walked up to him angrily, and said sharply, "You bastard, now you are happy!"

"Heh... It's too late to be happy. I really don't know how those people will do things, so that you can still appear in front of my eyes."

"Doing many injustices and committing suicide"

"Take care of yourself first. Didn't you keep saying that Lin Qingping only had you in his heart? You are just a substitute. I had expected to be kicked out a long time ago, but the time was faster than I expected."

"It's better to be kicked out than some people can't even get in"

"The dead duck is stubborn, get in the car, and take you to a place so that you can see clearly what your status is in Qingping's eyes." I hesitated and stood still. Up to now, I can be sure that there is nothing wrong with him. If I dare not do it, it will kill me, and it is also possible to throw the corpse into the wilderness.

Seeing me without hesitation, he smiled and said, "Why are you scared?"

I got into the car slowly and yelled at him "drive"

In the middle of the night, I couldn't tell the direction, but the vehicle slowly left the noisy street, and then entered the road with little traffic. The road passed the farmhouse hotel that impressed me deeply, and I still remembered the memory left by me and Lin Qingping, as if it happened yesterday.

Two hours later we got off the car at a cemetery near the farm hotel. It was night and it was pitch black. I thought to myself, could it be that Gao Ji was really despicable enough to kill me? I yelled "you hurry up"

I glared at him angrily and said in dissatisfaction, "You are really exhausted. Did you forget that you threw me down the mountain some time ago? Now tell me to walk faster, you are sick?"

He looked at me puzzled and said, "When did I tell them to throw you down the mountain, you are sick", isn't it him?Who would have lost his conscience? In an instant, the figure of Lin Qingfang flashed across my mind, and I couldn't help but gasp. I said helplessly in my heart, it really is the most poisonous woman.

Seeing me in a daze, Gao Ji said dissatisfiedly, "Why are you like an idiot, always in a daze, can you hurry up?"

I came to my senses and jokingly said, "Why are you afraid of ghosts when you walk ahead alone? No wonder people with ghosts in their hearts are usually the objects that ghosts like to play with."

"You're fucking crazy, there's no such thing as a ghost, stop talking nonsense to me." It turned out that this guy really believed in ghosts and gods, and I couldn't help but laugh in my heart.

A few minutes later, I followed him and stopped in front of a tomb. The photos on the tombstone shocked my eyes, and I was frozen in place. It turned out that I was really similar to the Zhao Ya they said. After bowing to him, Gao Ji on the side said sarcastically, "Now I know your position in Qingping, but it's just a substitute. In terms of appearance and family background, I am above you in everything. The somewhat similar face of the dead bitch won Qingping's heart"

"In terms of family background, in terms of appearance, you are indeed superior to me, but in terms of heart and viciousness, you are also a hundred times better than me. Lin Qingping will never like a person with a vicious heart."

"Whether Qingping likes me or not is not your concern."

"Do you think loving someone is possessive?" I asked lightly.

"Of course" he replied simply.

"Then you are wrong. To love someone, no matter who is with him, as long as he is happy, then he will be happy too."

"Yo, are you comforting yourself?"

I turned my head to look at his handsome face and said with a smile, "For you, I don't need to comfort myself, because you are more pitiful than me. You try your best to exclude Lin Qingping's partner every day, even if I am given by you this time. Forcing them away, I believe there will be people similar to Zhao Yachang, and by then you will have to find a way to force others away, do you think you are happy?"

"Shut up, it's not your turn to teach me." Then he hurriedly left me and got into the car alone. I walked slowly. When I approached his car, he had already started the car, leaving me alone in a daze. Shouting "Gao Ji, you bastard, you are not human"

I followed the way back to the farmhouse hotel. It was pitch black inside, and my only hope was placed inside. I knocked on the door vigorously. After a few minutes, Uncle Jiang opened the door in a dissatisfied state. He saw that it was I immediately cheered up and said with a smile, "Xiao Liu is here." He looked behind me, and then said, "Are you alone?"

I responded with a faint smile, "I am not alone, who else can be?"

He let out an oh, seeing that my face was not looking well, he hurriedly asked me to sit in, and when he went in, he saw that the clothes behind me were stained with blood, he asked nervously, "How could this happen?"

I couldn't feel the pain anymore, so I replied with a smile, "It's just a skin trauma."

He helped me treat the wound, and helped me get food. It was almost dawn, but I didn't feel sleepy at all, but Uncle Jiang didn't dare to sleep, but I saw him dozing off from time to time, and I felt sorry for him. He would not send him to sleep.

I asked him to accompany me to the second floor, where I, Lin Qingping, sat. At this time, there was a little light outside, and the scenery was not very obvious, but my thoughts returned to the scene where Lin Qingping and I sat together. , In the silence, the surface is calm, but who can see through the turbulence in my heart.

Thinking of Lin Qingping, I smiled knowingly, smiled, and then tears came out again, and my thoughts returned to his cold attitude yesterday, I was struggling whether to choose to leave, tired, tired, but still Being trusted.

Uncle Jiang passed the tissue in front of me and said with concern, "Cry out loud if you want to cry, and everything will be fine."

His voice pulled me back to the status quo, I quickly took the tissue in his hand, wiped the tears off my face, and said shyly, "Uncle Jiang made you laugh."

"A man doesn't cry easily, but it's just that he doesn't feel sad. If you don't mind, you can tell me about the unhappiness in your heart." Sitting across from me, he said calmly. Of course, his spirit is much better, and sleepiness is on his face. Can't find it online.

I smiled lightly, and then said, "Do you believe that men in this world will like men?"

He was not surprised, and returned a smile to me, he said "I believe, although I don't understand, but I support true love"

"It's rare to have such an open-minded person, thank you"

"If my guess is correct, you and Boss Lin are in a relationship"

I was not surprised that these words would come from his mouth, I just smiled bitterly, and then replied, "To be precise, I once fell in love with him."

"Is there a misunderstanding among you? I haven't seen him care about someone so much for a long time. From his eyes, he treats you sincerely. How about I go to him with you and make it clear?"

"Thank you, but it's unnecessary." Then I told why I came to City A, how I got together with Lin Qingping, and how Gao Ji and Lin Qingfang joined forces to punish me. After finishing speaking, Uncle Jiang burst into tears. I thought my story touched him, but it just reminded him of his sad past.