lonely three people

Wood fir:

Just like on TV, I'll be gone by the time you see this.

Come back late and hungry, I’m really useless, I made a few dumplings and they were so ugly, I guess they won’t taste good, even if it’s the last thing I made for you, don’t worry, eat it, it’s ugly but clean , I picked out the fat in the stuffing, there should not be much fat.It's a pity that these bracken stuffings were eaten together. I agreed to eat them as a family, but now I'm so embarrassed. It's not a family meal. I didn't even wait for my aunt to come back.

The feeling of packing things by myself is really uncomfortable. I moved these things around. When I moved things last time, I came here to live with you. I was very excited. This time, I am moving away. I am very unwilling!You always say that my clothes are rotten clothes, but they are also clothes. I have moved these rags many times and I am reluctant to throw them away. It seems that their home is not here, and I don’t know when I can give these rags to me. Find their true home.

I didn’t take any of the clothes you bought for me. It’s not that I disliked them, but I was afraid of being sad when I saw them later. Most of these clothes are a pair with yours. We are going to be separated, and I can’t bear to let them be separated too. Lovers shirts are innocent.

It’s not that I’m too strong, it’s that I have to fight for myself, but unfortunately I lost, I didn’t lose to a rival in love, I didn’t lose to Xiaolei, I didn’t lose to Li Shuang, I didn’t lose to life, but to a little poker , Ridiculous!At this time, I really realized that poker is far more than me in your heart, or I am not comparable to it at all, and you can give up me for a small card game. It turns out that my value is worthless.If I still have the heart to find a boyfriend in the future, I will definitely find someone who doesn't know how to gamble, haha.

For so long, I have always regarded this place as my home, so familiar and warm, so sad!And you have a lot of clothes and socks and a pile of dishes and chopsticks. It seems that I can't wash them, so I leave them for you to wash.The toilet doesn't run a lot of water anymore, if it still leaks in the future, open the lid and press it inside.

You always say that the bed is small, we sleep very tightly, it won't happen in the future, at least you sleep in a spacious room.In the future, remember to soak your feet every day. If I am not in the footbath, the footbath is still there. When I am, it will make you very tired. The footbath will make you feel relaxed, haha.

If I forget something and didn’t take it away, if you want to keep it for me, you can keep it for me, and if you don’t want to see it, just throw it away. You can give up on me, and some things that don’t matter really don’t matter something.

I put the ring back in the box. It used to be your favorite. I felt a little robbed of your love when I gave it to me. Now I still give it back to you. Xiaolei failed to bring this ring. I don't wear it, although I like it very much, it is very dazzling, it proved my position in your heart when it was in my hand, but now it is out of my fingers, I am very happy when I am your lover, at this time It was too heavy, and I was reluctant to put it down.

The pair of piggy dolls with our names written on them are so cute, I took the one with your name away, it is so cute, just like you, so I will keep it as a souvenir.

I don't want to say parting. We made an agreement not to say parting when we were together. We just separated. I don't know how long we will be apart, maybe forever.You are excellent, I love you very much, but you can't bear my love, you think my love makes you tired, right? questions about our future.

I will not change in the future, nothing is far less important to me than my dream, and you always know my dream: two people who love each other stay together for a lifetime, if I can't stay with the person I love I would rather die alone. I really don’t know if there is anyone more suitable for me in this world than you.

If I don't say goodbye, I will cry miserably, ha ha!I wish you win every day playing cards in the future.

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2010-10-1221: 15

The things have been packed a long time ago, only two parcels, and no one came back after typing a message on the computer. I still hope to procrastinate a little bit, because I don't want to leave, and I don't want to give up. It's a pity that people who keep me are late never appeared.

Like the plot of every film and television drama, standing at the door with a package and looking around the whole room, then closing the door and walking away without looking back.

I don't have a suitcase with wheels, so I dragged and dragged two packages. I sat in the shade of the trees in the community for a while, and I would pay attention to the gate of the community, but I couldn't even find him or that car.

Walking indiscriminately on the street, turning down several taxis parked at my feet, I didn't know where I should go.

The food stalls on the street are still noisy and lively, but I am alone, alone, alone, laughing at my stubbornness, crying at my bitterness, what am I for!Are you happy?

After two hours of mind wandering, I found myself still around the house, back and forth within three streets, still nostalgic and imagining, imagining the familiar black Toyota car appearing downstairs, imagining whether there would be a man in a hurry find yourself...

Looking at the mobile phone with a full signal but still quiet, I never thought about losing him, but what should I do!

I bet his love with my leaving, I lost, and I succeeded in forcing myself away.

Homeless again, and this cold moonlight again, I told myself, Chen Xiang, you are so stupid, you should swear, swear, never try this feeling of homelessness again, don’t lose again in the future, don’t lose to anyone...

Now, stop kidding yourself!

I got into the taxi quietly.