father - home

After dinner, Yu went to wash and rest, and Zhao wanted to lie down on the sofa in the study for a while, while I stood in front of the bookcase and flipped through the books.

"Marty, I have something to tell you."

"what?"

"You see, my health has recovered, and I don't need to take care of it at night. I'd better move to the guest room."

This is expected, I don't feel sudden, but relieved.It seems that the long-awaited trial has finally come down, no matter what the result is, it is finally at ease.The heart is settled, but the hand holding the book is shaking non-stop, as if the book is too heavy and it is almost impossible to hold it.I put the book on the coffee table, folded my arms across my chest, and hid my trembling hands under my armpits.

Zhao lay down with his eyes closed.I'm glad I'm standing above his head, he can't see me from his position.

"Is it because of jade?"

"Yes." Zhao said frankly, eyes still closed. "You know I don't want Yu'er...to be unhappy."

"I see."

"Thank you!"

"It's okay. I don't have much time at home. I come back late and leave early, so you can't sleep well. I also think about moving to the guest room. Don't worry, I'll tell my mother."

I passed Zhao and walked out.

"Marty!" Zhao grabbed me. "Let me move to the guest room."

I immediately put a smile on the corner of my mouth, and when I turned around, Zhao had already sat up.Keeping the smile on my face, I put my hand on his shoulder and let him lie down. "Don't argue, listen to me. I don't have much time at home. I also feel a little tired when I go back and forth every day. It's good that Yu is back. I won't come back when I work late in the future. Train Chitu and Yinjian. Be careful yourself. Don’t be too aggressive when riding a horse. It may take some time for your right hand to recover, so don’t be in a hurry to practice the piano. There is no rush for functional recovery, haste makes waste, take your time, and it will be fine.” I gently stroked Zhao’s hand, He rubbed back and forth on his injured finger.I stared, as if looking at the hand so carefully for the first time, but I dared not look anywhere else.If it is straightened, the fingers are slender and graceful, and it is impossible to see where they have been injured, but when they are bent, the injured fingers will become a little stiff, and eventually they will not reach the original level. In terms of strength, they can recover a little later , but will still be greatly discounted.Zhao hasn't practiced target shooting yet, so I'm a little worried. The injured finger will have to pull the trigger, and it will all depend on his perseverance.I put Zhao's hand under the blanket. "You rest for a while, I'll go tell my mother, tonight, I'll go to the guest room."

I found my mother, talked to her for a while, and went to the bedroom to pack my things, and then thought of helping Yu with the blisters on her feet, so I got a syringe, cotton pads, and ointment.

Yu's bedroom door was left open, ajar.I was about to knock on the door when there was voices from inside.That voice made me stop, neither knocking on the door nor leaving.In addition to Yu, Zhao is also in the room.

I changed positions, and with a slight force, the door opened a little noiselessly.I saw that Yu had changed into her nightgown and was sitting on the edge of the bed with a towel wrapped around her head, probably because she had just washed her hair.Zhao sat on the high-backed chair beside the bed, and Yu's bare feet rested on Zhao's arms.They speak in Chinese, I can't understand.I heard Yu gasp in pain amidst the voice, and heard Zhao stand up and leave the chair.I hurriedly put the things in my hands on the side table in the corridor, and dodged to hide.

Zhao went out, walked two steps and saw something on the side table, looked back and forth, he must be looking for me.He took his things, went back into the house, and closed the door.

This time the door is closed tightly, and it cannot be opened without turning the handle, and there will be a sound when the handle is turned.I put my ear against the door, I know it's ridiculous, but I can't help myself.

There was nothing to hear for a while, then there was laughter, and then the sound of a hair dryer, Zhao was drying Yu's hair.Think of Yu's waterfall-like hair, black, wavy and shiny.The wind blew my hair up, and Zhao's fingers ran through it... My heart began to ache, it was so stuffy, I couldn't breathe, I went out through the back door, and came to the big terrace behind the main building, where there was a rattan table chair.

I sat down, lit a cigarette, and took a deep breath, hoping that the smoke would numb my heart, less pain, less feeling, and less torture.Zhao is right, he should do this, Yu is back, as a man, there are things that must be done, there is nothing to tweak.You must marry Jade, you must have sex with Jade, you can, that's what I told you, I encouraged you.You finally figured it out, very good, very good, you are a man, you are an indomitable man, you can afford it, you can let it go, you shouldn't be heroic and short-tempered, but love your sons and daughters long.I believe you can do it, I have always believed in you, I believe that you are decisive and strong, and I believe that you will always love me...I should believe...I must believe...I can only believe...

It was dark and the moon came up, and the manor in the dark was quiet and gentle.He is like the moon... I should believe in him, just like believing in the moon, no matter whether it is covered by dark clouds or not; whether it is cloudy or sunny, it will always hang high in the sky, illuminating the world with cool brilliance.

"Good evening, sir."

"it is good!"

"It's a bit cold at night."

"It's okay." I threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stamped it out with the sole of my boot. "I'm not here, thank you for your hard work, Weidek. He is not in good health yet, so you should do more with the stables. You know he loves horses very much, so you can do things lightly."

"Don't worry, master."

I smoked another cigarette and handed the case to Wedec.He hesitated for a moment, and also took a cigarette out of the pack.I lit the cigarette myself and gave him the lighter.Wedec is a little restrained when he lights his cigarette.In the darkness, blue-white smoke floated above our heads.

"Master, Mr. Fu is really like a child sometimes."

"how?"

"When you're not here for the past few days, he's a little lost."

"Really? He's just a kid, he's only in his early twenties."

"That's no wonder. He really listens to you. If you don't let him ride a horse, he won't ride."

"Aren't you in charge?"

"Oh, master, you understand, if he insists on riding, how dare we stop him, besides, he is so good at riding..." Weidec smiled, "But it's all right now, Yu is back, he should He won't be lonely or irritable anymore. I think he is very happy today."

"Yeah, he's very happy."

"Look, sir, are those them?"

I looked up, and there was only one window lit on this side of the palace, which was Yu's bedroom.The dim light cast the figures of the two on the windowpane, and they were so close they kissed.