father - home

It was the ultimate enjoyment, lying comfortably on my back with all my attention focused on one point.The bed was small but comfortable.From a distance, Joseph was lying on top of me, but in fact, I didn't feel any weight.He just wrapped me up.Warm, silky, tight, blocking and welcoming, kneading and stroking, getting faster and deeper... My breathing is a little disordered, and the muscles in my abdomen are getting tighter and tighter.

Joseph's face was flushed, his chest heaved, and his sweaty body gleamed seductively.

"Ah..." Joseph suddenly fell forward, propped his hands forward, supported the bed with his left hand, and touched my left shoulder with his right hand. "Oh no……"

Before he finished shouting, before he moved his right hand, I immediately opened my arms, hugged his fallen body, and held him tightly in my arms. "What's the matter?" Now, Joseph's weight made me unable to breathe.

"It's the knee..." Joseph tried to break free and get off beside me.

But the bed was too small, and if he turned it over like this, he might fall directly to the ground.So I still hugged him tightly. "what happened?"

Joseph became anxious, but he knew that I would not let him go down unless he made it clear. "It was the beginning of the year, and my right knee was accidentally touched by a stone."

"Then you still..."

"Trust me, it's all over, it's just..."

"Fool! The knee is on your body. Others don't know it. Don't you know it yourself? If you do this for a long time, the knee will be very stressed, and it will be too much."

"I...I am..."

"I know, you are afraid that I'm tired... don't move! Listen to me!" I hugged him tightly, still maintaining the state of the two connected, turned over bit by bit, reversed their relationship Location.

The dim light is very soft, shooting from behind me.Joseph's face was hidden in the shadow of my body.He kept his eyes open, and stared at me unblinkingly throughout the whole process, as if he didn't recognize me. His gray eyes were all about me.

I was so exhausted that I didn't feel like moving.

"Lie down," Joseph said.

We lay on our sides, I lay behind him, his head was on my arm, my chest was on his back, and I put my arms around his waist to prevent him from rolling down. "You lie behind me every night, warming my body and my heart." Zhao's voice rang in my ears.

"Can you come in again?"

In a daze, Joseph's words brought me back to my senses, oh, it turned out to be Joseph's cabin, and this is Joseph's bed.

"Can you come in again? Don't move... just come in..."

I was very tired, but my desire burst out again in the trance just now.I didn't say anything and did as Joseph said.

Joseph threw a hand behind his back and grabbed my hip tightly.He is very hard, so hard that he will not fall asleep, but my hand on his waist is already falling down.

"Marty, you know how much I miss you." Joseph kissed the inside of my arm. "I always miss this feeling... Miss you in my body. Especially when I'm alone, when I miss you... Sometimes I think so hard, when I can't bear it... I just stuff things in it ..."

My nerves were shaken, and I immediately woke up. I added strength to my hands and pressed my body even tighter. "You won't..." The voice was choked in his throat and couldn't come out.

Joseph was very calm, as if he was just saying something funny. "Did you know? I've stuffed everything. The barrel of a rifle, the scabbard of a dagger, the long handle of a grenade is the best fit..."

"Don't..." I interrupted him hastily, but couldn't continue.I felt a pang of fear.I bend my arms and pull his head closer to me, I kiss the short hair on the back of his head.The hairstyle of soldiers is prescribed, and the hair around the bottom is shaved so short that it almost sticks to the scalp.I kissed those soft hair roots, and said in a trembling voice for a long time: "Don't do that again in the future, something will happen."

"Don't worry, I won't do that again. Since that time, I won't do it again."

My heart trembled again.Something has happened.

"I overdid it that time, and my stool was bloody for two days. I panicked..."

"Go see a doctor." I was in a hurry, and I realized that I was not human after the words came out of my mouth.

Joseph remained calm, eerily calm. "Don't dare. I endured it for another two days and developed a high fever. When I passed out at the sentry post, I was thinking, this is the end, I will never see Marty again, and he will be angry."

I was intimidated.I did not expect.A top (that is, number 1) desire can be solved by itself when it comes, but a bottom (that is, number 0)...it is terrible. "Joseph!" I buried my head in the crescent of his neck.I was sad and scared.Did I almost lose sight of you?

Joseph patted the back of my hand, reassuring me as usual. "Don't worry, am I here? Speaking of which, God still takes care of me... When I woke up in the hospital, I was terrified. Seeing a young second lieutenant military doctor approaching, I was so shaken that I even hit the iron bed They also shook together...but guess what happened?" Joseph laughed out loud. "He said that I had dysentery, so I would have a fever, diarrhea, bleeding, collapse and faint, and told me not to worry and take a good rest."

Are you really that happy?

"What happened later?" I still kept my head buried, like a kid who knows he's wrong, not daring to look at him, even if it's just the back of his head.

"Okay, I'm fine after a week in the hospital. After I got out of the hospital, I went to Berlin on leave."

He said it lightly, but I have lingering fears. It was terrible. I hope it will never happen again as Joseph said.I want to tell him, or order him, but am I qualified? "Why didn't you come to see me in Berlin? Don't you miss me?"

"Of course I would, but madam..."

"You all listened to your mother. Verma didn't tell me until after you left Berlin. She said you didn't look well, you were a little skinny, and that's why."

"You blame me?"

"Don't be silly. You know I'm distressed." I stroked him tenderly, turning his head back slightly, and I kissed the corner of his mouth. "Joseph, let me ask you something. When your desire comes up, can you solve it yourself?"

Joseph glanced at me, then turned his head away. After a while, he hesitated and said, "It's a little...difficult, that's why I..."

I get it, it's really like that, I never thought about it again.I pulled my hand from under his neck and straightened up.

"What are you doing?" Joseph looked at me puzzled.

"Joseph..." I kissed deeply...

Exhausted but contented, Joseph fell asleep with a smile on his lips.

I quietly got out of bed, picked up the watch on the small desk and looked, my God, it was past three o'clock.Regardless of the feeling of sweat and stickiness all over my body, I quickly put on my clothes, sat on the edge of the bed, put on my shoes and socks, and looked at him for a while. "I'm sorry, Joseph, but we can stay like this if you want."

I gently closed the door and came out, dragged my almost collapsed body, and walked back silently.Those gas lamps were still on.On the ground, my long and narrow shadow revolved around me. When the wind blew, the flames shook slightly, and the shadow also shook and twisted. It didn't look like mine.But maybe that's the way I am now, I'm a little bit off my feet.

I walked in a hurry, my feet were floating, I was a little panting, and I couldn't breathe.The main door of the big house must have been closed, and I went around the back through the side door in the kitchen.

There was a gust of night wind, and the shirt stuck to my body. I shivered and looked up.The open window on the second floor is Zhao's bedroom?Oops!I remembered that I said I would come to close the window.Thinking back, I didn't see any windows open on the front of the big house just now, which means that the window of my father's bedroom has been closed, Kezhao's bedroom?

I went into the kitchen, across the hall, and up the stairs.The door of Zhao's room was unlocked. I opened the door and saw that the window was closed. How could it be?I went to the bed, and Zhao lay there, seemingly asleep, by the light coming in from outside the room.

I stood for a while, my feet seemed to be rooted, I don't want to go, I don't want to turn around, I have a lot to say to you, I hope you suddenly open your eyes, open your arms to me, hug me, kiss me, ask me what's wrong... ...I sighed silently, and stepped out of the door step by step, looking at him until I closed the door in front of me.