father - home

I scooped up a spoonful of porridge and sent it over. Zhao raised his eyebrows, looked at me, made a grimace, and opened his mouth to eat.

"This porridge is really not very tasty." I smiled.Zhao has to eat a low-sugar diet after surgery. There is no sugar added to the porridge, which is neither salty nor bland. I don’t like it too much. "Don't worry, my mother has already written to my aunt in France, asking her to send some rice, and it will arrive in a few days. From now on, you can eat real rice porridge."

"What? Does France also produce rice?" Zhao asked while drinking porridge.

"Of course not. My uncle stayed in Indochina (Vietnam, a French colony) and liked to eat rice. After returning to France, he asked his old subordinates to bring it to him."

"Oh. Your mother is very thoughtful."

"Yeah, she's a wonderful woman. She's always been good at what she's got to do, no one else can do it."

"You must be very happy to have such a mother, she loves you so much."

"Happiness? I think so. Only I feel it."

"how to say?"

"In the past, I thought she was very strange. She had her own life, and I was redundant. But now... I think she is also very helpless."

"Helpless?" Zhao didn't quite understand.

"It's not that she doesn't love me. It's just that she didn't have time before. Now, friends are estranged, her husband is dead, the manor is depressed, her world is shattered, and my rebellious son is her only one, so she has to Don’t put all your thoughts on me.”

"Don't be so mean to your mother. Marty, she loves you anyway."

"Yes, she loves me very much. Fortunately, I knew it before it was too late. Now I have given her a chance to express her love."

"what?"

"You! She can show you how much she loves me."

"You, you, my young master, don't you realize that your requirements are too high?"

"High demands? I don't know, she is my mother."

Zhao seemed a little disgusted, and swallowed hard before saying: "In our place, there are three ways to be unfilial, and the greatest thing is to have no descendants." Didn't you end the history of your von Meissenbach family by doing this? Think about you Mother, how sad she must be, how can she bear it. With a son like you, it's good that she didn't go crazy, but you still forced me on her. "

"Then what should I do? Who told me to love you? Who told her to be my mother?" I shrugged and said nonchalantly.

Zhao was not as relaxed as I was, with a flash of melancholy in his eyes, then he lowered them.

"What about you? What do you do? Your mother will be very sad if you have no children?"

"I don't know. Sometimes I think, I wish I had a brother, but it's a pity that I only have a sister."

"It's okay, we'll be with Yusheng." I joked with a smile, trying to amuse him.But he didn't expect to be glared at him fiercely.

I don't know how I can say this, I don't mean to be teasing or sarcastic, and I'm not jealous, I really hope that Zhao can get everything he wants.But how is this possible?

"Seriously, have you thought about it? When you get well, you want to marry Yu and have sex with her. Don't be too indifferent to her. You should..." I wanted to say that you should take advantage of the present opportunity to have sex with Yu. She gets in touch more and builds a relationship.I also want to say Jade is a good girl and she really loves you.But I can't say it, not only because these forced helplessness is the deep pain in my heart, and it won't be relieved by repeated self-admonitions, but also because of Zhao's frowning eyebrows and sad eyes...

Before finishing the porridge, Zhao couldn't help throwing up.Spit out even more than eat in.

I rinsed his mouth to wipe away the tears and saliva from the corners of his mouth.Zhao leaned sideways, and pressed his hands on the wound on his upper abdomen.

"what happened?"

"Stomach aches." More than a little, Zhao's face turned pale, and cold sweat was already breaking out on his forehead.It was stomach cramps caused by vomiting, and the pain was exacerbated by stopping the morphine.

I poured the water in the thermos bottle into the hot water bottle, wrapped it in a towel, and covered Zhao's stomach. "This will be better."

Zhao nodded, stretched his curled body, and asked, "How many days will this state last?"

"It's hard to say. Everyone's situation is different, and the symptoms are also different. The short period may be three to five days, and the long period may be ten days and a half months. Some of the symptoms will last for a long time. Although some people stopped morphine, they still You still need to take oral medication, otherwise you feel like you're going to die."

"I do not know!"

"Of course you don't! But it's going to be a tough few days."

"With you here, I don't worry." Zhao held my hand and put his palm on his cheek.He had a slight fever and his cheeks were hot.