lonely three people

Taking advantage of various holidays during the Spring Festival, I walked out of the high-speed rail station with a SLR camera and Diss with a big backpack, and just returned to City H from a trip in Dalian.

The SLR camera was given to me by Diss. It contains a family photo of me and my parents, as well as the footprints of Diss and me in 2013, Harbin, Wudalianchi, Qiqihar, Changchun, Shenyang, Dandong, Yingkou, Bayuquan, Huludao, Beijing, Tianjin, Qinhuangdao, Qingdao, Dalian...

The arrival of the new year in 2014 is also our new beginning, and we hope to have more time and mood to go to more and farther places.

Just hugging a beloved plant last month, I moved into the Diss' house and got a house key in exchange for a one-year trial deal.The desk, new computer, tableware, toothbrush and even pillows, pajamas, etc. were all prepared by Diss for me. He said that as long as I come over, it will be fine.

On a very ordinary day, I answered the call of the veterinarian with great reluctance, why not, because the veterinarian and I have been old friends for more than ten years, and we don’t need to keep in touch with each other to maintain our friendship, and it’s often rare for a year Once, if he called, it would be no good.

The veterinarian said that Mr. Yan passed away due to a heart attack. For this reason, the veterinarian still had the heart to blame me, saying that if I was always by Mr. Yan’s side, he would not be depressed alone, and he would not be procrastinating. With a serious condition, Yan Jun will not have a heart attack at home alone and no one will find out.

I don't know how many people in this world will remember Yan Jun, a person who never attracts attention from others, a person who even his family members ignore, a person who has been rejected by me countless times but always smiles at me.

"Sad?" Diss put his arm around my shoulder and accompanied me through the veterinarian's phone call.

"It's not sad, it's a relief for him. In my impression, Mr. Yan would only smirk and not be pessimistic. This world is too indifferent to him. Maybe this place doesn't belong to him at all... His avatar is no longer It won't be lit, but he must have gone to a place we don't know, that place is more lively and human than here."

In mid-August, the old mobile phone number that has been left at home and reluctant to throw away was remembered again. Did any old friends remember me!

"Honey, are you okay?" The voice on the phone is magnetic and gentle, a voice that has been around for too long and will never be unfamiliar.

"Mushan, I'm fine."

"I'm in City H..." I didn't answer the call, but Mu Shan continued, "If you're busy, go ahead, this is my new number."

I'm sorry, but I don't know any other reason to meet you. Didn't it be agreed at the beginning that we would never see each other again?

3 minutes after I hung up the phone, a text message came into my phone (you didn’t save my number, did you? The firs are not the mountains of mountains.)

Looking at the phone with tears in my eyes, if I look at him again and need a reason, the reason that his name is Lin Mushan is enough (I have a rest today, let’s sit down and chat—Recipient: Mushan misses me)

Stepping on the wooden stairs to the second floor of the coffee shop with a "ding ding dong dong", I looked around for half a circle and found nothing, turned around, and a figure sitting at the corner window directly broke into my sight.

Neat short hair, clean cheeks, stylish short sleeves can't hide his solid shoulders, and the white skate shoes are spotless.

He was looking at his phone intently, and I stood at the stairs and watched him until he raised his hand and casually wiped his temples with his middle finger. It was Mu Shan, Mu Shan who hadn't changed at all, every movement.Don't the years leave marks on his face?Why is this guy not old at all, he still looks in his early thirties.

I don't know what he is looking at, and he doesn't even lift his head. He is still the same, with terrible concentration.Maybe he saw my shoes, he didn't look up until I was standing by his table.

Mu Shan stood up and smiled at me, his eyes were still the same, full of tenderness "You are here"

I didn't dare to look at him for too long. This man's eyes are magical, but he grabbed his arm just as he was about to sit down. "Direction, long time no see, shouldn't there be a hug?"

I don't know whether there should be a hug, but I have been hugged together by his hands.

I smelled the familiar and even intoxicated perfume, not fragrant but extraordinarily cool, it was the original smell, the smell of the exclusive forest fir, the smell of those years.

"Looked up"

I resisted looking at Mu Shan, because I have no resistance to him.Looking at his gaze, his face getting closer and closer, I couldn't even blink except to breathe.

Do you want to be kissed by the same person again, and you will fall into another trap!Can everything go back to the past!

Mu Shan's lips stopped before my breath, did he hesitate too?

The original kissing movement paused for a short time and then turned into a close-to-cheek, Mu Shan's face was very soft and comfortable, but he didn't feel any regret for the unexpected kiss, instead he breathed a sigh of relief and relaxed.It's really not suitable for each other now, and what happens, hugging and sticking to each other are already the closest and most appropriate contact.

Mu Shan pulled out the chair for me and beckoned me to sit down, "What would you like to drink?"

"Sweet is fine." I used to like to drink very bitter coffee, and I liked the aftertaste after the bitterness, but now I don't like it. If there is sweet one, I will directly choose the sweet one. If it is bitter enough, or too bitter, it will make my mouth numb.

