father - home

After Wedec left, I sat alone in the dark for a long time.The moonlight shone on me, as if Zhao's hand was gently stroking.Here I can feel him, in the room, I don't know where he is.The lights in Yu's bedroom have been turned off, it's late, Yu has rested, and it's time for Zhao to go back to his room.Is Zhao asleep?Is he waiting for me?I should check it out, I haven't said good night to him yet.

Before going upstairs, passing the study, the door suddenly opened.

"Marty."

"Huh?" I was a little surprised. "You are here? Why don't you go to sleep?"

I followed Zhao into the study.When I couldn't help stretching out my hand and hugged him from behind, he didn't look back, but just murmured: "I'll wait for you."

"what's up?"

"I haven't said good night to you yet."

"This..." I smiled, put my chin on his shoulder, and whispered into his cheek. "I'm on my way to find you."

"is it?"

"Of course, I didn't say good night to you either."

"I thought...you just told me everything you should tell me...I thought..."

"Okay, now that I've said good night, do you want me to go?"

We all speak quietly.Zhao's voice is very pure and clear, for me, it is an irresistible temptation.My voice is a little hoarse and vague, with a touch of sadness. It is a magic flute that confuses people's minds, playing uncontrollably in front of my god.

Zhao turned around, blushing shyly, under the soft light, his complexion was pretty, and there was tenderness in his eyes. "You have to get up early tomorrow."

I shook my head and looked at him tenderly.

We watched each other in silence.The unhappiness, suspicion, and worry just now slipped away quietly in this emotional exchange, as if nothing had happened.

"You were with Wedec just now?"

"Yeah, did you see that?"

"What are you talking about, so long?"

"No, he left early."

"Really?" Zhao was a little dazed, as if he was thinking about something.

"Why... have something to tell me?"

"Oh, no..." Zhao smiled and grabbed my hand. "How's work going? You haven't mentioned it this week."

"It's okay, nothing special, there are a lot more people now."

"Didn't you do an experiment?"

"No."

"That's good." Zhao raised my hand to his mouth, kissed it, and then put it on his cheek. "There won't be another chance in the future."

"what?"

"There will be no more miracles."

I paused, and it took a little effort to answer. "I promised you. I won't get involved again."

I swear to him, I wiped a tear from the corner of his eye.Zhao was in tears, because of gratitude and trust, he believed that I could do what I said and keep my promise, or he knew that my heart was also crying and bleeding.He knew that I had lied, that I had lied to his trust.Facing the lie of his most beloved person, how much his heart hurts, he knows the feeling of a broken heart.It's really ironic that we Germans value oaths, we value loyalty, and our oaths are always contradictory and destined to be broken.Zhao always knew what to do, and always had his own persistence and choice, but I couldn't.He understood my powerlessness and helplessness.I wiped away his tears while swallowing my own.

"Are you coming back tomorrow? I know, it's really tiring to go back and forth like this."

"you hope to?"

"Yes."

"Then I will come back every day."

Zhao nodded, took my hand and turned it upside down, bringing his left hand and my right hand together.Both hands are almost the same length and width, with fingers of the same thickness, but Ke Zhao's hands are prettier than mine. "It turned out to be like this." I found the reason. "Look, the joints of my fingers are very thick, but the joints are very thin, while your fingers are almost invisible, straight and straight, so they look good."

I was talking to myself, at first I couldn't understand what I was talking about, but when I realized it later, I frowned. "Bulky joints are the result of exertion. Are you laughing at my lack of strength?"

"No, no, I..."

Seeing me flustered, Zhao was happy. "I'm joking with you, see if you are in a hurry."

"Aren't you angry?"

"Of course I'm not angry. Some people say I'm good-looking. It's too late to be happy. Why be angry. Especially you, I like to hear you say I'm good-looking."

Zhao smiled sweetly, I couldn't help kissing her, but I heard him say: "But you will be disappointed."

"What?" I had to resist my urge.It was late, but this was a study, and the door was open.

"We Chinese pay attention to reservedness, and we are not used to complimenting the other party at every turn, especially if the other party is good-looking, so you will not get my compliments as you wish." Zhao's eyes became slits with a smile, crooked and bright, Like the bright moon in the sky.

It turned out to be like this, I finally understood, and with a strong hand, I pulled him into my arms. "You said this is the first time you have played tricks on me tonight?"

With my arms around his waist, Zhao couldn't stand up straight, as if he was a bit shorter.At this moment, he raised his head and looked at me innocently.

Unmoved, I raised my foot and closed the door behind me, "See how I punish you." I fixed his waist with one hand, and put the other behind his head. Just as I was about to kiss, the person in my arms struggled violently.In fact, I didn't dare to use force at all, so he broke free naturally.

Zhao didn't walk away completely, he still took my hand, he just went to turn off the light.

He returned to my arms and pushed forward. I was pushed back two steps and hit the bookcase with my back.

Zhao held my head in both hands, and inserted his fingers into my hair.I folded my arms, tightly around his waist, his back.

His lips touched my hair, my forehead, my eyebrows.I closed my eyes and fully felt his kiss as hot as a flame, as clear as a mountain spring, and as gentle as a girl.

The tip of his tongue fell on my lips with silky sweetness.I opened my mouth, and a gust of wind with infinite power and passion swept across the sky and covered the sky. It swept through every corner and every secret place. After occupying the favorable terrain and winning the initial victory, it marched further.I instinctively blocked, intercepted, turned defense into offense, and retreated into advance.

For a moment, our eyes were wide open, and our eyes, which had adapted to the darkness, shone with uncontrollable lust; our breathing became heavier and heavier, mixed with the scent of men; our bodies rubbed slowly and vigorously, and the rising temperature quickly Falling off the top; we clung to each other tightly, relying on the other's body to prevent ourselves from falling suddenly.

The shirt that Zhao wore in his trousers was already wet with sweat.I pulled out the hem of the clothes with all my strength, and reached in with my hands. The skin was greasy, sweaty, and slightly hot. My hands swam around a lot, stroking and kneading vigorously.Zhao's body stiffened and trembled for a while, and a small moan escaped from our pressed lips.

"No...no...please...no!" Zhao violently tugged at my hair, and finally parted our entangled lips. "This is the study...don't..."

I turned around subconsciously, and the rows of bookcases behind me, with the glass doors filled with pioneers, philosophers, and everyone... really didn't fit.In the past, I would be ashamed because my absurd behavior desecrated them, but now, I just smile knowingly: I'm sorry, please forgive our uncontrollable feelings.

I took Zhao's hand, opened the door, and went upstairs gently. When I passed the door of Yu's room, I saw the side table by the door, and I slowed down my pace unconsciously.The package of needles and medicines on the table; the person eavesdropping on the door; the kissing figure reflected on the glass window... Zhao pulled me.I looked back, he was disheveled, his cheeks were flushed, and the flames of all me were still burning in his eyes.

I suddenly felt a little dazed, not knowing which one was him, the figure on the glass window and the person pulling me now.Same-sex love is really so humble and insignificant, it must give way to everything, or is it the inherent mission and responsibility of men that make their love insignificant.I believe Zhao's lust at this moment is real, because we love each other, we are attracted to each other.Our desires are strong, but our feelings are fragile and precious.Because of this, we will take good care of it to protect its purity and integrity.So, in front of Zhao's bedroom door, I broke away from his hand. "I have to get up early tomorrow, and you are also very tired, go to rest." I ignored Zhao's confusion and confusion, pushed him into the room, and gently closed the door.