a virgin story

The next morning, Yang Yang sent a message: Are you really thinking about breaking up?

I reply: yes.

Yang Yang said: Okay, can you promise my last wish?

I said: what wish?

Yangyang: Let's go to the sea.

Yang Yang told me before that she would go to see the sea after graduation. She said that she had never seen what the sea looked like, and it must be very spectacular.She said that she wanted to stand on the reef and open her arms to meet the sea breeze. She said that at this time I should wrap her waist behind her, just like the hero in the Titanic.It's just that we can't wait until graduation.

I thought for a while, and replied with three words: I will accompany you.

We didn't ask for leave and bought train tickets in the afternoon.During the bumpy journey for more than ten hours, Yang Yang leaned quietly on my shoulder, neither talking nor sleeping.I made noodles for her, she smiled tiredly and said she had no appetite.I peeled the fruit for her and she stopped eating half of it.

I was a little anxious: "You should eat something, how can your body bear it?"

Yang Yang's eyes were full of sadness: "The heart can bear it, how can the body not bear it?"

I know she has been thinking about breaking up, and she can't let it go.I wish she would scold me or slap me a few times, but Yang Yang just bears it quietly, and she keeps her sadness in her heart.My heart felt like being cut by a knife, again and again, affecting all nerves.The passengers opposite us looked at us strangely.Leave him alone and the world around you.In the world now, there are only me and Yangyang, only my promise to Yangyang, the only promise: go to the sea together.

Along the way, I forced Yang Yang to drink a bag of milk. She drank it but did not eat anything else.

During the journey of more than ten hours, the sound of collision between the railroad tracks was heard endlessly, as if we were welcoming our first trip, and it seemed as if we were saying goodbye to this endless love.Yang Yang has been very quiet and quiet, she raised her head occasionally, and I saw a lot of wetness on my shoulders.

The train arrived at the station, and the passengers crowded out of the train and crowded the platform of this seaside city.I pulled Yangyang out of the station with the crowd.The icy cold air in the morning in a foreign land seems to be mixed with the salty smell of the sea.Yang Yang didn't rest much along the way, I think she was very tired, but she insisted on going directly to the beach.

I feel sorry for her: "Let's go tomorrow, find a place to rest today."

"Let's go to the beach first."

I said, "Don't worry, we're here to have fun, when you don't want to stay, we're going back to school."

Yang Yang's eyes were red: "Then can we stay here forever?"

I lowered my head, my heart was tightly tightened by sadness, it was so tight that I couldn't breathe.

Yang Yang sighed: "Forget it, then go to rest first."

We took a taxi and stopped at a viewing area by the sea. Many local residents gathered around the door to rent out our vacant house. We picked a two-bedroom apartment on the 25th floor, and we could see the sea not far away from the window. .Yang Yang crawled on the bed and quickly fell asleep. I think she didn't sleep much the day before yesterday, and now she is exhausted.I opened the suitcase, washed the towel and wiped Yangyang's hands and face, gently helped her take off her shoes and put on the quilt, then exited the bedroom.

I went to the bathroom and opened the head, and warm water flowed out and hit my skin.I think I have finally fulfilled a wish for Yang Yang. If people really have a next life, I will pay her back ten times and a hundred times what I owe her in the next life.After taking a shower, she gently opened the door of Yangyang's bedroom. She was already fast asleep, breathing evenly.I am a little relieved.When I got back to my room, I was very tired and fell asleep.

Waking up again, looking up out the window, the sky has already darkened.It was only when I turned around that I saw Yang Yang sitting beside my bed.

"you're awake?"

"Well, what time is it?"

Yang Yang took out his mobile phone and looked at it: "Five o'clock."

I blamed myself: "Why did you sleep for so long! When did you wake up?"

"It's been a while."

"Are you hungry, have you eaten at noon?"

"Eat the fruit."

"You didn't eat well all the way, so what if you only ate fruit. You go wash up first, and I'll get up right away."

Yang Yang: "I've taken a shower. Your clothes have also been washed." She pointed to the neatly folded clothes on the bedside with her chin: "I dug out your clothes from the suitcase, wear this one."

I looked at the calm Yangyang, so calm, like we are a couple who have been in love for many years, she said it so naturally.My throat was a little choked: "Yangyang..."

Yang Yang smiled easily: "Okay, you get up, I'll go clean up."

In the evening, the city is brightly lit but still crowded with people.We came to a fairly clean restaurant, ordered local specialties, and asked for a seafood soup.I gobbled it up, but luckily Yang Yang also ate a lot, I was afraid that she would exhaust her body.Yang Yang seemed to be in a much better mood: "Why are you still eating like this? Others are looking at our table."

I smiled awkwardly: "I'm used to it."

Yang Yang still puts the food into the bowl for me like in the school cafeteria.She said she would feel happy watching me eat it.I think all I can give now is this kind of happiness.

This city is full of life, street vendors, tourists on the street, and merchants in the shops are all smiling.We wandered the streets, looking at this strange city but feeling very friendly.

I slept too much during the day and couldn't sleep at night.I got up and nestled on the sofa in the living room to watch old movies from Central Six.Yang Yang also sat beside me and leaned against me, the fragrance of the shower gel wafted into the nostrils lightly.I was a little throbbing, and there was a surge of heat in my body, but I could hurt her again.I said I was a little tired and went back to my bedroom to sleep.

I said, "You go to bed early too, tomorrow we will go to see the sea."

Yang Yang said: "You go to bed first, I will sleep in a while."

I think Yangyang is an eternal scar in my heart, I can't touch it, I dare not touch it, the pain is not only guilt, but also reluctance.