"Why didn't you tell me that Cheng Yang had been away for so long." Mu Shan ordered three drinks and pushed the ashtray with coffee beans to me.

I don’t think I will change the habit of not smoking next to Mushan, so I have no intention of taking out cigarettes at all. Are you fine?" I didn't want to talk about Cheng Yang's topic when I met Mu Shan, "Why did you come back suddenly? Work reasons?"

"Come back to do some errands, and meet old colleagues and friends by the way, and a friend will come later." I said why he ordered three drinks.

"Then I'll leave after saying a few words, so I won't delay your meeting with your friends." Before I finished speaking, I saw Mu Shan smiling behind me.

"No, you know him too, he's here"

Immediately turned around, before seeing who was coming, he felt that Weng's head had been slapped hard.

"Bitch, I didn't know to contact your aunt in the past two years. I thought you were dead."

Covering my head, I knew it was my aunt Zhili just by hearing the voice.

Mu Shan stretched out his arms across the table and rubbed my head, and yelled at Zhi Li, "Slap me as soon as we meet, are you going to kill us with such a heavy hand?" I saw Zhi Li holding a half bottle of mineral water in his hand. This kid hit me with a mineral water bottle, it really hurts.

"When the two of you get together, you are tired and crooked, and it makes people sick and angry." Zhi Li said, shaking the water bottle in his hand.

It was rare for a family under the same roof to get together, and it was inevitable to exchange pleasantries, and they would still suddenly blush when they were talking.

There are many things that can be said, but Zhili is the same as before, always willing to leave as much time as possible for me and Mushan, and left after finding reasons to say that he had something to do.

Suddenly Mu Shan and I were left alone, stirring the coffee with a spoon, "How long can we stay in City H this time?"

Mu Shan smiled back and asked me, "How long do you want me to stay? I said to stay for a week, do you have time to accompany me!"

If I were alone, I could stay with Mushan for as long as I wanted, but now I am not alone "hehe" I don't know how to connect with his words, it is hard to say anything.

Mu Shan chuckled, "It's probably two days, I booked a room for two days at the hotel opposite."

"Oh, why didn't we go to the hotel we always went to?"

"At that time, the pre-saved money has been used up, and it's the same to live here, anyway, it's just me." Mu Shan took a sip of coffee, picked up the mobile phone, didn't know what he was looking at, and lowered his head and said, "You Do you have any friends now? I mean boyfriend."

I didn't say a word, admitting that I have a new destination in front of the one I love is a very cruel thing, cruel to each other.I didn't have the courage to lie to Mu Shan, if I didn't speak, Mu Shan would understand.

"Is he treating you well?" Mu Shan still kept his warm smile and asked me.

I nodded, and the truth was that Diss was really, really good to me, as good as Mu Shan was to me.

"Just treat you well, and I won't ask any more... It's good to see that you are living well now, and it's good to see you this time..." Mu Shan kept adjusting and changing several smiles, but It's very unnatural, "After sitting out for so long, he should be anxious at home, hurry up and go home, I'll take you downstairs." Mu Shan stood up with a smile, clearly meaning that he couldn't refuse.

Mushan in my heart is domineering and tyrannical, standing upright, but at this moment I suddenly feel that he is helpless, even pitiful, and I feel distressed.

I want to stay a little longer and spend more time with him, even if I stand by the side of the road and talk a little longer, because I have something to say and a mood to express.

Mu Shan didn't give me a chance, not even turning around and grabbing him, he forced me into a taxi by the side of the road as soon as he got out of the coffee shop.

He didn't wait for the taxi to disappear, but immediately turned around and returned to the coffee shop smartly, so he left me with a sad but majestic back.

Quickly typing on the phone (I still have something to say).

I got a reply from Mushan in just 1 minute (I know)

(Are you disappointed?) I replied quickly.

(For a little bit, I believe I can keep you, at least tonight...but I love you, and I never want to see you in trouble.)

I admit I'm shaken, and even though I've got Diss now, Lin Shushan is someone I can't refuse.I think just now if he said a word of retention or dragged on a little longer, I would not be in the taxi going home now, thank you for still being you, and being able to calmly love me as great as you used to be, I I want to say a lot, and the last thing I call on my phone is only one sentence (do you still love me?)

"Ding" The phone received a reply again, unfold the message to read (this has never changed.)

The taxi drivers in City H are all fast drivers, the car is very fast, the hot wind blows through the window of the co-pilot, and tears from the corner of the right eye slip to the ear.I tilted my head and looked at my hand on the window frame in a daze. The car turned a corner. Because of the change of angle and light, the small diamond on the middle finger ring suddenly shone... Is it reminding me that it is eternal? Far.

When I was about to get home, the mobile phone that had been quiet for a while entered the message again (the hotel was canceled, and I went back to city C. Direction, happy birthday, you said that I am the constellation of the Big Dipper, you are Leo, the tail of July , prelude to August, you're a Leo.)