lonely three people

I spent the whole month of April checking my days, looking forward to the stars and the moon, and it finally came to the National Day of May Day.

I don't rest on National Day, but I'm still happy, because Cheng Yang said he will come back in May...look at me.

Just (look at me), but I would see this as another chance to keep him.

I always suffer from insomnia and dark circles, but Cheng Yang said he didn’t like it. I went to the supermarket and bought a bunch of eye masks according to the advice of the shopping guide. I also heard that eating fungus can eliminate dark circles. Anyway, I went to the doctor in a hurry.

He cut his hair, went to bed early and woke up early every day, ensured that his mobile phone was unblocked, and was even ready to ask the company leader for leave to accompany Cheng Yang at any time.

I bought a new pair of slippers according to Cheng Yang's size and put them at the door, and replaced the sheets and quilts with new ones. I even found out my suit at the bottom of the suitcase. Cheng Yang's wind came back.

I am very active at work. The monkey said that I am like a different person. I am full of passion and vitality every day. I told him that the long drought will soon bring rain.

No. 1, No. 2, No. 3... No. 12, No. 13... No. 20, No. 21, until the date becomes a double digit, I still haven't seen half of Cheng Yang, and his mobile phone is turned off as usual status, but my enthusiasm has not diminished. He is slow and takes everything as usual. It is still the same sentence, I can wait, and I am very happy to wait. Isn’t there a saying that good things come later.

Sitting in front of the computer with my coat on, I am no longer in the mood to open and close the space again and again.The faint light from the curtains tells me that it is dawn again, and I don’t need to look at the phone calendar to know that May has jumped to a new page, June.

Cheng Yang, is your date out of sync with mine? Is your date slow?Is it just a confused Children's Day to wait and wait?

The bumps along the way and the high-configuration and high-performance off-road vehicles still made my butt hurt. Fortunately, there was fresh air and birdsong all the way to accompany me, otherwise my trip to escape would have been miserable.

There is an endless swamp here, standing on the roof and looking far away, you can see a little bit of woods.Here I am, only electricity, running water takes a while to come through.

I asked the old worker to move a table and a chair to the roof of the third floor. From now on, this open-air platform will be where I will spend most of my time.

……

"Hey, hey, hey! Hey!"

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Holding the cordless landline in the office, I went to the open-air platform, followed the phone's caller ID to call Monkey back, "Monkey?"

"What's the broken signal on your cell phone? Where did you go in the direction? What's the number where is this?" Monkey's thoughts came from the phone immediately.

"What's the matter? Tell me" I went straight to the point, otherwise the monkey didn't know where it was going to go. He often called me and chatted for half an hour. In the end, he forgot the purpose of the call and what he wanted to say ...

"Ah, that's what happened. Be careful these days, have you heard?" The monkey always made such a fuss.

I let out a sigh of relief, "Why am I careful? And you didn't say anything? What did I hear, brother, can you calm down and don't talk endlessly."

"Wait a minute, I'll take it easy on my own, organize my thoughts, and think about how to say it so that you can understand it all at once."

"Sure, anyway, I'm using a public phone, I'm not in a hurry as long as you want." I pressed the speakerphone, and simply put the receiver on.

The monkey took a deep breath on the phone, "A few days ago, the leader came to talk to me. The main content was the transfer of personnel. I went to manage xx in the northern suburbs. As long as I went there, I would be promoted and raise my salary. I refused. I heard that the leader asked me again yesterday. Talk about this matter with Xing Xing... Oh my god, I'm exhausted." The monkey said a lot in one breath.

"The stars also refused, right?" I said.

"Of course, who wants to go to that place where dogs don't shit, the ground is full of mud, and there is no one inhabited? It's no different from reclaiming the Great Northern Wilderness. Whoever is crazy will go, and the leader will have to talk to you later. Be careful? Let me say hello to you in advance to make you mentally prepared, how can I tell the leader later... Oh, did I tell you, did you hear me?"

"It's not as miserable as you said, isn't it good to be close to nature?" I said with a smile.

"I'm telling you something serious, don't you make it with a hippie smile! When the time comes, don't agree in a flash of your brain, you kid can do such a stupid thing, tsk tsk, in the end, I don't know who will be made so miserable past……"

A magpie landed on the fence near the roof of the building and made a "squeaky" sound. The monkey's voice from the hands-free telephone resonated with the animal friends as well.Listening to the monkey's chatter, I was a little moved. In this world of human feelings and in this self-serving society, I don't ask others to remind me like a monkey, as long as they don't recommend me to the leaders. Whether I want it or not is two different things.

"Wait a minute, what's the sound... Fang Fang... this number? No way! Oh my god, my mother's seventh uncle and grandpa, Chen Fang Fang, don't tell me you... don't tell me!" The monkey started to be surprised again At first glance, and added decibels, even with a crying voice.

"Well, you guessed it right, I'm already in the mud pit of the bird. Save this number. If I can't get through with my mobile phone, you can call this number." I put my two feet on the table, Puffing smoke rings comfortably.

"You're out of your mind, did the leader just send you there?" Monkey was very excited, obviously a little angry, and even spoke with heavy breathing, "Otherwise, I'll tell my dad and ask him to help find it." Get it back for you! M, what are you afraid of? Lao Zhang recommended you to go in the meeting that day. At that time, I saw that the leader didn’t say anything. I thought this matter had nothing to do with you. In fact, our leader is most reluctant to let you go. of."

