father - home

I rang the bell to call Mr. Reininger to clean up the bathroom, but I didn't expect Yu to come in.

She was almost the same as before, her eyes were red, her face was a bit dirty, and her shirt sleeves were still rolled up high.Could it be that she has been outside the door and never left?

Zhao greeted Yu first, and smiled at the girl.Because he was too tired, the smile was faint.

But Yu's smile was bright, and it didn't lose its brilliance because of her swollen eyes and tears all over her face.Zhao is finally healed!Slow down!I think she must think so.

"Zhao, the pork liver porridge you want, I don't think you will be able to eat it for a while, why don't you just settle for it first, and have a bowl of oatmeal porridge."

My words made Yu look at me sideways, with a hint of surprise flashing in his eyes.

surprise?Didn't she see me before?oh!She only had Zhao in her eyes, and she didn't realize that there was someone beside her. Still, she was surprised not by me, but by the clothes I was wearing.Hi!How did I forget to change my bathrobe before calling Mr. Reininger in.However, at this time of night, do I still need to change into a bathrobe?Why is Mr. Reininger a little surprised?He is used to it.

Anyway, I regret being disheveled.If you are at home, you must pay attention to it in the future.

Zhao curled his lips and made a sad face at me, expressing his acceptance of the porridge.

I sent Mr. Reininger into the kitchen and asked his wife to do the hard work.Yu has to do it by himself.

Zhao was not happy, he said "No!", but it was useless, Yu had already run away happily.

I asked Zhao why.

Zhao Zhi shook his head. "I'll throw it up. Yuxin worked so hard and I spit it out, she'll be sad."

I smiled and took Akira's bandaged hand. "Yu won't be sad because you vomited her oatmeal, she's worried about your body. You don't have to think about anything, just rest in peace and get well as soon as possible."

"Can I be okay like this?"

"Of course. I will. I will stay with you until you recover."

"Then...then...then..."

I didn't answer, and Akira didn't expect me to.

Jade made porridge and served it.Zhao Tui said it was too hot, and he would eat it later.

Yu was very embarrassed, the excitement just now was gone, and she stood by the bed with the porridge in her hand, not knowing what to do.

I knew that Zhao still didn't want to eat in front of Yu, for fear that he would vomit and Yu would be upset.So I had no choice but to say ruthlessly that it was getting late and Yu had worked hard for two days, so let's go back and rest.

I sent Yu out of the house, feeling very guilty.

"Yu, don't blame him, he's worried that he'll vomit and that you'll be sad if you see it."

"I understand. He is always very considerate of others." Yu lowered her head, a little disappointed and wronged.

"Yu, I want to say sorry to you, please forgive me."

"Why?" Jade asked, without looking up.

"I didn't treat you well before. I blame you for stopping Zhao's medication without permission. But I know that it's not your fault. No one can stop him from doing what he is going to do."

"Oh, it's this...you're right, sir."

"You forgot, it's Marty." I gently held the girl's hand and said softly.

Yu hesitated for a moment, then slowly raised his head and looked at me. "It's my fault. I should have told you first. I can't convince him, but you can. I've seen some things, but I just don't want to believe it. It's selfishness. I almost killed Zhao. So , I should say I'm sorry."

"No, you must not think so."

"What I said is true. Zhao wants to stop the morphine. He said that he will feel better and he will get better faster. I am a little skeptical. You told me that you can't stop it easily. But I hope he gets better soon, I I hope he will leave the manor quickly and come with me." The voice became softer.

I didn't expect a girl who loved Zhao deeply, but would look into my eyes in front of me, admit her mistakes, confess her narrowness and jealousy, what kind of emotion is this?What kind of love does one have to have such a heart and such courage?

Yu took a deep breath, as if she had gained strength again, and restored her original voice. "I still didn't call you when I realized that Zhao's situation was getting worse, because I?????" Yu closed her eyes, "I want him to leave you. I thought I could help him, but actually No, because he doesn't need me, what he needs is you. I hate you for this, so, although I have realized that the situation is getting worse, I hesitate, keep procrastinating... keep procrastinating... almost ..." Tears rolled down from the trembling eyelashes, and Yu couldn't help crying.

I want to comfort her.I know she doesn't want to cry in front of me, she is too sad and lonely.I grabbed the girl by the shoulders and pulled her into my arms. "It's not your fault."

"I can't help him with anything... Now when I think about it, my heart hurts so much that I can't bear it... But I was so cruel at the time, watching him... suffering... watching him struggle alone... I regret it so much, I really regret it."

"It's not your fault." I didn't know what else to say.I can only touch the girl's trembling shoulders and wait for her to calm down.

After a long time, Yu raised his head, still sobbing.I held the girl's face in my arms and wiped away her tears with the sleeve of my bathrobe. "Don't cry, or tomorrow, your eyes will still be red and swollen, and Zhao will be worried." When Yu went to the kitchen just now, she had already returned to the room to freshen up.

"Yeah." Yu nodded obediently. "Thank you, Marty. That's very kind of you." She gently pushed me away. "I'm fine, you go back quickly, he is waiting."

The girl turned and went downstairs.Looking at her trembling back, I couldn't help thinking: Yu, with her feminine sensitivity, already understood everything, so... I really don't know much about girls.If it was Babel, I can imagine her jealousy and anger.What about jade?How much does she love Zhao?What did she expect?How much can she take?What is her bottom line?Love, self-esteem, devotion, and happiness and sorrow, joy and pain.What should I do to make such a good girl less hurt?