lonely three people

In the blink of an eye, half a year later, May Day, when lilacs are fragrant.

Diss was waiting at the door of my company with a big bag on his back.

"I don't have the self-confidence of Lin Mushan. I can kidnap you with two tickets to Beijing. Now that the green leather train has been eliminated, for the sake of the two tickets, please do me a favor and go to Beijing with me once. I can also accompany you on the road that person walked with you, and I think we can reach the place that person has not accompanied you to."

Lifting heavy luggage, changing boarding passes, handling luggage check-in, everything is done by Diss. Like Mu Shan, he is a man who likes to take care of others. I am very leisurely.

"Why did you choose me when we were not very familiar with each other? And I never thought of the reason why you rejected Qiang Zai." Diss chatted casually with me while eating the lunch provided by the stewardess.

"Then why did you face the wind when you clearly knew that I had just rejected Qiang Zai? Remember that you owe me a lot of reasons."

Diss asked the stewardess for another lunch, continued to eat and continued: "At this age, no one really wants to please anymore. Be with whoever is comfortable with you, including friends. Stay away. I have passed the age when you don’t like me and I insist on liking you. It’s far better to be happy than to please others. I’d rather be alone than against my will. I’d rather be sorry than settle down. Those who can enter my heart, I Treat me like a king. Those who don't enter my heart don't bother to be perfunctory. The past is dark and dark, the color is as clear as it is, and it is already light. After years of sorrow and joy, it is as pure as a mirror, and it is quiet."

I don't know where Diss learned such a remark, it's a bit esoteric but reasonable.Seeing Diss waving to the stewardess for a third lunch, I wondered whether to remind him not to fill his stomach with food.

"I can't give you a love as vigorous as Lin Mushan, and I won't treat you as desperately as Zou Chengyang, and I won't even leave any memories in your heart, because I will never be your memory at all. I can cook I won't let you have another meal, I will let you smoke better cigarettes to protect your body, I have a house and I won't let you rent a house..."

"But why me? You know that I can't forget those two in my heart."

Diss finally finished eating, and wiped his mouth unsatisfied, "I just know that you are the person I'm looking for, and I'm the person you need. That's enough. As for what love is! Shit. What do I need? A person, a man who knows the cold and the hot, is practical and down-to-earth, takes his work seriously, earns money and is responsible for his family. This man does not need to have a gorgeous appearance and shining points. He may have experienced vicissitudes but he knows how to live. He does not need to talk about love every day. But I actually walk with me every day." Diss looked at my face, paused and continued: "You are such a person, kind enough to pick up money and wait for the owner in the rain for an hour, help the owner An old lady that no one else dares to support. Punctual and honest, promises a thousand gold... You don't have any financial conditions, and you are not beautiful, but you are a good man who can raise flowers and fish, live, support a family and love his wife. Follow you People are destined not to live a life of great wealth and wealth, but I will marry myself willingly without hesitation."

"Are you sure I am such a person?" I didn't even know that I had so many advantages.

Diss nodded, "What do you need, a home, a home where you can enter the house for dinner after work, a partner who will not check your address book, fully give you freedom and trust, and a partner who gives you enough respect and A tolerant person, you can get rewards for your silent efforts, someone understands your grievances, people who do not disturb your world but exist in your world..."

I'm looking out the window, maybe a little distracted "speak straight"

Diss moved my face and asked me to face him face to face, "To put it bluntly, we are no longer the kind of people who will get tired of falling in love. What we need is stability and a solid future. We don't need to talk about love. We have both experienced and loved, for you and me now, being together is just right, we just live together as a partner, but once we are together, we have to spend a lifetime."

"You mean just make do with it, the two of you make do together."

"Yes, because no matter love or making do, the ultimate goal is to be together; for a lifetime. You need someone to accompany you through the next few decades, and I need a person to make do to form a family."

The last time Mushan came to Beijing, four years later I stood on the streets of the capital Beijing again, the people around me changed, and my mood was also different.Beijing is like an old friend of mine, it has witnessed my new beginning and laughed at me when I was young.

When I came for the first time, I was full of joy and freshness. I fell in love and thought it was love.

A few years later, my face has not changed, but the vicissitudes of my face have changed.But fortunately, there is another person who is willing to accompany me to see the rest of the scenery.Only then did I realize that love means cherishing the person in front of me and cherishing what I have now.

Beijing Amusement Park, Diss, who got off the roller coaster, went straight to the trash can, vomited, and said, "Xiang Xiang, are you very touched! I am afraid of heights and have high blood pressure, but he used to be able to accompany you I can do the same."

Ask me why I chose you hastily at the beginning, I didn't say the reason.

I have loved two people, and I used to live in their shadows, cold myself, single and used to instinctively refuse, gradually I thought that I closed all the doors, and I couldn't get out of those two people...

Later, you appeared, with resolute eyes, teasing tone, and bit by bit of habits, you actually have the characteristics of the two of them, it seems that you are a door reserved for me by God in the dark.

We are all loved and hurt people, and we are all afraid of loneliness. The way to heal our wounds is to be together seriously, and no longer foolishly looking for or waiting for love.

"Do you still miss Lin Mushan?"

"Haunted by dreams"

"Then if Zou Chengyang comes back, will you abandon me and go back to him?"

"It's hard to say... Will you be jealous?"

"No, even though you still wear Lin Mushan's ring and Zou Chengyang's photo in your wallet, you will still be by my side after all, you are mine, and what is the future! It's not about loving the right person, but about loving the right person. Married to the right person."