Be good, bad boy

"Do you want to bring this thing?" In the dormitory, the beds were already empty.You Shao was flipping through the things left in the drawer. Because of yesterday's incident, the time was delayed, and we didn't leave.

"Oh, take it!" I said casually absent-mindedly.

"And your paints, brushes. Hurry up and pack them up"

When I walked to the door, unexpectedly, Rarity poked her head out from the door.

"Wow!"

I was taken aback.quickly withdraw my hand

"I'm sorry, Tong Yan." Rarity smiled and opened the door.

"came back."

You Shao heard the sound and asked while holding the suitcase.

"Uncle Shao, who are you?"

"Go back to Beijing." I said lightly, and quickly took the drawing board behind the door.

Rarity looked at me and said seriously:

"Still mad at me?"

I didn't speak, but packed my things.

Seeing that I didn't answer,

"Tongyan!" Rarity called me tentatively, to see if I would respond.

I didn't speak and continued to hold things.

"I thought you were not that kind of person." A faint sentence.

I was excited when I heard this, and looked up at him. "Not that kind of person?"

"You know it in your heart." Then he turned and walked away

"Can you tell me clearly, what kind of person am I not?" I said loudly.

Rarity turned around, "I knew you would discriminate against us G's."

When I heard this sentence, I felt very uncomfortable. I didn't mean to discriminate against Rarity, but he was with Sun Zhengguang. I hated him very much, but I didn't expect my friend to be with him. I just naively feel that Rarity has betrayed me.

"You keep saying that you are G every day, for fear that others will not know?" I forced a rare smile on him.

"What are you afraid of? My best friend already knows, so why do you care?" Rarity also smiled tacitly at me.

"Okay, I don't understand you, but I need you to be okay." Said and walked over, hugging Rarity who kept smiling all the time.

Rarity hugged me too. "You too, good brother."

You Shao held the things, but couldn't force a smile.Looking at that Tong Yan, that Tong Yan who regards homosexuality as an enemy, made this You Shao who had never been afraid very frightened.Rarity yelled out her heart for the old grandson, but what about herself?Looking at Tong Yan, he seemed to realize that he was far away from him...

"I know, you won't dislike me." Rarity said, putting me down.

"I'm leaving, I won't cut off my best friend in this life." I went to the bed and took out the cassette from the drawer.

"This is?" Rarity watched as I handed him the cassette.

"Today, I watched the snow drift by in the cold night."

"Floating far away with a cooled heart???" I didn't know what was going on, and I sang that song with an inaccurate pitch, the song that I will remember forever.

"Broad sea and sky, Huang Jiaju! Here it is for you." As she spoke, she looked at You Shao, Ruirui took the cassette and looked in the direction I was looking at.

One silently sorted things out of the corner of the eye, without looking at us too much.I don't know how I found that I didn't even dare to look him in the eye, or even face him.

"Tong Yan, it's ready." You Shao stood up and handed me the box.

And I turned my head to Rarity and said: "I often come to Beijing to play, remember to find me."

"Hehe, after talking so much, I don't know where the exact location is?"

"Come on????, I turned my head slightly, not daring to look at You Shao." Forget it, you should come to Nanjing!The premise is that I have to find it first. "I don't know why I said that.

"Tong Yan, let's go!" You Shao carried the suitcase and walked out silently, without even saying goodbye to Rui Rui.

I was very awkward, and Rarity didn't ask for the exact address of my house until we left.

"You Shao!" I yelled towards the figure behind me.

He turned around slowly, and I tilted my head sideways.

"Wait! Let's go tomorrow, okay?"

This outrageous sentence was said seriously by me.

Rarity also looked at me suspiciously.

He put down his things and walked towards me. "I don't know why. Since you came back yesterday, you haven't talked to me properly. Did I make you angry, or what?"

I sighed, and then meditated slowly.Then there were continuous sighs, because I really couldn't find anything else to express my mood except sighs.

These days, the pain I have experienced is shared by Shao alone. I am not good at painting colors, so he worked hard to make me a model painting. I know that others need a lot of money to ask him for a painting, but I It's that casual.He still accompanied me all the time when I went to the college entrance examination. Taiyuan is his home, so he stayed with me all the time, even at such a close distance, and he didn't even accompany his mother. My teacher can be compared with him. I don’t know what to do during the Chinese New Year, so he tries his best to have fun, just to make me laugh.We are like buddies but better than buddies. He has shared the burden for me along the way. I can't let him accept this fact with me anymore. Absolutely not.

