lonely three people

Mu Shan is never tired of gambling, I thought I could be tolerant and indifferent, but it is really impossible to keep looking at him, he is my pillow, how can I blindly and numbly accept him as depraved.

I hate that place that I don’t know whether it’s good or bad, and his group of poker friends that I’m not optimistic about. Maybe one day Mu Shan, who is tired from work, just wants to sleep when she returns home, but she will receive the bad news. Bad poker friend’s phone call, maybe he and I are watching a movie leisurely, and he will receive a call from his poker friend, I hate those group of people who ask Mu Shan to play cards every day, I hate them taking Mu Shan away without restraint , like a vampire, sucked away the time I spent with Mu Shan, sucked away Mu Shan's spirit.

Mu Shan wins most of the time when he gambles, because other people are not as smart as him, I am sure, but the old people often say that it is not unreasonable to gamble and lose nine times out of ten. Luck, there will always be a day when you fall hard, isn’t it the saying; whoever walks by the river often cannot fall into the river, and whoever walks often at night will not bump into a telephone pole.

In the last week, Mu Shan was quite irritable. His wife Li Shuang always called and quarreled with him, because Mu Shan's business in city H lagged behind Li Shuang's business in city C, which made his self-esteem unacceptable. Another reason was because he His luck in playing cards was unprecedentedly bad, and no matter how clever his brain was, he couldn't make up for the loopholes in the bad cards, and he lost a lot of money.

I thought it was a good opportunity, so I persuaded Mu Shan a few words, and he really listened.

I have been busy with bad things in the company for a day, and my head is burnt out, but I am still in a good mood, because Mu Shan said that he will not go to play cards recently, and tonight he will make dumplings at home until I get off work, and then the two of us and my aunt will go together Dinner, it turns out that having a meal at home together as before is now my hope, and it is enough to make me happy.

Sitting on the commuter car of the company after get off work, I received messages from Mushan one after another, asking me where I was and how long it would take to get home. He bought bracken and told him when he was about to get home, he boiled water to cook dumplings...

This may be the Lin Mushan I want most now, but the good times don’t last long, and I received a call from Mushan when the commuter car was driving halfway.

"Xiang Fanger, brother let me go, there is one person missing"

"What! You want to..."

"It's hard to refuse the calls. I'll try to come back as soon as possible."

"Didn't you promise me, that dumpling..."

"Drip...drip" the sound of the car horn.

"You're already on your way! Mushan!" I was a little angry, it was as if I was cutting the bullet first and playing it later.

"Well, I have already left the community, and I was in a hurry to let you know in time."

"It's that urgent! Can't you go after eating the dumplings? I won't stop you after dinner... Just throw me and my aunt at home and wait for you hungry!"

"By the way, your aunt won't be coming back tonight. It's inconvenient to make a phone call after hanging up and driving... Du, du..."

I want to say something, but the call is over, I am not in the mood to call him back again with a carful of colleagues, I will not restrict Mushan's every move, let alone act like an angry shrew Arguing with him, even though I was so angry I was going to explode.

Depressedly returned home, opened the door, took off shoes, knowing that there was no one at home so I didn’t rush into the room inside, went to the refrigerator to get water to drink, when I was drinking water, I saw a mess on the dining table, a few lumps of dough rolled into eggs were thrown on the table On the table, some green vegetables were cut everywhere, a few bowls, the table was covered with scattered flour powder, and the apron was thrown on the chair.

This is made of forest fir!Seeing this, I could no longer suppress the anger in my heart. I slammed the soda bottle into the trash can, picked up the dough on the table and threw it on the noodle table, not relieved, picked up the phone and dialed Mu Shan, "Come back, put After the dumplings are made, if you like to eat them or not, I will eat them!"

"I'm already at the door. Others are waiting for me. Let me go back later to get it. Well, I will try to go back as soon as possible. First of all... beep, beep..."

"You..." I was almost driven crazy by him, Mu Shan was not such a person before, he was already possessed.

"Auntie, come back, I have something to do with you." I called my aunt again.

"Direction, I won't go this time...not very...convenient...uh..."

"Gu Zhili! Come home quickly, I don't care who you are sleeping with now, come back and do me a favor, you can go back to sleep with your lover again"

"Ancestor, little ancestor, I have convinced you, why are you crazy... Wait, I will get dressed, you can wait for me at home"

Zhili drove me to look for Mushan in a taxi, because I couldn't find the way, even though I've been there, I'm a road idiot.

