father - home

After leaving the room, I stopped, intentionally waiting for Zhao.

"Thank you for coming." Zhao really caught up, but the cautious voice made me even more annoyed.

"I should have come to see it a long time ago." I said polite words on my mouth, but my heart was panicked, and the resentment was about to move.

Zhao came to me, raised his hand, hesitated for a moment, then put it down again. "Marty, I'm going to tell you that Chitu is injured, I know you are very distressed, I'm really sorry, it's my fault, I'm sorry."

I had planned to apologize to him, but it turned out to be him who apologized.I didn't have any grievances at once, I just wanted to hug him.I lifted his chin and looked into his beautiful eyes, so clear and gentle, those worried eyes were still mine, my Zhao.I couldn't help feeling agitated, and said softly: "I know, Chitu is hurt, you feel more distressed than me, I don't blame you. I just don't want you to hide something from me."

"Hide the truth from you? No." Zhao shook his head inexplicably.

"You still don't admit it," people's mood is really too important.In my opinion, Zhao now is not sophistry but cute. "You didn't come to ask me to ride a horse in the morning, and you went to the town in the afternoon, isn't it because you didn't want me to go to the stables and concealed the injury of Chitu from me?"

I scolded him happily, and he also laughed heartily. "This, is it for this? Oh my god! You killed me!" Zhao Chong stared at me, clenched his fist and beat me fiercely. "It's really not to hide from you. You are too tired from work. I don't call you in the morning. I want you to sleep more. It has nothing to do with going to town in the afternoon."

"Are you sure?" He struck so hard, I couldn't help frowning, and almost cried out, but I felt extremely comfortable.

"Sure! Don't think about it, how could I hide it from you?"

"That's good." Apart from love and sunshine in those wide eyes, I kissed his hand contentedly, and said casually, "Why do you suddenly want to go to town?"

"I……"

Zhao was at a loss for words, I didn't notice right away, and continued: "That's right, you've been here for so long, I haven't taken you to play, I should have thought of it earlier." I clamped his neck and hugged him intimately. Let's go to the study together. "You should have told me earlier that I could have arranged it beforehand. But that's all right, we can go again. Now that you're healthy, we can go sailing on the lake, to Isle of Women and Isle of Men, and to church, aren't you Want to see my father's cemetery? We haven't seen the sunrise together yet, I promised you, believe me, I will make it happen."

"Actually, I don't want to go anywhere."

"What? What did you say?"

"In the future, no matter where we go, there will be three people... I don't want to go anywhere."

"Zhao, what do you mean?" I grabbed Zhao's shoulders and looked at him, my beautiful, clear eyes were gradually covered with mist.

I look at him.Zhao never pretended in front of me, not because he couldn't, but because he didn't want to.Just like me, I feel that I have no choice but to show my heart in front of him, otherwise it is an offense to him.

I looked him straight in the eye. "Zhao, do you have anything to tell me?"

After a while, Zhaocai shook his head with a wry smile, leaned towards me, and muttered to himself, "It's best to be at home! ... Now is the best! ... Now is the best!"

I don't know what Zhao is thinking, my mind is messed up, I can't think or judge at all, I only know one thing, Zhao has something to hide from me, this matter makes him very painful, but he firmly refuses to tell I.As I said, I can't tolerate him cheating on me and hiding from me, but what can I do in the face of such a thoughtful, melancholy and exhausted Zhao?I stopped pushing him, hugged him with open arms, and pressed my face against his cheek. His forehead was a little hot, maybe it was the hot weather, or maybe he was too tired today.I hugged him tightly, clinging to him tightly, I wanted to feel his presence.Zhao is in my arms, I can touch him, smell him, see him, but it doesn't feel so real, our hearts are not completely connected.

Concealment, suspicion, and estrangement generally develop in this way.I used to not believe that this kind of thing would happen to me and Zhao, and I still don’t admit that there is any problem between me and Zhao, but the fact is that after that day, Zhao always spoke with reservations, often hesitated to speak, evasive, as it was that night.I don't know if that's the case, or if I'm overthinking it.In short, I feel that being with him has a psychological burden. I want to meet, but I am afraid of meeting. I think he feels the same way.My love for him is not pure dedication, but I try not to cause any pressure and burden on him, he is completely free, as long as it comes from his heart, as long as he is happy, he is willing to be with Yu, I am Will never stop.In any case, it will be a matter of time before they get married.Love must make way for freedom, I understand this, I am also a man.I just want to know, does he still love me?He loved me once, and he loves me now, so what next?There are some things that we can't think of in advance, and we can't control them, such as feelings.When he doesn't love me anymore, or just doesn't put me in the most important position in his heart anymore, I won't blame him, it's forced by circumstances, not his fault, I just hope he can tell me, don't Conceal me, this is my only request.