"You Shao, if you want to leave, you can just leave and leave me alone." I didn't look at him but lowered my head and spoke, but my heart felt like a knife was being twisted.

"Do you think that's possible?"

"What happened? Tell me, what can I do to help." You Shao seemed to be begging me.

"Don't help me, you will never help me again, I don't need it, I don't need it." This sentence stimulated me, and I roared like Sun Rui.

Rarity was shocked.He opened his eyes wide and looked at You Shao.

"Tong Yan, what's wrong with you?" You Shao was not agitated by my roar, but spoke to me seriously in a very calm tone.

"What's wrong with me? Let me tell you, I have passed the exam now, and I don't need anyone's help. You Shao, what do you think of you? Who do you think you are? Let me tell you, I have never been in a I live under the dictates of others, so I can do whatever I want? I’m going to Nanjing now, I want to get my parents back, and I don’t want to spend my whole life like this with you.” I don’t even know where to find such outrageous reasons, But I admit that what I said is the blood that is bleeding in my heart.

I bit my lip and pretended to be cannibalistic, as if the super long had played out my old self.

You Shaomeng raised his hand and looked at me fiercely. I knew that his next move was going to hit me, anyone who heard these words would hit me.

I saw You Shao stopped his hand in mid-air, his eyes sparkling.

"Snapped!"

I closed my eyes, ready to accept my punishment.Unexpectedly, that slap fell heavily on his own face, the sound was very loud, very loud.His left cheek was very, very red.

Taking advantage of the fire to rob, be cruel.I pursed my lips and picked up the cassette in Rarity's hand.

"Crack??? la!"

The cassette fell heavily to the ground, the plastic shattered to pieces.

"This broken song, broken cassette!"

I said it painfully with a feeling of wanting to cry, slowly took my things, pretended to be very calm, and walked away??????

At this moment, I don't know what to say, I only know that his heart must be very cold??????

Almost always find him to vent when things go wrong, which seems to be a matter of course.Then he would just say to me: "You are a child! You have to coax me every time? I was scared again."

I really want to listen to him again?????

Follow-up???

It seems that all this needs to end. For example, the "Police Father", which has attracted much attention before, seems to be half-spoken, which is very appetizing.It's too hasty to end like this hastily.

Perhaps because of Sun Rui's influence, during festivals, he would always take a selfie with the old Sun with his face in his arms, and then say a lot of blessings.Send it to me in MMS format.When I turned on my phone, I saw these words that moved me,

I really want to fly over to hold Rarity and say "I miss you to death." Thinking about it is too fake!

Or find some classic words on the Internet and send him a bunch.It's too hypocritical!

But, at that moment.As if those words are immersed, only three words can't help but come out

"Good."

I also want to say a bunch of missing words to express my feelings.I also wanted to send some gorgeous and classy text messages.But at that moment, I only uttered those simple words. Perhaps, it has too much meaning for us.

I don't know what's wrong?As long as it is Chinese New Year, my heart is not strong, even my breathing becomes uncomfortable, and my heart always beats very fast.At this time, I would turn the TV volume up very loudly, then close my eyes, and not think about anything.

Or get up nervously in the middle of the night and run to Chang'an Avenue to listen to the quiet traffic.

Or just call others with your mobile phone and cry and say: "I lost my mobile phone", and finally when I hang up the phone, I will sob my nose and say: "If you find it, remember to return it to me."

Or, I would get up in the middle of the night, hold a paintbrush, and draw a picture that I am not familiar with.Smell the paint with a faint pine resin smell.

Or, when walking with others, when I occasionally heard the lyrics of "Broad Sea and Sky" played on the street, I would slowly shed tears, and finally said to others: "I have never heard this song before."

Or, just take a train ticket to Taiyuan, and sleep on purpose until the train leaves.Finally put the ticket in the trash can.Then leave disappointed.

Too much or, too much pretentiousness, seems to be looking for something that can make me feel at ease.A familiar feeling???

"Do you have ideals?"

"ideal?"

He smiled at me and raised his throat???

"Today, I watched the snow drift by in the cold night.

Flying far away with a cooled heart,

Chasing in the wind and rain, unable to distinguish traces in the fog

The sky and the sea are wide, can you and I change

Forgive me for my unruly and indulgent love and freedom in my life

I am also afraid that one day I will fall

Anyone who abandons their ideals can do it

How can I be afraid that one day you will be with me????? You will be with me,

Have you ever heard a story, remember that song?Remember that guy?Remember, "Broad Sea and Sky"!

(End of this part)

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