father - home

Look at the time, it's past seven o'clock, it's time to go back.I waved my hand, wanting to greet Yin Jian, when I suddenly caught a glimpse of a familiar figure, it was Zhao!

"Hi! Marty! I knew you were here."

"What are you doing here?"

"I came to see you, why don't you check what time it is, everyone is waiting for you for dinner." Zhao stepped into the fence as if nothing happened, and waved to Yinjian.Hearing his crisp whistle, Yinjian ran over docilely.

I led Chitu back, Zhao followed with a silver sword, and said behind me: "Marty, I didn't tell you that Chitu's leg was injured."

"I see." Is this an apology?I answered coldly.

"It's all my fault, Marty."

"It's your fault again!"

"It's really my fault." Zhao took a few steps, caught up with me, and explained: "Yesterday morning, Yu was riding it well, but I was jumping obstacles with a silver sword... You know that Chitu is crazy, see The silver sword jumped, it jumped too, and fell down."

You still jump hurdles!Are you ignoring my words?To show off in front of girls?I thought bitterly in my heart, but asked lightly on my mouth: "Did you hurt Yu?" I asked knowingly, with a hint of evil pleasure.After hearing Zhao's answer, the pleasure faded and turned into uncontrollable anger.

"Chitu's leg hit the fence, it fell, and I was terrified. Yu also fell, and I didn't even look at it. After a while, Yu got up by herself. I thought she was fine, and I only cared about Chitu. Unexpectedly, it was my fault that Yu was injured so badly."

Jade!Jade!Jade!You just think about jade.I thought you would sincerely apologize to me, but unexpectedly, you were completely absent-minded.You're sorry Chitu, I'm sorry Yu, you just don't care about me!You don't know, if you keep something from me, will I be very sad?Am I worried?I protested in my heart, gritted my teeth, and stopped talking.

I led Chitu into the stable, ignored Zhao's urging, and went straight to the warehouse.When I came back with scissors, bandages, cotton wool, ointment, iodine and other things, I saw Zhao standing aside with a bewildered and painful face, and I felt some kind of joy of venting.

"What are you doing?" Zhao shouted, coming up to stop me.

I pushed him away expressionlessly and ignored him.

"I changed the medicine in the morning, and the wound is fine." Zhao screamed louder.

His pleading made me push myself, and I said something serious without emotion. "Don't you think I should have a look?" I'm a doctor!I am your lover!I have the right to know everything about you!You shouldn't hide anything from me!

I cut off the bandage on Chitu's leg, cleaned the wound, applied disinfectant ointment, and bandaged it up again.It was indeed a heavy fall at the time, luckily among the misfortunes, no bones were injured, and the wound was treated well. What I did was superfluous, and the only function was to punish Zhao.I also deliberately took it slow to prolong the punishment process as much as possible.

The punishment was too heavy, and I was so angry that I didn't expect it at all.

"You can go now." I closed the wooden door of Chitu's stable, glanced at Zhao standing beside me, and my heart tightened.Have I achieved my goal?I am satisfied?

"I'm sorry!" Zhao's face turned pale, and his voice was almost inaudible.

He didn't speak again.I didn't know what to say, we were all silent.

This is not the result I want.I didn't do this on purpose, it was just a spur of the moment.I didn't mean to piss you off.I know you love me.I just want to say, don't hide from me, don't lie to me.Our feelings are like crystals, precious and fragile, only need a look, a trace of suspicion can smash it to pieces.Do you understand this?You know!You should understand!

The last time I ate dumplings was last year’s New Year’s Eve, when the professor ordered me to use Zhao to do an experiment. I was so scared that I lost my mind, but Zhao acted like nothing happened, and tricked me into eating undercooked dumplings.Dumplings are a special food for us, the most romantic dinner just for the two of us.Today, however, there was a large table full of chatter, and I couldn’t hear Zhao’s voice. In fact, he didn’t speak at all; according to the rules, he always sat between Mother and Yu, far away from me, I couldn't see him clearly, and he couldn't see me clearly, we never looked at each other again.

The dumplings became hard to swallow, and the air became suffocating. This was what I was longing for. The lively and warm dinner gave me a splitting headache, fear, and boredom. I don’t know how I persisted until the end?Don't know how to deal with the concerns of mother and Mrs. Reininger?How long will the cold war with Zhao last?Is it getting worse, or...

I am afraid of the days without Zhao by my side; I can't stand him not talking to me when he is clearly by my side.no!That does not work!All of this is voluntary by me, loving him is voluntary, protecting him is voluntary, letting him be with Yu is also my willingness, what can I complain about?From the day I saved him, I never thought about getting anything.What can I ask for!Our comradely love has never asked for very little.What Zhao gave me is enough, enough.He loves me, gives himself to me, he gives me all the trust, why can't I trust him?If you love him, you should trust him. I understand this truth.I want to wait for him, apologize to him, ask him to forgive, I want to tell him, I know he hides me because he is worried about me, I don't blame him, as long as he doesn't ignore me anymore, we don't have much time together. Wan cherish.

I flipped through Schiller in the study and waited for him; I played the "Amadi" violin and waited for him.I played one song after another, and there was a noise outside the door, and I pricked up my ears to listen.The sound disappeared, and my piano sound stopped. I sighed, concentrated my thoughts, and started again.

"Marty!" It was the mother. "What's the matter, Marty?"

Nothing can escape my mother's eyes, especially the sound of the piano. My anxiety and boredom at the moment are undoubtedly leaked from the sound of the piano.

"Nothing, mother."

"Are you waiting for Zhao?"

I didn't answer.

"He's at Jade's. Jade's arm looks like it's hurt, you should go see it, Marty."

"Yes, mother."

I put the violin into the piano case, and walked out of the study after my mother left.

Mother was right. As a master and a gentleman, I should show a little concern for Yuduo, not to mention that I am a doctor.Of course, Yu's injury doesn't necessarily require a doctor to deal with, and she doesn't necessarily want to see me, but I went to her room anyway.

I shouldn't have gone, at least not in this mood.

"Good evening, sir."

"There you are, Marty."

"Does it matter if you are hurt?" Facing the warm greetings from the two of them, I looked too cold, and I really couldn't be enthusiastic.

"It's okay, Zhao has given me a hot compress for a long time, and it's already much better."

Jade was either too dull or too sensitive.Yu is very smart and must belong to the latter.No matter what kind of situation she faced, she was calm and generous.As for me, at this time, a wave of resentment was gradually gathering in my chest: I waited so hard for you in the study, but you were with Yu again.Arm hot compress, Yu can do it by himself.It's a bit unreasonable to think so, but it's true.

"Let me see...the swelling has subsided, but it will still hurt for a few days, and the bruise will not go away immediately." I tried my best to control myself and not lose my manners, not only because of my long-term I'm used to it, it's just that there is no feeling of concern in the tone.

"It's okay. Madam gave me an ointment just now, and it doesn't hurt too much." Yu showed me the ointment.

I nodded perfunctorily. "This medicine is very useful. Well, if there is nothing else, I will go first." I turned around with a smile, not sure if Zhao would come out with me, but I really couldn't stay any longer, I was worried that I would lose control live by yourself.

"Zhao, you can go too, get some rest early, I'm going to rest too, I'm so tired today."