The car was not stable, so I got out of the car and went straight to the bathing center, passed the bar waiter trying to stop me, and rushed in after saying "I'm looking for Lin Mushan".

"Oh, I remembered, I was here last time, it was Mu Shan's boyfriend..." There was a waiter's voice behind him.

Walking through the bathing area, there was someone blocking the way, standing in front of me wearing underwear, "Excuse me, excuse me" I wanted to avoid him.

But this person not only didn't give way, but also blocked me one step further, "New waiter? What's the price?" The person who blocked me said something inexplicable, and even turned on a lighter in front of me, shining it on my face.

"I'm looking for someone, let me thank you" I don't have the mood to talk nonsense with people who don't care.

"Oh...you're pretty good at talking..."

"The direction of our house tells you to avoid, tell you to get out, didn't you hear that!" My aunt's voice came from behind me.

"Here's another one, but he's too thin, so he's not my favorite." Hearing this man's tone is really uncomfortable, we are not our favorites, and we won't let him choose.

"You rotten person, a good dog doesn't get in the way, BB's are endless" Zhili has always been a stubborn person, and he never suffers from his mouth. The reason why he is always ridiculed by me is that he is too lazy to care about me. Leave it to me, I'm just a wimp compared to him...

"You go first, I'll have a good talk with this person, talk to Mushan, don't be angry," Zhili said to me, I think Zhili actually changed his slippers, and this guy actually changed them when he came in shoes...

I'm not worried about Zhili, he is very familiar with the boss, waiter, and security here, and no one can do anything to him.

"Pay attention to your temper, you two's temper, please speak carefully..." Zhili's instructions can still be heard.

Indeed, Mu Shan and I have conflicting tempers. We are both stubborn people who want to save face. In the past, we lived in peace just by giving in to each other. Until one day, when someone was unwilling to continue to be patient, conflicts emerged, which meant that collision.

Entering the private room, I saw a few people playing cards quietly, "Excuse me, brother, I want to find Mu Shan"

"I knew you would come, don't fight here, okay?" Mu Shan didn't even look up at me.

"Then come out, we need to talk" I don't want to look like a shrew, I want to deal with the problem, I want to save face for Mu Shan in front of others.

"No, I'll explain it to you when I get home, but not now"

"Come out and tell me, I'll step down the steps for you again." Why did he insist on talking against me, I don't know what to say.

"No need." Mu Shan slowly looked up at me.

"What's the matter, what's the matter, don't play anymore, Shanzi, let's go home." Lao Lai threw away the cards in his hand, trying to ease the atmosphere.

I waited for Mushan's decision, and the two looked at each other.

Slowly Mu Shan looked away, began to tidy up the cards on the table, and then shuffled them.

"Come on brother, continue" Mu Shan said, always a little dazed, still hesitant to grab the poker again.

I glanced at the time on my phone at 19:32 "It's 07:30 now, I'll wait for you when I go home, I hope you can eat dumplings with me at home at nine o'clock, we are still us, if I don't see you at nine o'clock, I will start packing Stuff, I leave at twelve o’clock, you are you! I am me! It’s not us anymore” I was crying, this is the second time I’ve shed tears recently, I feel wronged, after so much together, now I’m forced to say To say such difficult words.Two bluestones with edges and corners, insisted on bumping into each other fiercely, smashing each other's edges and corners, sparks would come out, wouldn't it hurt!

"Aren't you stupid, Chen Fangfang... Fangfang'er!" My aunt chased after me at some point and followed me.

"Tell you well, what are you talking about! Are you happy now!"

"I saved face for him, and I don't want to"

"Fuck, you're saving face, what are you talking about, don't you know Mu Shan's bad temper!"

"Should I just let him go forever!"

"He's already in his thirties. Can he just say what you said when you made such a fuss just now, you stupid bastard... so many people should save him some face anyway, why can't you two go home and have a party?" Talk in bed!"

Standing on the same spot, looking at Zhili, "Mushan has changed now, look at what he looks like, if I don't force him, he will soon become a useless person!"

"Oh... so you have to stay by his side, no one can save him except you"

"Am I still important to him now?"

"Important! You two are so loving that I'm jealous, shit... Now I'll go in and try to persuade Shanzi to come out. I'm going to tell you to go home first, don't argue with Shanzi in front of people, go home and wait obediently. When we go back, nowhere is allowed." Go... It's a pity that there are still people waiting for me in the hotel, all good things have been ruined by the two of you..."