"I don't know if I don't want to, but I'm sure I won't be promoted or given a raise when I come here, ha ha." This is ironic, begging grandpa to tell grandma to let others come and others not to come, but I come here but it doesn't do any good .

"Don't pretend to be confused and change the subject. You can fool others. You don't care about the promotion and salary increase. You must have agreed to it after being kicked in the head by a donkey. What do you know about you? Knowing what you are doing, it is impossible for you to buy a pack of cigarettes or a bottle of water in that place..."

"I brought a pack of cigarettes with me, and the company gave me water every three or two days. Of course, I was happy to get a promotion and raise my salary. I have to talk to the director about it later."

"Fart, let me ask you, how much is your basic salary? What kind of insurance does the company pay you? How much is the overtime pay for one overtime work?" Monkey always likes to compare with me, and I win every time, but This time I lost.

"Probably...it seems to be..." I really don't remember, or I don't know, every time I run out of money, I go to withdraw it until I can't withdraw it...

"It's like a fart. You are a person who doesn't even know how much your salary is. Tell me why you are crazy. Tell me what is going on in your mind! Do you know that this decision may cost you your whole life? Staying in that mud puddle... I ask you, what else do you remember besides your own name? Really..."

"Cheng Yang, he...maybe we...will be indefinite in the future."

"I've been too busy recently, dude, I've been so busy recently that I don't have time to look for you. You've turned on the dirty mode after a few days of neglecting you... What? What are you talking about?" interrupt.

"I said Cheng Yang made me lose it, the network number is gone, the phone can't get through, and I don't know where he is, I guess he will never come back..." The matter is now, I have understood, I He has completely lost Cheng Yang, and there is no reason to lie to himself.

After a brief silence on the phone, the monkey spoke, "Oh, I suddenly don't know what to say, are you okay? But even so, your decision is a bit hasty, and work is a lifetime thing."

"It's okay, it's really nice here, if you don't believe you have the chance, you can come and have a look, the scenery is very pleasant, look, it's just my big open-air platform, let's have an open-air barbecue when you come, you'd better prepare one before you come A thicker cushion, the road is not good, and the car bumps your butt." Looking around the four fields, it is true that Mei is a little deserted, and the comfort makes people feel like a kind of old-age care.

"Deceive yourself and others, you just do it," the monkey expressed disbelief.

"It suits me well, really."

"Pervert, you are sick, you are sick."

"monkey!"

"here I am!"

"I've worked a lot longer than you, and to be honest, I've done more work than you!" I didn't talk to the phone, but leaned on my chair and said to the blue sky and white clouds.

"Yes, yes, regarding work, I admit that our leaders also recognize you, but what do you want to say?" Monkey was a little confused.

"A few days ago, I ran into an old classmate and exchanged a lot of greetings. He said that my life is good. Compared with their classmates who entered the factory, I got mixed up in the government establishment. Isn't there a saying that is good, others envy you for flying When you were high or not, few people asked you if you were tired from flying... In our company, my internship lasted for four years. If I remember correctly, your internship is only six months. I also know that the stars are coming. The company does not even have an internship period and has a staff directly... This is not the reason why the stupid bird flies first, but the starting point is different. I have looked up at the main government building for ten years, and I used to always tell myself that if I want to enter the main building for three years, I will be given five years. I'm going to go up to the tenth floor in time, but after ten years, I still haven't gone in and I'm getting farther and farther away. I found that hard work can be recognized, but recognition doesn't mean any practical effect."

"Xiangxiang, in fact, my colleagues really recognize you in private. It's easy to make a few people satisfied, but do you know that I admire you for making hundreds of people in the company count their thumbs up for you, right? , don’t you get all the advances every year, that big red flower..." the monkey was teasing, he wanted to make me happy, I know.

"What I want to say is not this... Every time I pass by the parking lot at work, I think, maybe I'm the only one who works in this big yard. , the rest of the position will throw me there, this is not inferiority, it is to see clearly, rather than staying in a place that does not belong to me, it is better to find another way and find a place that suits me."

The monkey is silent, he is Aries and I am Leo, the two most compatible constellations, just like the current situation, he of Aries can always listen to my monologue of the lion quietly.

"I don't earn or grab, I don't make noise, but I still feel uncomfortable. Some people still want to throw me out. Isn't it better now? In this so-called mud pit, I am happy and at ease. I can still work hard and do a good job. And there is no need to open the door for the leader, no need to speak hypocritically, no need to pass the elevator for other colleagues, no need to clap hands or take notes at the meeting..."

The monkey exhaled and said, "Maybe, I hope your choice is correct."

"It's very good here. I have more than a dozen old workers as my helpers. They are all honest, some are talkative and some are taciturn. The most important thing is that they give me enough respect and care... Well, it's very good, and I believe that my promotion and salary increase will be faster here, huh."

"It's a pity that the place is too remote, how can I play with you in the future!" Finally, I heard the monkey's laughter again, and he was also depressed by my topic for a while.

"What are you afraid of if I have a vacation? Well, let's not talk about it. It seems that I have something to do, so I'm busy." I saw an old worker on the platform, and he should be looking for me.

After hanging up the phone, I muttered to the phone again, "This is good, and I will never stand in your way, my only friend."